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"No other than that. Only this."
Full Moon said this with a smile.
Whether it is her or Lin Jian, there are people and things that must be protected in her heart.
However, their needs are destined to be unable to interweave, and they can only be two parallel lines that will always be parallel.
"However, this is in chaos, it is safest for you to stay here now." Lin Jian softly reminded the Full Moon.
Rather than saying it is a reminder, it is better to say that it is to ask her to spend a while with her.
Stay with me for a while, it's a while.
Even if he understood that this was their last meeting, maybe he was like a child at this moment, and he could have a little more time, just a moment.
"I know, I'll be careful. You can't stay here for long."
Naturally, Man Yue couldn't go back like this without hesitation. Li Jingtian was looking for her everywhere. In the past, Li Jingtian regarded her as the murderer who killed his own sister, but now he regarded her as a double enemy.
As Lin Jian said, it is safest for her to stay here now.
In the eyes of Man Yue, except for Lin Dongyao, there may be no other person in the world to find the enemy Lin Jian found.
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In the front yard of the farmhouse, Lin Jian, who had just recovered from a serious illness, looked a little pale and his figure was thinner than when he was in Kyoto.
Zhang Xiuhui stood in front of him, and she knew that she had come and served him with shit and urine for most of the month when he was sick. She shouldn't have left here.
Otherwise, it will be the time to erase all her past contributions.
But what he said to Linghu Manyue still hurt her deeply.
Since he has recovered, it is time for her to leave.
Keep staying, but it just makes him unhappy.
Moreover, she had already made up her mind to leave a few months ago when Linghu Manyue came back. She originally wanted to leave while Lin Jian went on this expedition, but since the moment he left, her heart was always up and down.
She was hesitating, but Concubine Bai was still uneasy and was looking for her unhappiness at this critical moment. She was too lazy to pay attention to her, but this time Lin Jian was gone, and she made up her mind to leave Kyoto in a short time, so she severely punished Concubine Bai, which made people beat her twenty times. Concubine Bai's delicate body was full of flesh.
After beating Concubine Bai, she also relieved her anger. She only took her hiding guard with her to trek here.
But when I got lost, I met Lin Jian who was hiding in this farmhouse to recuperate.
It turned out that Lin Jian was not an ordinary typhoid fever, but poisoning and several typhoid fever diseases occurred. The military camp was Lin Jian's substitute.
However, the substitute will eventually be in trouble.
When Zhang Xiuhui came, Lin Jian was already dying and could not even recognize the people around him. At that time, Su Kang had just set out to find Linghu Manyue, and Lin Jian could not drink any medicine. He vomited after drinking it, and even vomited bitter gallbladder.
Zhang Xiuhui fed him mouth to mouth medicine, and the soup didn't work until the end. Zhang Xiuhui thought that when she was at home, a servant had been infected with mercury poison. Later, the housekeeper used a wild vegetable that was common in the mountains and fields to make soup and force the servant to pour it. The servant vomited and diarrhea for seven days before he excreted all the mercury poison in his body.
But Lin Jian was in a coma, and the casual imperial doctor had never used that kind of wild vegetable, so he did not dare to take medicine. In the end, Zhang Xiuhui forced the imperial doctor to cook wild vegetable soup with a knife, and then she fed Lin Jian mouth-to-mouth to drink it, so that he pulled him back from the gate of hell.
Even the imperial doctor sighed that this time was extremely dangerous.
But if Zhang Xiuhui hadn't tried this way, Lin Jian would have probably been-
After this time, she vaguely felt that there was some unscathing connection between herself and Lin Jian.
Maybe it cannot be said that it is a sympathy, but at least - she can unilaterally sense his inappropriateness.
But he went around in front of the Gate of Hell and came back, and he missed Linghu Manyue.
Never changed.
Zhang Xiuhui looked at the man with a frigid expression in front of her, and swallowed the sourness in her heart, and said lightly,
"Emperor, I'm sorry—"
"You go. I didn't ask you to come."
Before Zhang Xiuhui could finish speaking, Lin Jian interrupted her later words.
Zhang Xiuhui was stunned for a while.
He had seen through her thoughts for a long time, and could even guess what she wanted to say.
And even, did he expect her to come?
Zhang Xiuhui shook her head, and the series of words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat, and it was even more painful and difficult to swallow.
She thought he would at least say even a word of thanks for her care.
But he didn't have any.
But she is still looking forward to his change.
Zhang Xiuhui finally said nothing and turned around and left.
Behind her, Lin Jian stared at her back, and said something to her mouth, but she swallowed it back. After all, she didn't say the words of thanking her.
In this world, even the Queen of Mother would not treat him like this.
Take care of him in such a moment of life and death.
Zhang Xiuhui is the only one.
But it was the only thing that made him contradict and doubt.
How can one person love another without regrets?
If he had experienced a lot before getting married with Zhang Xiuhui, he would not have been so suspicious, at least he would not have been so suspicious. But just as Zhang Xiuhui had made no regrets from the beginning, and he grew up in the turbulent harem of worshipping high and trampling low. How could he not doubt her?
He tried her through his indifferent attitude again and again, but she still gave without regrets. Even the colder he was towards her, the more she paid.
Sometimes Lin Jian wants to cut open her heart and see if it is made of stone.
She wanted to leave, but in fact she hoped that he could keep her, but he let her leave mercilessly. Her eyes were clearly filled with disappointment, but she turned around and left.
If Zhang Xiuhui like this one day leaves him, can he be as calm as he is now, and still unmoved?
While Lin Jian was reflecting, Zhang Xiuhui was also looking forward to it.
The last bit of expectation, the sad and pitiful expectation.
But until she walked out of the farmhouse, there was still calmness behind her, without any response from him.
The tears hidden in her eyes finally couldn't help falling down like beads with broken threads. Almost all of them didn't stop on their cheeks, and they all fell on the ground in front of them.
She squatted down weakly and wrapped her arms around her body. It was just early autumn, and she felt a sense of desolation that was completely cold and bone-bone-bone.
Behind her, Su Kang shook his head helplessly and turned around and walked into the yard.
The queen tried her best to make the emperor. However, the emperor's heart for the female official Linghu was as hard as a rock. After this, I was afraid that the emperor's heart would not be shaken in this life, not to mention that it would be difficult to shake in this life, even in the next life, it would only belong to the female official Linghu.
Su Kang had just walked into the yard and suddenly felt a cold wind blowing on his cheek. He was about to take action, but he heard Lin Jian's low command from the yard.
"Su Kang, step down."
Chapter completed!