Yan Chen was pulled open by Ji Ruoyu and pushed into the car. Ji Ruoyu looked at his Q5. It was very clean and shiny as if it had just been washed. She was also surprised that Yan Chen had finally changed his gender?

Mysophobia is a man who never likes to clean up.

She was wondering if it was because of the heavy rain that the car was so shiny. Then she saw that the man who had been stuffed into the passenger seat had leaned out of the unlocked door and said something with a smile.

, "It's not raining, I went to wash it."

Ji Ruoyu thought that he was already drunk and lost his mind, so he didn't get angry at him for drinking, but it seemed that he was not so drunk yet. He could even talk with a smile like this, so he was obviously in good spirits?

Ji Ruoyu slapped him on the forehead, pushed him into the car, and then slammed the car door.

He walked straight to the driver's seat, opened the door and got in. Ji Ruoyu threw the car keys into the storage box aside.

Yan Chen leaned on the back of the chair and looked sideways at her, his eyes bright and quiet, looking at Ji Ruoyu.

"So...drinking again?" Ji Ruoyu didn't want to look into his eyes, because she knew early on that this man's eyes could easily make people feel soft. His eyes that were so clear and clear made people think of those children, children that people couldn't bear to hurt.

, so she looked straight ahead.

Li Chen remained silent and sat there quietly, waiting for her to speak again, because even if it was her angry voice, he wanted to hear more.

"Can't there be nothing else in your life besides drinking? So what? If I don't come, are you going to drive home smelling like this? Or, if I don't come, are you going to

What should I do?" Ji Ruoyu clenched his hands tightly into fists

Turning his head, he couldn't help but think of the person Lu Qingfan was rescuing, the man who lived downstairs. Just today, just today, he destroyed a family, a possibly happy family, just because of drinking.

, resulting in the instant death of a couple.

"I..." The smile on Yan Chen's face stiffened a little. He was about to speak, but Ji Ruoyu interrupted him. She sat up straight and finally turned to look at Yan Chen, "If you want people to remember you,

, if you want people to recognize you and not rely on your father's halo, I'm afraid you should at least stop doing things that make people unable to respect and recognize you! Drinking? Drunk driving? Yan Chen, if you do this again, you will continue

Live your whole life with the aura of Yan Xinran."

Ji Ruoyu was indeed a little angry, but it was not all directed at Yan Chen. Zhou Yang's drunk driving accident reminded her of her father, and then, Yan Chen was drunk. She was not entirely directed at Yan Chen, just because he happened to be

Standing at this point, all her emotions poured out uncontrollably in an instant.

So when all these words seemed to be spat out uncontrollably, Ji Ruoyu realized how excessive these words were, her face changed, and she understood how hurtful these words were, especially...she also mentioned Yan

The thing that Chen should not mention the most is his father.

What qualifications did she have to mention his father? Ji Ruoyu's voice stopped suddenly. Even so, she saw that Yan Chen's expression had changed immediately, and his expression darkened almost instantly.

"Yan Chen, I..." She wanted to say sorry, but Yan Chen had already reached out and grabbed her shoulders.

"You want to know why? What do you think these are for? These are all caused by you, Ji Ruoyu, can't you see it? After being with you, I almost didn't drink. I changed everything about me for you. I clean the house, wash the car, I don’t drink, I wait for you to come, I wait for you to play games with me, I wait for you to supervise my writing, in order to be able to play with you for a while, what do I do? I wrote the manuscript in advance just to be able to stay with you for a little longer! You want to know what all this is for? It's all because of you! You are the one who caused this!"

Yan Chen's voice was still so clear, but Ji Ruoyu could hear other things in his tone, such as those feelings that even if she wanted to pretend, she could no longer pretend not to know.

Ji Ruoyu took a long breath, then lowered his head and whispered, "The man lying on my husband's operating table now has multiple fractures all over his body and a ruptured liver due to drunk driving. He is lying on the operating table. His life or death was uncertain, and because of his drunk driving, a couple died on the spot. I'm not targeting you, I'm just..."

Yan Chen didn't want to hear her say anything more about her husband, not even a word, "If you don't show up here, I can ask a driver to go back. Maybe I'm not a good person in your eyes." , he is not even a person worthy of respect, recognition, or remembering, but I still have the most basic sense of public morality. I will not do anything that harms others or myself, so you can rest assured that I asked you to come here. Sorry to trouble you. The taxi fare is mine, you can leave."

Yan Chen hoped that she would leave soon, because he thought that if she did not leave, some of his emotions would burst out uncontrollably.

Ji Ruoyu obviously didn't know what Yan Chen was thinking. She had never seen Yan Chen speak to her like this, so she knew that what she just said must have hurt him.

She saw the hurt and unconcealable sadness in his eyes, God, what did I say... She asked herself this in her heart.

"Yan Chen..."

Yan Chen originally kept her head down after she finished speaking. When she heard her calling her name, she finally raised her head and looked at Ji Ruoyu steadily. She could see his red eyes and the things in his eyes that she didn't want to see. of water light.

"It was you who broke into my world without consent, it was you who changed all my habits, it was you who made me want to be a good person, it was you who made me get used to your existence, and then you pulled away. , so what else do you expect? Even if I start drinking and start living like a scumbag again, I will just go back to the old way. Everyone has the right to call me a scumbag, Ji Ruoyu, only you can't... only You can't call me a scumbag, because when you broke into my world, I tried to become the good person you wanted for your sake, but you walked away, so even if I really am a scumbag, you You have no right to call me that."

Yan Chen hoped that she would leave quickly. He didn't want to see her again now. He didn't want her to see his emotional breakdown. Especially, after drinking, his already sensitive emotions could easily explode. .

"I'm sorry, I'm leaving now." Ji Ruoyu put his hand on the car door switch and prepared to get out of the car. As soon as he opened the car door, he heard Yan Chen say the last thing, the one she least wanted to hear and wanted to escape from, "Ruoyu, you
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