Chi Yao stared at Shen Yingying seriously and said: "To this day, you still think... I am not with him just to enjoy the feeling of being surrounded by stars holding the moon? And to sit on the throne of a saint?"
"
At this point, Shen Yingying realized that she might have misunderstood the woman in front of her, so her expression softened a bit and she quietly waited for the other party to explain.
Chi Yao looked at the letter on the table and smiled bitterly: "You have indeed misunderstood. Rather than saying that I betrayed him in order to sit on the throne of the saint, it is better to say... I sat on the throne for him.
The position of a girl! I was born in the Zhongtian Realm Chi family. At this age, I should have complied with the family arrangements and married other young masters from the aristocratic families, but I didn’t want to, because he was the only one in my heart... So I voluntarily stayed in
She moved to Fuyao Palace and took on the role of a saint. Because she became a saint in Fuyao Palace, she could no longer marry..."
When Shen Yingying heard this, her eyes were full of strange expressions: "You...since you have senior brother in your heart, why don't you be with him? And you hurt him like that..."
"Instead of asking me why I'm not with him, you might as well ask, when did he want to be with me?"
Shen Yingying was startled, wondering what this meant.
Chi Yao pointed to the thousands of letters beside her and said: "Have you read all these letters? Haha... The words are full of love, but there are not even a word to express your feelings! After all, I was born
As a woman from a well-known family, you can't let me pierce this window, right? I have been waiting for him, waiting for him to confess to me, and I have even thought about it. As long as he says it himself, I will promise him
!”
"But..." At this point, Chi Yao's expression gradually dimmed, and her eyes were full of regret.
She looked at her palm again, and another piece of letter paper appeared in her hand.
"This is the last letter he wrote to me. Take a look... There may be the answer you want in it." ??
Shen Yingying opened the letter, but immediately realized that this letter was special.
The previous letter paper had only a few numbers on it, but this letter was densely packed with words.
"I love you Chi Yao, it's like meeting me once you see her! It's another year when the peach blossoms are in bloom, and Fuyao Palace is full of fallen flowers. It reminds me of the time when I first met the girl. She looked like a fairy under the falling flowers, and she won my heart...
…My feelings for the girl can be learned from the sky. I also thought that I would stay with the girl for the rest of my life and enjoy the falling peach blossoms together. However, the girl is a beauty from heaven. Wuchen’s family has fallen into disgrace and has a blood feud, so I dare not be rude.
...So for many years, Wuchen's feelings for the girl can only be hidden deep in his heart..."
"That's all... Thousands of words, all are Wuchen's obsession! To the girl, I am also one of the thousands of passers-by! If there is no accident, this is the last letter that the girl and I will write. When we return,
, and the girl may have become strangers! However, Wuchen is bold. If Wuchen never comes back, I will ask the girl to take care of Junior Sister Yingying for me. This girl is naughty and acts extreme. If I am not there, I am afraid that I will go astray! Wuchen
Thank you very much!"
Feng Wuchen...a masterpiece!
Seeing this last word, Shen Yingying burst into tears.
"This is what senior brother wrote to you before he left? What happened? What happened?"
"well……"
Chi Yao sighed: "I don't know what happened! When I received this letter that day, I found that he had changed his title. This was the first time that he treated me with my love! I was still secretly happy at the time.
, I thought that this guy finally got the idea and wanted to express his feelings to me. Who would have thought... Sigh! His last few words, asking me to take care of you, actually meant that he was asking me to take care of you. I was afraid that he would do something stupid, so I
I left Fuyao Palace to look for him, but my search failed."
Speaking of this, Chi Yao's eyes were full of
A little regretful: "You will know what happened next. Fortunately, he did not encounter any accident! However, when he came back again, he seemed to be a different person. Not only was he a stranger to me, but he seemed to be unfamiliar with the whole world.
Fuyao Palace became indifferent. I wanted to go to him several times to ask him what happened, but...I couldn't muster up the courage to go. Until later, he came back less and less, and even more often.
I heard that there was another woman by his side, but I didn’t expect that not long after, the news of his death came!”
Chi Yao's voice gradually choked up.
"Over the years, I have blamed myself and regretted every day! I often wonder, if I had not been so reserved and took the initiative to pursue the love in my heart, would the outcome have been different?"
Shen Yingying looked dull and was silent for a long time, feeling confused.
"This...why didn't you tell me this earlier?" .??.??
Chi Yao sighed deeply: "He is the pain that has been engraved in my bone marrow throughout my life. After his death, I sealed it all up and planned to never let him see the light of day again. Who would have thought that a Chen Wufeng would suddenly appear?
…”
"Chen Wufeng? Is that the disciple who was in front of Master Meng's grave today?"
Chi Yao nodded and told Shen Yingying everything that Feng Wuchen had fabricated.
"Haha... I was so happy at the time, thinking he was back. Who would have thought that my old friend has passed away and all this is just a dream..."
"Senior brother..."
At this moment, Shen Yingying felt that her mind went blank. She was holding her sweetheart's final note in her hand, and her tears kept falling.
"When he mentioned you in the past, he would always smile bitterly. I originally thought it was because you were conceited and looked down on him. But now it seems... he felt that his family was in a poor state and was not worthy of you, so he gave up on his own initiative...
...Thanks to me for being so indiscriminate and blaming you for so long, I'm such a fool...I'm sorry...right?
rise!"
Chi Yao slowly stepped forward and gently touched the woman's shoulder: "I am the one who should say sorry. He entrusted you to me in the letter, but I... failed to live up to his wishes."
Shen Yingying bit her red lips and stared at the letter in her hand: "I must find out what happened to senior brother..."
"..."
Naturally, Feng Wuchen didn't know that these two women were crying because of him.
At this moment, he was soaking himself in the Sutra Collection Pavilion of Fuyao Palace, constantly searching for information about the Great Forgetting Technique and the healing of the soul.
The Sutra Collection Pavilion in Fuyao Palace is divided into three floors. As an outer disciple, he is only qualified to enter the first floor. Most of the classics on the first floor are commonly used classics. Feng Wuchen spent a whole day in it, but
Nothing gained.
After searching to no avail, Feng Wuchen returned to the small courtyard where he lived and began to meditate and practice in preparation for the trial in the Martial Arts Tower in two days!
"..."
Two days passed quickly.
In the early morning of this morning, many people had gathered in front of the martial arts tower.
These are all outer disciples of Fuyao Palace!
"It's finally time for the martial arts tower to open again. Last time I was just a hair away from entering the inner gate. Today... I will definitely pass the test successfully and enter the inner gate." A young man in black robe said with a spear in his hand.
Hearing this, a young man beside him suddenly stuck out his head and asked the young man: "Senior brother, does this martial arts tower have something to do with entering the inner gate?"
The young man frowned: "As a disciple of Fuyao Palace, you don't know the importance of the Martial Arts Tower?"
Chapter completed!