434 No more doubts from now on
The following days were spent every day in contact with the old subordinates and inquire about news. A month was over and over again.
In the past few days, there have been obviously many patrol guards in Cangdu. Perhaps Gu Yanfeng has already felt that a powerful person has entered, so he has been sending people to search.
Feng Chenye and Zhan Qingcheng also rushed back three days ago, with only three days left before the one month period, and they had to leave Cangdu.
It seems that neither of them has any particularly big reactions to the fact that Jiuyin and Canghai are together, or in other words, they have already expected it.
But Jiuyin and Canghai knew that they actually had a little diaphragm in their hearts, and they couldn't tell what it was, but there was just something there.
Just a little thing made the two of them stand on both sides of a transparent wall. They could clearly see each other and were close at hand, but they could not touch each other anyway.
The sky was not very bright tonight, covered with dark clouds, and it looked like it was about to rain.
Because the sea is all in all directions, Cangdu seems to be very rainy. It has only been a month since it has been several heavy rains.
Jiuyin stayed in the room after taking a shower and changing clothes. No one came in all night.
Just as she was about to go to bed, the door was suddenly pushed open, and Canghai walked in the night.
When his eyes met, Jiuyin suddenly became a little nervous.
Since they got close to the stone wall by the sea last time, but were caught by Feng Mujin, they have not gotten close to each other for more than half a month.
He comes in tonight...
Actually, I have been together and shouldn't have been like this, but I still can't help but feel a little embarrassed.
Seeing the uneasiness flashing in her eyes, the heavy lifting of the sea in an instant was covered, and she smiled and said, "They took Liuyun out of the city first. We will go in a separate way. We will leave the city again tomorrow morning."
Jiuyin didn't say anything, and they left early. I'm afraid that it was because of the subtle embarrassment between her and Canghai over the past few days that they specially left them a chance to stay together for two days and untie each other's knots.
Unexpectedly, even Feng Chenye was willing to help them, because Mu Jin had worked a lot of time in front of him.
Perhaps, it is really necessary to let go of everything and make it clear. It is never a good thing to continue like this forever.
"Have you taken a shower?" She stood up and greeted him. "If not, I'll ask the waiter to bring him bath soup."
"No need to worry, I've taken a shower." When he came to her and watched her take the initiative to take off her coat, his palm tightened slightly, trying to reach out to hug her tightly, but hesitated a little.
Jiuyin sensed his hesitation at the first time.
Holding his big hands between her hands, she said softly: "Since you are going to rush tomorrow, let's take a break tonight."
He stretched out his hand and took the initiative to wear a loose dress for him.
This was the first time she was so proactive in front of him.
He took off his inner clothes for him and untie his belt. His hands were slightly trembling. He could see that he was a little uneasy and shy, but he still forced himself to continue.
In fact, even in front of Feng Chenye, Zhan Qingcheng, and even Feng Mujin, she rarely takes the initiative. Those few people don’t need her to take the initiative at all.
When she unbuttoned her belt and was about to take off his inner pants, Canghai's big palm covered her little hand and smiled and said, "I'll do it myself."
As he said that, he did not take off his inner pants, but instead tied his belt a little tightly.
Under Jiuyin's surprised gaze, he bent over and picked her up and walked towards Ruan Cold.
"Canghai..." She really didn't understand whether it was because she really hurt his heart last time at the beach. It's been so long, why can't the pain fade away?
"Didn't you say you're going to set out tomorrow?" He smiled slightly, looking calm and gently placed her on the soft collapse: "Once these pants are taken off, you can't think of resting tonight."
Jiuyin's face turned slightly red. He spoke so generously, but instead she seemed too stingy when she was just confused and uneasy.
But when did her man pounce on her like a hungry wolf when he was alone with her at night? But this time, he didn't even touch her.
It’s not that she always wants to do that kind of thing, but she’s afraid that it will hurt his heart.
I spent a while with Feng Chenye and knew that men's hearts are sometimes very fragile. Once injured, it is not only difficult to make up for him, but also takes enough time.
But they really don't have that much time to spend on their children's love.
That day, she just didn't understand for a while. It wasn't that she really didn't like him. She had known each other for so many years and was in love with him for so many years. How could she not like him?
Even if that love belongs to Sihai Cangyin, it is the same for her. Sihai Cangyin's feelings are her feelings, and she and Sihai Cangyin are originally the same person.
Although, she occasionally makes a fool of herself and can't figure it out...
"Canghai, are you still angry?" If you can't explain some of the words clearly, there will always be a knot between the two of you.
"Why am I angry?" Canghai, who had already sat down beside her, looked at her with his eyes down. Her little face was full of anxiety, and there was a trace of feelings that he could not see clearly, but was there a little pity?
He laughed at his passionateness. In fact, it was not important whether she had pity for herself when things came to this point. What was important was that they had to rush back and rectify their troops and wait for the killing time next year to not only rescue the people of Cangdu, but also save his mother.
Feelings may not be as important as I imagined...
"Canghai, can we make the words clear?" He can no longer escape. If he continues to escape, his feelings will be slowly wiped out in misunderstandings.
He is her brother Hai, and he will never want to miss this life again.
"What do you want to say?" He was already planning to lie down, but after hearing what she said, he had to sit up.
Jiuyin also sat up beside him, looking up at his calm face, which was a little uneasy. She suddenly stepped over and sat on him, reached out to hold his handsome face, and said softly: "That day I showed my alienation to you in front of Mu Jin. You are sad, right?"
"No." She was Feng Mujin's person, so it was natural to get close to Feng Mujin.
It was true that the union between me and her was not long after them. When I was caught with him, I would panic and rush to explain to Feng Mujin.
He was not angry, nor was he qualified to be angry.
"Canghai, I know that my behavior that day hurts you. I don't want to explain, I just want to admit my mistakes to you. Can you forgive me?" The Cold War was not easy. It was obvious that two people were very good, but they were alienated because of a misunderstanding. She didn't want such a relationship, and she really didn't want it.
When he was left with him with a stern face, she didn't know how to cherish it. Now she clearly saw that his distantness to him was, and his heart was getting tighter and tighter and more and more painful.
It turned out that he had already been put in his heart inadvertently. Whether it was the Sihai Cangyin of the past or the Jiuyin of the present, he could no longer be lost in his life.
Seeing the sadness in her eyes, he reached out and put her girl in her arms, sighed in a shallow voice: "Don't think about it, I'm really not angry, I can understand..."
Jiuyin suddenly looked up and wrote a kiss on his lips, successfully interrupting his words.
Hold his palm and fit his little hands.
He was the only man who had a soul in his heart. If he couldn't explain, let him listen to his own voice.
The most difficult thing to control is the human heart. She can tell countless lies with her mouth, but her heart cannot.
At the beginning, I didn’t know how to answer Feng Mujin’s question, and I didn’t know whether I was grateful or loving to Canghai, but when he was indifferent to him and when she felt that it was very likely that she would lose him, her heart was hurt and she was scared.
She was really scared, afraid that he would leave him silently one day, afraid that he would no longer love her and no longer pity her.
Because I like it, I care, and because I care, I can't explain it more clearly.
Looking up at his silent face, she didn't say a word, but there was a light of expectation hidden in her eyes.
Silence and boundless lingering make the quiet night appear more peaceful.
A long time later, Jiuyin moved her thin lips slightly and said softly: "Did you hear it all?"
Canghai looked at her with his eyes down, and after a while, he suddenly curled his thin lips and reached out to untie her belt.
"Canghai..." She was a little confused. What is this?
The clothes on her body were taken off one by one in her soul. It was not until the two of them were entangled together without reservation that she opened her innocent and clear cloud eyes and said uneasy: "You give me an answer, don't let people guess randomly."
Do you know that she is really uneasy now, really afraid that he will be disappointed or even despaired by herself? She can't afford to lose him!
"sea……"
"I heard it." He picked up her slender legs, and in her still hazy gaze, his eyes turned black again and again, and suddenly he thrust his waist and rushed in with all his strength.
"Um……"
"I heard it, you said you were empty and lonely, and you wanted me to force you." The big palm fell on her waist, ignoring the confusion in her eyes, and the movements became fierce in an instant.
He heard it, and heard her telling herself in her heart that she loved him and that she could never live without him in this life!
The heart can never deceive people, and from then on, he will never doubt her feelings for him again.
Excited and moved, and did not want to show his anxiety and vulnerability in front of her, he could only express his enthusiasm and joy in this way.
She understands, right?
She was tossed miserably all night, and in the end, she did understand, but at that time, she was about to fall asleep.
The sea that protects her and pity her forever treats her as a treasure is back. That misunderstanding is really nothing for a long life.
Only when there is a misunderstanding will there be a clearer sunshine.
Chapter completed!