616. Chapter 616 The Pain of Friendship
"Meng Qingyang, is he dead?"
When Nangong told this point, Gong Xianxian could already guess Meng Qingyang's ending, but she never thought that Meng Qingyang would actually die.
When Nangong looked at Gong Xianxian's unbelievable look, a bitter smile suddenly appeared on his face, and he said slowly: "Yes, Palace Master, Qingyang died by suicide. At that time, as Murong
I am a healthy person. After I said that Qingyang was the most precious existence, Qingyang killed himself with the dagger in his hand. Maybe, in Qingyang's view, only by killing my most precious thing can I become miserable. In the end,
Qingyang still won because he really made me suffer."
"Nangong, you...didn't you hate Meng Qingyang at that time?"
After listening to Nangong's words, Gong Xianxian frowned slightly and asked.
Immediately, when Gong Xianxian finished speaking, the bitter smile that raised at the corner of Nangong's mouth became a little more bitter. Then, Nangong looked up to the sky, and looked at Gong Xianxian in front of him.
Said: "I hate Qingyang, but I can't let go of Qingyang even more. I really didn't lie at that time, Qingyang was my most precious existence
, is the existence that I hate to part with the most. If it weren’t for Qingyang, it’s hard to say whether I would have grown up when I was reincarnated as Murong Kang. Or, in other words, when my father died, I would have followed him.
Let's go to hell together. After all, the ministers of Piaomiao Kingdom are not vegetarians. If Qingyang hadn't helped me, how could I have secured the throne?"
"But, without Meng Qingyang, your father would not have died."
As soon as Nangong finished speaking, Gong Xianxian shook her head with a sigh and said, "That's probably what happens in the world. Without Meng Qingyang, your reincarnation as Murong Kang's life trajectory will be different. But with Meng Qingyang, again
There are all kinds of things that are going to appear and affect your life. Nangong, I have a question for you. That is, after Meng Qingyang committed suicide, how did you live as Murong Kang after your reincarnation?"
"Haha, is Qingyang dead?"
Seeing that Gong Xianxian was still curious about her life, Nangong shook her head and smiled, then told Gong Xianxian: "After Qingyang's death, my reincarnation of Murong Kang was indeed deeply affected. Because, in Qingyang's life,
I feel the warmth of friendship in my body
It hurt. That kind of pain even made me want to die, but I was reincarnated as Murong Kang at that time and did not die with Qingyang. On the contrary, after Qingyang died, I was reincarnated as Murong Kang and lived for a full hundred years.
For a long time, he spent the rest of his life in pain."
As he said that, Nangong remained silent, making Gong Xianxian clearly aware that Nangong clenched his fists tightly at this moment.
Nangong slowly put away the bitter smile on his face and clenched his fists, his eyes full of pain, and then said: "After Qingyang's death, my reincarnation, Murong Kang, was deeply affected. It's really strange to say.
, the moment after Qingyang died, I felt like my personality was divided into
It felt like it was cracked. It felt like Qingyang’s soul had attached itself to my body, giving me the dual personalities of Murong Kang and Meng Qingyang. Moreover, as time went by, Qingyang’s personality affected me more and more.
The deeper it goes, the more I feel...I have become Qingyang!"
"The funny thing is that Qingyang failed to take away my throne, but he successfully changed me and made me become him. Since that day, my personality has changed drastically, and I have adopted extreme methods when ruling the Piaomiao Kingdom.
, just like Qingyang’s method of ruling the Piaomiao Kingdom. I started to become irritable, jealous, and repay my flaws! As long as people who live in the Piaomiao Kingdom, under my rule, they will be as good as those who live in the Piaomiao Kingdom.
It’s like purgatory on earth.”
"However, since I had a clear personality, I used such extreme methods to rule the Piaomiao Kingdom, and actually allowed the Piaomiao Kingdom to exist for nearly a hundred years."
"The moment I reincarnated and died for Murong Kang, the Piaomiao Kingdom was conquered by the enemy, ruining the fate of the country."
"At that time, I seemed to feel that it was a poisonous spell cast on me after Qingyang's death."
"He wants me to live in this world and suffer endless pain, and then go to hell to accompany him."
As soon as he finished speaking, Nangong took another deep breath, and then fell silent again.
And Gong Xianxian can understand Nangong's current mood, because in Gong Xianxian's view, Nangong's reincarnation as Murong Kang is even more painful than what Nangong experienced in his previous two lives. After all, Nangong's reincarnation as Murong Kang is more painful than Meng Qingyang's After his death, he still lived for nearly a hundred years. Seeing his own changes and being unable to change, Murong Kang's mood at that time was undoubtedly very complicated. And, as Nangong said, his changes may be Because of Meng Qingyang’s curse.
In this way, both Gong Xianxian and Nangong were silent for a long time, neither of them spoke first.
However, Nangong finally calmed down his restless mood, looked at Gong Xianxian with a smile, and said, "Palace Master, do you still want to listen?"
"Any more?"
Hearing Nangong's words, Gong Xianxian smiled and said: "Nangong, you have experienced three lives of pain in three reincarnations. The pain of family affection, the pain of love, the pain of friendship. I really can't imagine what you have experienced in the other reincarnations. What kind of pain you suffered. So, if possible, I would like to hear you talk about how you spent the rest of your reincarnations. Nangong, now I suddenly want to get to know you better, give me a chance to understand you. , okay?"
"Since the Palace Master has said so, then naturally I can't hide it."
As soon as Gong Xianxian finished speaking, Nangong chuckled and said: "Actually, I am not so painful in every life. It seems like the pain of family affection in the first life, the pain of love in the second life, and the pain of friendship in the third life. I have experienced all the pain. At that time, I was going to suffer the pain of reincarnation. Naturally, I could not experience the same pain in two reincarnations. Therefore, after experiencing the three pains of family, love, and friendship, I was born in the fourth life. The experience was quite bearable.”
"Palace Master, let me tell you now about my experience in my fourth life!"
"good!"
When Nangong just said this, Gong Xianxian smiled and nodded.
However, even Gong Xianxian herself didn't realize it. At first, she was ready to listen to Nangong's story just to understand the underworld. However, now Gong Xianxian suddenly became interested in Nangong's past. It may be that the pain Nangong experienced also made her Gong Xianxian must have been heartbroken. However, when Nangong was about to tell Gong Xianxian about his fourth life experience, Nangong was silent for a long time before slowly speaking.
Immediately afterwards...
Chapter completed!