546 His Abandonment Is The Whole World's Abandonment For Her
"What do I know about Lin Donghe?"
Lin Dongyao opened his head, but he didn't say what happened next. Since Chunyue had guessed it, he didn't want to continue dragging it on.
"You know him very well, completely beyond anyone's knowledge. And this kind of understanding has existed a long time ago. It seems that I only knew you for a while, and you know him more than anyone."
He did not doubt that there was any ulterior motive between Man Yue and Lin Donghe. It was just that he saw the existence of Lin Donghe again and again, and he thought it was necessary to ask clearly and explain clearly.
"If I say - I may not really be the Linghu Manyue you should know?" Manyue looked at him with clear eyes, and at this moment, silence spread in each other's eyes.
What she wants to say will be her biggest secret. Once she opens her mouth, there will be no room for her to look back.
He loved her deeply, but could he accept such a person?
"Tell me, everything. I want to know." He looked at her seriously.
"In my opinion, the past things made me painful and hatred in the past, but after getting along with you, a lot of hatred has changed and the hatred is still there, but I will no longer torture myself with the hurt and pain that others have once brought to me."
Lin Dongyao became more and more thrilled when he heard the words of the full moon. He didn't know what more thrilling words would be waiting for him later.
"Full Moon, if I don't want to say it, just as I have never asked you, I will never ask anything about you and Lin Donghe in the future."
Lin Dongyao suddenly raised his hand and touched her slightly cold cheek. He didn't know what happened between her and Lin Donghe, but if it was really as painful and entangled as she said, then when he mentioned it, it would be a painful memory for her.
He can't be so selfish.
"There is nothing that cannot be said. But I am indeed Linghu Manyue now. But I am a person who has experienced two lives of reincarnation. Are you afraid of me? I have been reborn for one lifetime and two lives! In the previous life - I died unjustly, all the closest and most loved ones died in front of me, and indirectly died because of me. I was killed by Lin Donghe and Linghu Pingxue. I was reborn with resentment, and I came back - but, in the previous life, I lived to be in my twenties.
This is the real me—”
Her tone was so calm that she felt nervous.
Before this, she never thought that one day she would tell this secret to anyone in this life.
But the arrangement of fate is so magical. The secret you think you will never tell is given to you at a certain moment, in front of a suitable person, and be honest at this moment.
He has not moved for a long time, from his body to his expression.
Silence completely filled the spacious and comfortable carriage.
Her nervousness continued to increase.
He silently looked at his dark ink pupils, motionless, as if he had completely frozen his entire body because of what she said.
"I was reborn in the He family three years ago. The moment when Aunt He slammed me with cold water, I was originally a cowardly me at that time, but I was alive and alive. Linghu Manyue, who had suffered torture and insults in my previous life. I came back to take revenge. I was deliberately approaching the prince step by step, and using the prince to you to achieve my goal of attacking Lin Donghe and Linghu Manyue.
In the Marquis' Mansion, the old lady and the second lady framed me again and again. In order to protect themselves and eliminate the people who were not good for me in the Marquis' Mansion, I planned to defeat them one by one. From the Second Lady to Linghu Pingxue to the Old Lady, their deaths were all related to me. Although they planned to plot against me first, I did secretly send them away.
My hands were still covered with blood! The second wife was so poisoned that she was confused. I set a lot of steps in it. I watched Linghu Pingxue be buried alive in front of me. I watched her struggle in pain. I just watched, as if I was looking at a pool of mud. Linghu Zilu's eyes were also blinded by me. I knew that Liu Mengliang and Liu Caiyun were going to stand up for Linghu Pingxue and Linghu Zilu, so I secretly tampered with it, causing Linghu Zilu to blind her eyes, and was sent out of the Hou Mansion.
After I finished all this, when the old lady was in a coma, I deliberately said these things in front of her, because the doctor said that although she is in a coma now, she can still last for a while and cannot be stimulated. I naturally know what words can stimulate her. How did I harm the second wife, Linghu Pingxue, Linghu Zilu, and even the old lady's favorite Linghu Jie were all designed to be driven out of the Hou Mansion by me, and their whereabouts are still unknown. You said, after hearing this, how could the old lady not die early?
There are so many more. The abbots of Xiangguo Temple, Ding Juming and Ding Lanming, also died because of my rebirth in this life. If I were still Linghu Manyue in the previous life, maybe they might be alive in this world. I am walking the path of revenge step by step. I understand very clearly that whoever can use it and who can surrender. For a long time, my heart is numb. All I see in front of me is the word "revenge".
Man Yue said quietly, her tone calmly. At this moment, she seemed to be able to hear the heartbeats of herself and Lin Dongyao, even the sound of wheels of the carriage pressing over the ground, and the noise outside the carriage.
But he was still looking at her quietly.
From just now to now, I have always maintained the same posture, stiff and silent.
Her heart slowly sinks.
But since you start, how can you stop in this story?
"Do you know? Linghu Hongxi has asked me more than once whether the matters about the old lady and the second lady in the Marquis's house are related to me! I denied it with enthusiasm and righteous words at that time. I even lied to Linghu Hongxi because I was full of hatred and indifference to this father at that time. If he hadn't nodded and agreed to put me in the He family, I wouldn't have almost died in the He family.
I thought - I would keep walking with hatred until I took revenge. But you drove me away. From then on, I suddenly figured out a lot. Later, I was secretly taken away by your people, and almost everyone thought I was dead. At that time, I continued to figure out many things I hadn't figured out before. I told myself that I would still have to avenge my hatred, but my future life cannot continue like this.
But—But, just when I wanted to tell you everything in person, you took Qiu Rong out and went out. Later, I knew you were sick and I knew your difficulties. I thought I could be a normal person and accompany you through the next time. But I really underestimated the influence of feelings on me. I would rather be a despicable villain or a shameless person. I would rather be a shameless person than use the prince’s trust in me with a vibrator heart, take his blood and save your life.
In the end I succeeded, but I had no shame to stay, so I hid, I wanted to cure the disease and save the people, and redeem the sins I committed against the prince. Maybe - everyone in the world will believe this time, I am really dead. But I use my way to guess your heart. If it were me, would I continue to look for you? Do you have to see the corpse, or just keep looking for it? I was still foolish with you. I knew you would continue to look for me, so I kept hiding, and I also knew that no matter where I hid, you would not give up.
This is a big world, and I am not afraid! You will find me. You will definitely."
The tears of the full moon burst at this moment.
She has always been a calm and silent temperament. Even in front of the closest person, she didn't want to say such words. She presented herself to him without reservation, simply like a baby, with tears carrying too much vicissitudes and pain.
"So—so that's it."
He cleared his throat, but he said the simple four words twice before he could make it clear.
Even though he can be said to be the most calm person on this continent, his heart will inevitably fluctuate violently in the face of a complex and magical story like the Full Moon, and he cannot calm down for a moment.
At this moment, he was calm only on the surface.
The inner waves are surging and it is difficult to calm down.
"Yes, that's it." Chunyue nodded, and a tear fell on the back of his hand with a slight sound, like a crystal lotus blooming on the wosheng land, and the flowers bloomed more than the brightness of any other land.
But his hands did not move at all, did not wipe her tears, nor did he embraced her into his arms.
He kept his previous movements, his voice was as simple as ever.
"So--the relationship between you and Lin Dong-ha was actually---" His eyes finally moved, and the words he asked made Man Yue's heart feel like he was hit hard again.
She wanted to hold back her tears, but when she was heartbroken, he was only concerned about what her relationship with Lin Donghe had. She seemed to be immersed in the cold water of December, and the cold body was covered in cold water.
"What you want to know - this is it, right?" she asked him, his voice as if he was falling into an ice cave.
He looked at her, and then he realized the tears on the corner of her eyes.
"Why did you cry? Don't cry - I'm not afraid of the stories you told, and you can't cry. Didn't I always be there? How could you forget that in this life, since we know that I have never left you, and never questioned you. Even if I am seriously ill, I have always sent someone to protect you and take care of you in secret.
What you said just now is all things you have done. So what if you think it is wrong? Don’t you know? In my Lin Dongyao’s eyes, everything you do is right, and no one can say you are a word! From the first time I saw you at the He family, I was attracted by you. Although I didn’t admit it at that time, I saw a thin and thin figure on the wall of the He family. While lowering my head and thinking of bad ideas, I was drying the clothes with a cold face. In my heart, no one can replace your presence."
Lin Dongyao suddenly hugged her tightly and fell a long and affectionate kiss on her forehead.
But Man Yue raised her head and looked at him in confusion.
"On the day I was reborn, I always felt someone looking at me, is it you?"
It turned out that she felt right that day, there were really people at that time.
"Um."
"Then I will answer you now, the relationship between Lin Dong and I have a lifetime, but I am actually—"
"So that's how you came to me. This is God's favor for me. If it weren't for you, I might have repeated the premature death of the previous life, right? At least I would have died in Lin Donghe's hands in an unknown way, right? Not only me, but also the prince and the father, will they do this. Isn't it?"
His intelligence and darkness are equally frightening at this moment.
After just saying a few things about the previous life, Man Yue vaguely guessed the bad ending.
Indeed, if it weren't for her, maybe he would still be unrelated to his own selves and is indifferent to anyone and anything. In his opinion, rights and status are optional. He would be even more unwilling to care whether Lin Donghe is a real villain or a hypocrite!
So, she should be his life-saving benefactor.
But Man Yue shook her head stubbornly, and then her tone was cold.
"Without me, maybe God will arrange for you, like Qiu Rong, like other women. Now you know that I have occupied the body of Linghu Manyue in this life, but my Linghu is Linghu Manyue in his twenties in his previous life. I have experienced vicissitudes and hardships in the previous life, and that heart is so mature that you can't imagine. I am not the pure woman you think. I have experienced too much, from bloodthirsty killing to love between men and women. Do you understand?
Lin Dongyao! Can you face me like this? Can you? Can you answer me, am I a human or a ghost mother? Am I clean or a snake-scorpion woman who has passed away from the ghost with blood? What you want to know, I told you! Have you thought about it? Have you thought about it? How to face me after you have thought about it? Hold me? Will you continue with me? You haven’t thought about it—in fact, before telling you the truth, I didn’t even think about how to face you and how to deal with you.
Maybe I used to plotting and estimating step by step, but at this moment, I really didn't think about it, and I don't know how I can plan and control it in the face of such facts? So, I gave up. Say, it's your turn, Lin Dongyao! Don't just look at me, you speak! Say!!"
Man Yue suddenly pulled his collar with some excitement, his eyes were like water, and tears stubbornly rolled in his eyes, refusing to fall.
It turned out that the bloody past that I had been hung up to, and the one I had in front of the person I cared about the most was so helpless and lonely at this moment. It was as if I was disliked and despised by everyone in the world.
Even abandoned.
It is because, in the relationship, many times, the person you care about often carries and occupies all your life, and he pulls and controls you all the time. Therefore, his silence is the silence of the whole world, and his abandonment is the abandonment of the whole world without reservation to her.
She didn't understand in the past, but at this moment, she felt more empathetic than anyone else.
Chapter completed!