Chapter 222 Tang Qin's Dedication
Chen Xiaotian's eyes immediately swept to himself and found that he was not wearing anything.
Now, Chen Xiaotian was completely stunned. He would never have dreamed that he would face Tang Qin with such unreserved and honesty and sleep with the same bed.
Chen Xiaotian was stunned for a while, and then he pinched himself hard. The pain instantly came. Chen Xiaotian immediately confirmed that this was reality. This reality really deeply stimulated Chen Xiaotian, and his heart was tugged.
Chen Xiaotian closed his eyes and tried to recall the scene last night, but his memory was at most outside the bar and chatting with Tang Qin. He didn't remember the following things at all.
The more I thought about it, the more headaches he felt. Chen Xiaotian opened his eyes and looked at Tang Qin sleeping in his arms. Tang Qin was very beautiful. She looked extremely beautiful without makeup and had a very good skin. However, Chen Xiaotian didn't even feel like she was admiring her beauty at all. He just felt it was difficult. He suddenly saw Tang Qin in a bar last night. Chen Xiaotian was strange at the beginning, but later he was really sure that it was Tang Qin. He chose to ignore her and tried not to get involved with her. But who knew that the two of them actually slept together in the end, which made Chen Xiaotian really not know what to do.
Time passes by minute by minute, and every second is a torment for Chen Xiaotian.
Lying on the bed and suffering for a long time, Chen Xiaotian was sweating. He really couldn't lie here as if nothing had happened. So he began to slowly move his body and prepare to get up from the bed.
However, Tang Qin was very alert. Chen Xiaotian moved a little, and Tang Qin woke up immediately. She opened her eyes and looked up at Chen Xiaotian, and Chen Xiaotian was also looking at her.
The eyes were facing each other, and the scene was extremely embarrassing.
Chen Xiaotian blushed and said a little stutteringly: "I...how am I here?"
Compared to Chen Xiaotian, Tang Qin was relatively calm now. She did not blush or shy, and explained to Chen Xiaotian gently: "You got drunk last night, so I brought you back."
Chen Xiaotian licked his dry lips lightly and asked again, "How come we sleep together?" When he asked this, Chen Xiaotian's face was hot, and his breathing was also very rapid.
Speaking of this, Tang Qin couldn't keep calm. She blushed slightly and replied to Chen Xiaotian: "You treat me as Wang Shiqi and knock me down without saying anything!"
In a simple sentence, it completely summarized Chen Xiaotian's barbarity and domineering last night. Last night, Chen Xiaotian was like a beast, strong and crazy. He vented all his emotions on Tang Qin. Tang Qin was a woman with no power to tie a chicken. Facing such a Chen Xiaotian, she had no power to resist at all, and she had no power to obey.
Tang Qin has truly performed what it means to attract a wolf into the house!
After hearing Tang Qin's words, Chen Xiaotian was petrified directly. In an instant, countless emotions poured into his heart. He couldn't imagine how he treated Tang Qin last night. Chen Xiaotian has always been a gentleman and a very conservative boy. He would never deviate from his traits when it comes to men and women. He understood very well that men and women were not close to each other, and he had his own strict principles. However, when he got drunk last night, he actually did animal things to Tang Qin, and even regarded Tang Qin as Wang Shiqi.
Chen Xiaotian blamed himself extremely. He was ashamed and confused. He explained to Tang Qin a little incoherently: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I drank too much last night and I don't remember it at all."
Tang Qin said frankly: "It doesn't matter, I don't blame you."
After saying that, Tang Qin sat up and put on her clothes in front of Chen Xiaotian.
Seeing Tang Qin so casually and calmly, Chen Xiaotian was stunned again. Tang Qin was the purest school beauties in the school and the dream goddess of countless boys. She was not stained with dust and only loved to study. However, now, Tang Qin has become a fairy woman who is mixed in bars. Even if she was forced to treat her like this, she didn't care at all, as if this was not a big deal.
Chen Xiaotian's heart has an indescribable smell.
After Tang Qin put on her clothes, she went to the bathroom to wash.
Chen Xiaotian was still lying on the bed, motionless, his expression was dull and his mood was complicated. Yesterday he broke up with Wang Shiqi, but at night, he met Tang Qin and had sex with Tang Qin. This was a mess. Even if Tang Qin was generous and he didn't blame him, Chen Xiaotian couldn't pass this level and he couldn't forgive himself.
After a while, Chen Xiaotian sat up and found out what he had to wear.
After getting out of bed, Chen Xiaotian suddenly found that there was a very obvious pool of blood left on the sheet on the bed, with a striking red color that almost blinded Chen Xiaotian's eyes. Only then did he realize that last night was Tang Qin's first time.
Chen Xiaotian's heart shook again. Just now, Chen Xiaotian thought that Tang Qin had changed and became unrestrained, so she didn't care about Chen Xiaotian doing that to her. But now, no matter how stupid Chen Xiaotian understood, Tang Qin just looked okay on the surface, and she must have cared very much about her first time.
Thinking of Tang Qin's strong appearance, Chen Xiaotian blamed himself even more. Chen Xiaotian's concept of relationships with men and women was particularly conservative. He believed that if he took Tang Qin's blood, he would be responsible for Tang Qin, otherwise he would be a scumbag. But he could not give Tang Qin any guarantee. Now he must not be with any woman. Even his favorite Wang Shiqi, he must bear the pain and give up. He just wanted to cut off all concerns. He could not fall in love or get married because he did not have this freedom.
So, what should he do to Tang Qin?
Chen Xiaotian fell into confusion again.
After Tang Qin finished washing up, she walked out of the bathroom.
After last night's incident, Tang Qin changed from a girl to a real woman, and she had a feminine charm. It seemed that she became more beautiful and charming, and she exuded an attractive brilliance.
No man can resist Tang Qin's charm. Chen Xiaotian was not attracted by Tang Qin's appearance, but he had to admit that he admired Tang Qin's character. This is a very special girl. However, Chen Xiaotian could not give feelings to her or promise her. After all, he would still let Tang Qin down. He had just thought about it carefully. Even if he felt guilty, he could only be sorry for Tang Qin. He could not be with Tang Qin.
So, after Tang Qin came out, he said solemnly to Tang Qin: "Tang Qin, I am sorry for what happened last night, but I want to tell you that I cannot be responsible for you."
Tang Qin smiled slightly and said, "I know, the person you like is Wang Shiqi. You treated me as her last night and did this. I didn't want you to be responsible."
The more generous Tang Qin acted, the more uncomfortable Chen Xiaotian felt. He knew that he had hurt Tang Qin deeply, not only physically, but also psychologically, Tang Qin must have been very hurt. If Tang Qin could beat him and scold him, Chen Xiaotian might be better, but Tang Qin held everything in his heart, Chen Xiaotian felt even more guilty. He looked at Tang Qin and said heavily: "But..."
Before Chen Xiaotian could finish speaking, Tang Qin said readily: "Stop talking about this, I don't care. What do you, a big man, care about!"
One sentence made Chen Xiaotian speechless. He was indeed speechless. He could not be responsible for Tang Qin. What's the use of saying too much apologies? Since Tang Qin didn't want to mention this, Chen Xiaotian could only not mention it. He took a deep breath and said sincerely to Tang Qin: "Thank you."
After saying that, he solemnly said to Tang Qin: "I'm leaving."
After hearing this, Tang Qin's face became serious. He asked Chen Xiaotian: "Where are you going?"
Chen Xiaotian shook his head and said, "I don't know, but I don't want to bother you."
Tang Qin pursed her lips and said, "It's almost noon. Let's go and go after dinner. You go to wash first. I'll prepare the things for you. I'll go to cook." As she said that, before Chen Xiaotian refused, Tang Qin went to the kitchen to work.
Looking at Tang Qin's back, Chen Xiaotian felt deep inside. He knew that Tang Qin was so vague today and didn't want to have a burden, but Chen Xiaotian really felt ashamed of Tang Qin. Tang Qin kindly helped him last night, paid more than 200,000 yuan for him, and took him home drunk, but he treated Tang Qin as Wang Shiqi, and took Tang Qin's innocence, and said that he would not be responsible for Tang Qin. Tang Qin didn't care about anything. Now, she just wanted to keep herself for a meal. Is this simple wish that she would not satisfy her?
After all, Chen Xiaotian didn't escape secretly. He went to the bathroom and started washing.
After washing up, Chen Xiaotian came out and sat on the sofa in the living room, waiting for Tang Qin.
The ingredients in the refrigerator are limited, and Tang Qin only made three very simple dishes.
During the meal, Tang Qin took out her bank card and handed it to Chen Xiaotian, and said to Chen Xiaotian seriously: "There is still 200,000 yuan in this card, you can use it, but you have to save some money and don't spend it randomly."
Chen Xiaotian didn't answer the card, so he rejected Tang Qin and said seriously: "You don't have to give me money, it's a waste to give it to me. You should keep it for yourself!"
Tang Qin said sincerely: "I just want to help you."
Chen Xiaotian said in a low voice: "You can't help me."
Tang Qin pursed her lips and said slowly: "In this society, everyone has developed a selfish side under the erosion of interests, but you are different. You are the purest person I have ever met. You have something that ordinary people don't have. You have always been my role model. In my opinion, nothing can defeat you."
Speaking of this, Tang Qin changed the subject and said to Chen Xiaotian very solemnly: "Chen Xiaotian, no matter what happens to you, please don't give up on yourself, okay?"
Chen Xiaotian, whom Tang Qin knew, has strong resilience and perseverance in his bones. He is always indomitable and bravely moving forward in adversity. Although he must have encountered something particularly difficult in the past three years, which has led to his depressedness, Tang Qin believes that as long as Chen Xiaotian does not give up on himself, he can cheer up and live a good life.
Chen Xiaotian also understood that Tang Qin really wanted to help him, but he knew better that no one could help him, and no one could understand him. He had made up his mind that from now on, he would not be tied to anything or anyone. He would live as he pleased, and he would only be himself. Even if he was a waste, that was the path he chose.
So he replied directly to Tang Qin: "Not good."
The two words, like a heavy punch, hit Tang Qin's heart. What Tang Qin didn't want to see the least was Chen Xiaotian's self-deprecation. But Chen Xiaotian fell into the abyss and couldn't even pull him back.
Even if a person is in a bad mood, as long as he has the heart, he can clear the clouds and mist and see the blue sky. But if your heart sinks and even the rising heart is gone, then no one can save him. Chen Xiaotian used to have a tenacious heart, but now, he has really changed.
Tang Qin frowned and asked Chen Xiaotian: "You were not like this before, what's wrong with you now?"
Chen Xiaotian said frankly: "I used to be too stupid. Now I figured it out. It's actually good to be a waste who doesn't want to do anything."
After saying that, Chen Xiaotian stood up and said to Tang Qin: "I'm full, goodbye!"
After saying that, Chen Xiaotian turned around and walked towards the door.
After walking two steps, suddenly, a loud bang sounded. The door of Tang Qin's house was kicked open with force.
Chapter completed!