559. Chapter 559 The feeling of being abandoned by the whole family
In the spring of 1977, Zhang Lin lived up to expectations and gave birth to a fat boy in the Cheng family compound. Cheng Mingxuan wrote in a letter and named his precious grandson Cheng Sizhe. Both Zhang Lin and Cheng Yinghao particularly liked this name.
Cheng Yingnan has been depressed since her relationship with Shanghai Taoist Tian Jiang broke down, and she has no energy in feeding the pigs. As a good sister and sister-in-law, Zhang Lin often went to the pig house to chat with her during her maternity leave, but according to her
Cheng Yingnan's stubborn character made Zhang Lin unable to come up with anything no matter how hard she tried to trick her.
Anyway, a girl who loves to talk and laugh suddenly becomes taciturn. She must have something on her mind.
"Yingnan, don't you have a man you like?" Zhang Lin glanced at her sister-in-law and asked cautiously, "You see, it would be great to have a child after you get married. All worries will be gone. I used to always think about finding a man.
I want to get rid of the beast who killed my sister and avenge my sister, but now in my eyes, the whole world is filled with this little thing!"
Cheng Yingnan gave a difficult smile and said, "Sister-in-law, please stop making fun of me! Our farm is only as big as a palm. Apart from those who are married and have returned to the city, are there any men?"
"Why are you making fun of you? Our sister-in-law is not an outsider, so she said something close to herself. You are not young anymore. It's time to start a family! If a woman doesn't get married when she is old, it is too young for others to gossip. It will delay having children.
But it will be a big trouble, who can I count on for the rest of my life!"
"My parents also said in the letter that they wanted me to start a family. They said that the girl is old and can't afford to wait any longer! But sister-in-law, I can't just marry any man and have children, right? A marriage without love, plus a
If you don’t like a man, then what’s the point of marriage? It’s hell! I don’t want to jump in without thinking about it!”
Zhang Lin fell silent. She actually agreed with Cheng Yingnan's point of view. If a woman gets married without love, she turns herself into a tool for giving birth to children. Besides, no one can guarantee that every man can love and protect his tool.
Zhang Lin felt very sorry for this proud woman in front of her, waiting for love, with a touch of sadness.
"Sister-in-law, tell me, my father and my mother don't want me anymore, right? Their eyes are full of my brother, you, and their grandson. They don't want me anymore... You don't know, my aunt has loved me the most since I was little.
You left me all the delicious food and nice clothes, why don’t you want me now?!"
Cheng Yingnan said sourly that she had always been proud of her family's love for her, but this time her father wrote a letter saying that their family could win a place to return to the city, and it was for her brother and sister-in-law, not for herself.
The feeling of being abandoned by the whole family.
"Ying Nan, my father and mother did not abandon you, and your brother and I will not abandon you either. We are a family!"
After Zhang Lin lost her parents and sister, she became more aware of the pain of being alone, so she truly cherished this family.
Cheng Yingnan looked at Zhang Lin with gratitude in her eyes, "Yes, yes, you won't let me go. My father and mother can't help it, but sister-in-law, if you leave, I will be the only one left. I'm afraid, and in my heart
It just doesn’t feel good!”
Zhang Lin came over and wiped her tears, "Yingnan..."
She really wanted to say, let's discuss it with the two old people, let you go back to the city first, and our family of three will wait for the opportunity. However, she did not have the courage to say it out. After all, this is not a piece of pie, not a house, not a family business.
, or other things, just give it away if you ask for it, and you can still earn it back!
This is back to the city!
Chapter completed!