"You go back to the United States." Lu Qingfan sighed softly, "They will do this, and of course they have their reasons. Besides, what are you doing here? Be sensible."

"Reason?" Zuo Shuangshuang laughed softly, "What reason? It's just that I hurt you in the first place and you came back to China alone. But to be honest, even this matter is only a matter between the two of us.

, What does our relationship problem have to do with them? And now they are stumbling over my work issue. Do you think this can be called rational? Besides, when will the relationship between you and the Lu family stop?

Is it this good?"

Under normal circumstances, Zuo Shuangshuang had avoided talking about the Lu family's affairs with Lu Qingfan in the past. The bad memories of his childhood were always painful in his heart. She knew this very well, but now she was obviously also affected by anger and anger.

His dissatisfaction went to his head and he blurted it out like this.

She realized this and immediately prepared to change the topic and continued, "Besides, what can I do when I come back? Even a pig like Yue Lu knows that I can only come back for one person, are you still pretending to be stupid here?"

"That's why I told you to be sensible." Lu Qingfan unconsciously rubbed the wedding ring on his finger with one hand. Thinking of Ji Ruoyu, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart. Today... he hurt her after all.

This is what he doesn't want to see, "I'm already married and it's no longer possible for us. You can go back to the United States."

With a bang, Zuo Shuangshuang slammed the table and stood up from the sofa. She walked up to Lu Qingfan, raised her eyes and looked at him steadily, "What are you afraid of? If you are really right

You are so confident in your own marriage, Xiaofan, so what impact will it have on you if I stay or not, and what are you afraid of?"

As she said that, she stretched out her hand to touch Lu Qingfan's face, and her fingertips lightly traced his outline. She thought, Xiaofan still couldn't let go of her after all, and she could let go of her thirteen-year relationship.

Xiaofan is not such a person after all.

Thinking of this, Zuo Shuangshuang's lips curved into a slight smile. After all, he was hers.

No matter how far he has traveled, he is still Lu Qingfan, and he is still the Zuo Shuangshuang whom Lu Qingfan cares about, right?

The more he stated over and over again that he wanted her to leave here and go back to the United States, the more Zuo Shuangshuang strengthened his weight in Lu Qingfan's heart.

Because I care, and because of my principles, I want to push her away...

Lu Qingfan felt her hand rubbing on his face, and finally raised his hand, gently grabbed her hand and took it off his face.

His eyes, which were still a little distant at first, have become as calm as ever. He looked at Zuo Shuangshuang, and then nodded, "Okay, I will talk to Lu, now that you have decided

If you want to come here to work, then come. Shuangshuang, I said

However, no one will always wait for you. I am just an ordinary man. I want a family and a wife who suits me and loves me. I also love her. There is nothing wrong with it. I have come out.

, looking forward, you should do the same."

The smile on Zuo Shuangshuang's lips froze for an instant. She would rather listen to Lu Qingfan reiterate that he wanted her to go back to the United States over and over again than to compromise like this.

Zuo Shuangshuang staggered back. There was finally water in her eyes. She looked into Lu Qingfan's eyes, then reached out to cover her mouth. There was an incredible light in her eyes. In addition, there was also

There was a sense of frustration that could not be concealed, and she seemed to be a little exhausted, without the self-confidence that seemed to be her birthright.

"You...so what you mean is..." Zuo Shuangshuang looked into Lu Qingfan's eyes, trying to read something from his eyes, "So what you mean is that you fell in love with her? In such a short time

within the time?”

Lu Qingfan did not deny it and nodded lightly, "Yes, in such a short period of time. I had also thought about it. After all, our relationship has lasted for more than ten years. If you stayed, would we..."

He did not continue, but continued, "But I figured it out. The real point of worry in my heart is whether she will be unhappy if you really stay. This is the key point of my worry.

.Admit it, Shuangshuang, we can’t go back."

The water in Zuo Shuangshuang's eyes finally turned into warmth dripping down her cheeks. Looking at her tears, Lu Qingfan's heart was touched for a moment. It was impossible not to be touched. He was with her.

He knew very well how much they had experienced and how much they had walked along the way in the thirteen years they had been together.

Although he is rational, he is not a cold-blooded person. Over the years, he has seen Zuo Shuangshuang shed tears only a handful of times, so he is shedding tears just now when he sees her.

Lu Qingfan raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her face with his fingertips, "I hope you will be healthy and continue to live as strong, confident and dazzling as before, and walk out of my world.

Never...don't come in again."

Don't continue to shed tears like this, it doesn't suit her at all...

After saying these words, Lu Qingfan suddenly felt a little relieved, as if a stone that had been weighing on his heart finally disappeared, and he let out a long sigh of relief.

"How much do you love her?" Just when Lu Qingfan was about to turn around and walk out of the office, Zuo Shuangshuang stopped her tears and asked suddenly.

"Lu Qingfan, how much do you love her? Do you love her as much as you loved me back then?"

She needs to get an answer, even if it is an answer that makes her give up, she needs to get this answer, she needs this answer that can make her leave without looking back.

But Lu Qingfan didn't answer immediately. In fact, he didn't know in his heart how much he loved Ji Ruoyu. Did he love Zuo Shuangshuang as much as he loved Zuo Shuangshuang at the beginning? After all, he and Zuo Shuangshuang had been together for thirteen years.

How long is three years? It spanned almost his entire youth.

So he didn't know that feelings are not something that can be measured or compared.

He just thought for a moment, and then slightly raised the corners of his lips, "She is a completely different woman from you. When I am with you, I always have to keep accommodating and giving in, but when I am with her, I am just like me.

She can understand even if I don't explain, and she is willing to try to believe it even if I don't explain. The more...this lack of desire, the more people can't bear to hurt her, the more people feel distressed, and the more people want to protect her.

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Chapter completed!