Chapter 222 How could I bear not to go to you?
Li Xingchen's absent-minded state lasted for who knows how long. Her surroundings seemed to be isolated, and there was no sound in her ears. She was immersed in her own thoughts, constantly thinking about what Fu Yuhang told her.
She scrolled through the chat history with "Fu Yuhang" and slowly looked through it again and again.
As she watched, the tears in her eyes fell down without warning, hot and silent, streaking across her cheeks and dripping onto the screen of her mobile phone, a pure black profile picture.
Li Xingchen wiped away his tears with his fingertips, clicked on the black profile picture for the first time, and zoomed in.
After staring at it for a long time, she discovered that there was a bright white dot in the upper right corner of the avatar. It turned out that this was a dark sky. In his sky, there was one star, and only one.
The thing he sent her the most was holiday blessings. Every holiday blessing he sent was an opportunity for him to talk to her.
It turns out that he is there every New Year's Eve. It turns out that he is with her every year on her birthday. It turns out that the background picture of his circle of friends is the old wishing tree. It turns out that she is not dazzled on the street. What she sees when she turns around is
He, it turns out...
There are so many facts, but she doesn't know them.
Li Xingchen also finally knew why Jiang Cong appeared at the station so coincidentally on the day she returned to Beihe. He was not passing by for dinner with friends, he was going to pick her up.
After the evening self-study class, Li Xingchen was walking back alone. She really wanted to call Jiang Cong, but his mission was not over yet.
The autumn evening breeze brought some coolness, gently picked up the corners of her clothes, and blew her long black hair slightly into chaos. After a while, it suddenly started to rain, and pedestrians walked in a hurry.
Li Xing took the umbrella with her, but she didn't run away, as if she couldn't feel the presence of the rain. All she could think about now was Jiang Cong, and all these years between Jiang Cong and her.
Before the rain got heavier, Li Xingchen returned to the apartment, but her clothes and hair were a little wet from the rain. She opened the door and went in, only to find that the lights were on.
The man was lazily sitting on the sofa, with a smooth curved face. He must have just taken a shower, and his body was still wet with clean water vapor. He was looking down at his mobile phone. When he heard the door knock, he looked sideways.
With a faint smile on his face, he visibly froze when he saw that she was caught in the rain, then he frowned, immediately put down his phone, got up and walked towards her.
"Is it raining?" Jiang Cong had just come out of the shower. The curtains were half-opened. The rain outside was slowly getting heavier. He didn't notice it, otherwise he would have sent her a message first.
Seeing someone still standing outside, Jiang Cong pulled her in, closed the door, took off the bag on her shoulder and put it aside, held her two cold hands, and frowned instead of relaxing, "Why didn't you talk to me?
I said?"
"I didn't know you were back." Li Xingchen looked at him, pursed his lower lip and couldn't help it. A layer of mist formed in his eyes, and his voice was slightly aggrieved: "Jiang Cong, why are you back?
Didn't tell me."
Jiang Cong was startled. He didn't care about the rain on her body. He pulled her into his arms and held her in his arms. His tone was filled with self-blame: "I came back not long ago. I originally wanted to give you a surprise so that you could see me as soon as you get home."
"Is it cold? Let's take a shower first." After saying that, Jiang Cong loosened his arms and wanted to pull her to take a shower to avoid catching a cold, but Li Xingchen hugged him tightly.
Jiang Cong noticed that the little girl's mood was not right, so he had to lean on her, wrap her in a warm embrace, put his chin on the top of her cool hair, and gently stroked her back, "Did something happen?
?”
Li Xingchen shook his head, and a soft and muffled voice floated up from his arms: "It's okay, I just miss you."
Jiang Cong paused for a moment and laughed softly, "Well, be good and take a shower and change out of your clothes first, okay? Do you feel uncomfortable wearing it?"
Li Xingchen held him still for a while. After a while, she lifted her little face from his arms and said, "I don't want to move, Jiang Cong, please wash it for me."
"Okay." Jiang Cong curled his lips and smiled, wishing for more.
Jiang Cong found that the little girl was extra clingy today. After taking a bath, he took her to the sofa, sat on his lap, and blew her hair. She just curled up in his arms and stayed quiet.
When the whistling wind stopped, Jiang Cong put the hair dryer on the table, smoothed her hair with his fingers, and asked in a low voice: "Are you sleepy?"
Li Xingchen still shook his head. She grabbed his hand, lowered her head and suddenly asked him directly in a soft voice: "Jiang Cong, is the Fu Yuhang on my mobile phone you?"
She lowered her head and couldn't see his expression, but she clearly felt that his body stiffened for a moment, and then after a long time, he held her hand and said "hmm" in a low voice.
Li Xingchen slowly raised his head, met his gaze with flushed eyes, and said slightly: "You went to Shencheng to find me, right?"
Jiang Cong finally understood what was wrong with her. He didn't react too much. He wiped away her wet tears with his fingers, kissed the corners of her lips, and said "hmm" again.
Li Xingchen's tears instantly burst into tears, his shoulders heaved, and a sourness filled his throat, "I always thought you never came to see me."
She always thought that they were completely and completely separated for so many years, so sometimes she missed him crazily, but she was also angry and angry that he would never appear in her life again.
But he appeared, but she didn't know about it, maybe she had found clues in some small things, but she missed the opportunity to look back and see him.
"You think so highly of me?" Jiang Cong's lips curved slightly, and he patiently wiped away her tears over and over again, and sighed softly, "How could I bear not to go to you?"
As expected, she burst into tears even harder, suddenly became angry, and said sobs: "You, you secretly didn't tell me...are you not afraid of seeing me running away with someone else?"
Jiang had never thought about this possibility. He thought that she would also fall in love with someone else, and maybe she would meet a better person... He didn't dare to think about it anymore.
He put his arms around her and pressed his forehead against hers. The black eyelashes covered his eyes, covering the flash of grayness in his eyes. "Isn't that because I don't have the ability? I don't have the ability to let you follow me."
Li Xingchen cried so much that he paused for a moment, curled his lips and said: "Why are you so incompetent? For so many years...haven't you eaten me to death?"
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Jiang Cong seemed not to have expected that she would say this. He paused slightly, raised his lips, smiled, and coaxed: "Okay, don't cry anymore, you are still with us.
It’s cuter if you cry while doing it.”
Li Xingchen: "..."
Her eyes and nose were red from crying. Jiang Cong took her to the bedroom, made her a cup of medicine to prevent colds, then lay down with her in his arms and turned off the light.
"Then why didn't you tell me now?" Li Xingchen poked his chin with his fingertips.
"There's nothing to say." Jiang Cong rubbed her furry head, "Don't think about it anymore. Go to bed. I'll take you to play tomorrow."
Li Xingchen was a little sleepy at first, but after hearing what he said, he became energetic. He got up and propped up his pillow to look at him, "Where are we going to play?"
Jiang Cong pulled her back into his arms, "You should be obedient and go to sleep first. I will tell you when I wake up tomorrow morning."
"oh."
After a while, Li Xingchen opened his eyes and his voice still sounded like he had cried: "Jiang Cong, I can't sleep."
Jiang Cong didn't sleep either, so he thought for a moment, "How about I watch TV with you for a while?"
Li Xingchen shook his head.
Jiang Cong seemed to be planning to get up, but suddenly there was a sweet and soft touch on his lips. He didn't react for a while and was stunned.
Li Xingchen closed her eyes and trembled her eyelashes. She imitated the way he kissed her and kissed him, stroking his body with her little hands.
Jiang Cong tensed up, feeling a little flattered by her initiative. When he came to his senses and wanted to kiss him back, she pulled away a little and stared at him with bright eyes.
"Jiang Cong, you're already gay, why are you still holding back?"
Jiang Cong: "..."
Li Xingchen was about to say something more, but in the blink of an eye he was turned over by the man and pushed down.
There was a vague arc on his lips, his hands traced her body, and his voice had a touch of teasing and playfulness: "If I knew there was such a benefit, I would have told you earlier."
Chapter completed!