430 This time he won't miss again(1/2)
"Actually - I have a lot to say, but I would rather look at you quietly. Because you can guess what I want to say."
Lin Jian's tone was a hint of self-deprecating feeling.
"Full Moon, you are not like me. You want to see you all the time. I understand that I am not suitable to appear in front of you too much now. So for a while, I obviously want to see you. Although we are very close, I chose to bypass your location and go anywhere else far away."
He knew very well that the words he said might have been buried in many previous words again and would not shake or change her mind, but he was like he was poisoned. Even though he knew the result, he would only go through fire and water.
"Full Moon, no matter why there is something wrong with your eyes, I will not give up. How I treated you before will not change afterwards."
"I am the prince, that's just an identity for others to show. In front of you, I would rather be an ordinary person."
"I saw you at first sight and thought, if you were willing to smile at me, I would help you once, but I later realized that I was naive and you didn't need anyone's help."
"I don't know when I want to see you often. I know that in your opinion, I am neither a qualified prince nor a trouble that you hate. I am always not in my position, but I often intervene in your life."
"Full Moon - This is the finger that was sprained by you last time. It hurts very much at that time, but now it seems that this is the only one that makes me feel that I have truly known you, not every morning when I wake up, I will ask myself in confusion, is it because I know you, is it a dream in the mirror and water moon, or is it that you have really existed?"
"Full Moon, is it because the higher my status, the more I feel for you, the less worthless my feelings for you?"
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Long after Lin Jian left, what happened to Man Yue repeatedly flashed through his mind were the words he talked to himself.
It was like a story told in a leisurely manner, but it made her feel a hint of indescribable coldness and helplessness.
Why does the dignified prince like her?
She still doesn't understand.
Even though she was a human being for two lifetimes, she was still stupid and could not see through the mask of emotions.
In the last life, she gave her good deeds and treated her bad deeds. She managed her business carefully, hoping to get her recognition through her own efforts.
In this life, she is ruthless and unintentional, and is not bound by any emotion, but why-
She obviously doesn't need feelings in this life!
The heart of the Full Moon is even more blurry than what you see with your eyes at this moment.
Just when she was in a low mood, Tieying brought back Yinxiu, who had been missing for a day.
"Miss."
Yin Xiu's face was pale, and his voice was weak and powerless.
"Miss, Yinxiu was sent back from the fifth prince's mansion. Yinxiu was taken back by the crown prince for questioning. Originally, the crown prince had already released Yinxiu, but Song Nan, the first hidden guard of the crown prince's mansion, poisoned Yinxiu. In order to know the whereabouts of the eldest prince's mansion, the fifth prince asked Wei Feng to detoxify Yinxiu first before knowing the incident."
While settling down on Yinxiu, Tieying told Man Yue what Yinxiu said on the road.
The Moon couldn't see clearly now, and there were only a few blurry shadows in front of him.
"Tieying, go outside and wait. I have something to ask Yinxiu alone."
"Yes, Miss." Tieying had not told Miss Yinxiu what she could not see. Without the lady's instructions, even the people from Jianjia Pavilion could not say it.
Tieying was guarding outside, and the moon was groping and getting up.
Seeing this scene, Yin Xiu looked shocked.
"Miss, you are-"
"I'm going to tell a long story. After I was poisoned by Erruo, Pang Rui saved me, but when I woke up, I was like a white mist that I couldn't see clearly. The fifth prince didn't know about this."
"Miss, why don't you tell the fifth prince about such a serious matter?"
Yin Xiu spoke excitedly and intermittently. She couldn't even imagine how his fifth prince would have had an attack if he knew that the eldest lady was like this now?
"If you don't tell me, there are naturally reasons for me."
Full Moon's tone was as quiet as ever.
Yinxiu was a little impatient.
"Miss, Yinxiu is just a hidden guard, but because Yinxiu knows about the matter, the fifth prince can ignore his own body in order to save Yinxiu. Wei Feng came back to treat the fifth prince's arrow wound, but his prince asked Wei Feng to treat his subordinates first. Miss, no one can do anything about the affection of the fifth prince's arrow wound to you! You may not know that the fifth prince's arrow wound will delay treatment for a moment, and the pain will double when he recovers in the later stage! The fifth prince knows all this, but he still insists on getting your news first, Miss, why - you are unwilling to give the fifth prince a chance?"
Yinxiu was so excited for the first time.
She has been by the side of the Moon for the past year and has been advancing and retreating in a proper manner, and has done her best to protect the safety of the Moon. But after enduring it for so long, she really wanted to say a few words to the fifth prince.
"Miss, you can blame Yinxiu for talking too much, but every word Yinxiu said is true."
"Yinxiu, it's not that I can't give Lin Dongyao a chance, but that I can't give anyone a chance!"
"Miss, Yinxiu doesn't understand. If a man is wholeheartedly devoted to you and can ignore his own safety, isn't it enough to move you? Even if you don't feel anything about the fifth prince now, can you give him a tentative chance? It's also a chance in the future."
Yinxiu said, and actually knelt on the ground.
She knows her identity and shouldn't say so much.
"Yinxiu, what if I don't need feelings? What if I never thought about the future?"
Man Yue suddenly spoke, Yinxiu looked at her with a strange expression as if she had known her for the first time.
"Miss——"
"You can rest first."
"Miss! If the fifth prince has to sit in a wheelchair after delaying treatment this time, will you still not be moved?"
Yinxiu mustered up the courage and asked the full moon in a trembling voice.
"—" The full moon suddenly fell into silence.
"Miss, your silence means that your heart has been shaken. You are not a stalwart person. You can tell from your maids."
"Yinxiu."
The full moon sounded, the sound was low, and there was no sound of joy or anger.
"Miss, Yinxiu is willing to be punished!"
"I don't want to punish you, I understand."
"Miss, are you willing to give the fifth prince a chance?"
"Yinxiu, I will seriously consider what you said just now, but now you have to agree to a request. Before I think it through, you can't tell Lin Dongyao that I can't see this!"
The request of the full moon shocked Yinxiu's body.
Her master is now the eldest lady, but the fifth prince is a life-saving grace to her.
"Miss——"
"Promise me."
"yes."
Yin Xiu took a deep breath and nodded slightly.
Although she was also embarrassed, she hoped that the eldest lady could give the fifth prince a chance.
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Seven days later, Linghu Hou Mansion
Ningjing carefully put away the Queen Mother's decree. Seeing that her eldest daughter was silent, Ningjing winked at the others and left the room gently.
The eldest lady couldn't see her eyes, and there were very few people who knew about it now, but the Queen Mother wanted Miss Xuan to go to the palace to attend the palace banquet tomorrow. Anyone with a discerning eye knew that tomorrow's palace banquet was held for the icing on the cake for the wedding of the eighth day of the lunar month.
At that time, almost all civil and military officials in the court will participate. If something goes wrong with the young lady’s eyes, will it be seen through?
But the eldest lady is now unspeakable. The maids all understand that their eldest lady is an idea-worthy person. The best thing now is to let the eldest lady stay quietly alone.
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The next morning, the full moon rose earlier than Ning Jingximeng. When Ning Jing entered the house to serve, she saw that Man Yue had already put on her clothes.
Ning Jing was shocked, "Miss, why did you get up by yourself? What should I do if I hit the corners of the house?"
"It's okay, I'm not a porcelain man, it's not normal to knock it down. I'm going to enter the palace today. Even though you and Xi Tieying can be by my side, I still need to do a lot of things myself, so I'll adapt to it in advance."
The tone of the Moon was relaxed and natural, and it was not the deep and restrained thing he had yesterday.
"Don't worry, Miss, I will stay by your side today."
"It's natural that you are a girl who is staring at people, otherwise I won't take you with me." Man Yue joked with Ning Jing.
"Miss, I am not staring at you, but protecting you."
Ningjing hurriedly explained.
"Miss Protecting me, I may not be able to protect you at that time." Tieying said as she entered the house. Seeing the moon so relaxed, Tieying couldn't say anything.
"Okay, don't talk nonsense. Today is lunch, maybe you'll have to make a fuss until evening. You all cheer up and don't allow any mistakes."
"Yes, Miss."
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Jingtai Palace
Lin Donghe looked at Erruo's back as he walked away, and a cold sarcasm appeared on the corner of his lips.
To be continued...