I don’t know why, but Fang Xiao, who was standing in the blizzard at this time, felt an inexplicable sense of pleasure that was almost anesthesia when looking at Yun Heng like this. It was like a suicidal person unscrewing the gas tank in a closed room.

feeling.

The gas pipe was unscrewed and the gas came out quickly. The smell was very unpleasant at first, but as the smell became stronger and stronger, it gradually filled the entire space.

heart, confusing people's minds, and the whole person gradually falls into

I felt an illusory peace, like a fairy stepping on the clouds, surrounded by soft clouds. No matter how much pain, nostalgia and memories became out of reach in an instant, my body followed the clouds.

Rising higher and higher, feeling light and airy, it's completely the pleasure of ascending to heaven after being anesthetized!

"Xi Lingheng, please let go. We are not at the same level of life to begin with," Fang Xiao finally gathered all his strength and spoke again to the man who was clutching his wrist and was wrapped in heavy snow like a snowman.

"Xi Lingheng, we have different concepts and experiences about many things. You said you like to be with me, even if you have hamburgers, cola or cold bread for three meals a day. This is because

You have never lived such a day before, you are simply experiencing life, yes, you are just experiencing life together, that's why you feel that such a day is so beautiful."

"But, Xi Lingheng, I'm different from you. My life has always been full of twists and turns. When I was very young, I went through days without enough food. Later, it was because of my parents' efforts that our family's life got better.

, but those days in my childhood are still fresh in my memory.”

"You have never experienced it before, so you think such a life is new. But we have lived such a life since we were young, and it has been nearly ten years. Such a life is poor and difficult. We are struggling at the lowest level of life, as a family.

Squeezing into a small work shed, spending every day carefully, picking up mineral water bottles or cans when passing by, thinking of selling them to buy a pen. Although this kind of life has long been far away from me, I am still afraid of doing it again.

Back to those days."

"Xi Lingheng, you said that you like your life very much, that you like to live a trivial and ordinary life with me in that 30-square-meter apartment. You even said that such a life is more down-to-earth and more like an ordinary life.

, more like the atmosphere of human fireworks."

"Yes, it is indeed the case. I also admit that such days are indeed ordinary and trivial, but have you ever asked yourself, why do you like such days?"

"You haven't asked yourself, have you? Well, let me tell you, it's because you have been living far away from this level before, so you have never experienced such a life, so you find it fresh and exciting."

"And what about me? I have stayed in such an ordinary and trivial low-class life for ten years. In those ten years, I have experienced the real life with human fireworks that you mentioned. This kind of life has made me ten years old.

The year was spent in disgrace, so I didn't want to let my life go backwards. The reason my parents sent me to study in the United States was because they wanted me to have a better future and life."

"What is a future? I think you may not understand, because your future has already been written for you. You don't even have to work hard. You only need to lift your foot to walk on that golden road of success.
Chapter completed!