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You won’t understand my love. I am true love. No matter who I am to or who I meet, I will give my sincerity. Use your true feelings to tell others: “People who understand love should go to the other side first. Men always take the first step first. Men mature earlier than women in terms of feelings. Therefore, men have to understand love first than women. When girls are still very ignorant, men always come out and tell them what love is. Let the girl believe that men can give the girl the love she wants. This is the man’s promise. If a girl believes that men can give the love she wants, then she can fall in love. Of course, the premise is that the girl wants to believe that there is something like love, and that the man in front of her can really love herself, and she is also moved to the heart."
Well, I am a romantic Pisces, so I hope everything can be romantic, especially my life can be as romantic as ever. I am not a romantic person, I am just an ordinary person, but I still have a romantic heart, wanting to find someone who can be romantic with me, that's all. Of course, I also work very hard, just like I am against a blind date girl, whether she thinks I am unreliable or I am just a phoenix man, but what I want to prove to her is: "Just stand there and wait for me. Although you haven't taken a step, I will still regard you and me as your first step towards me. So you stand and wait for me, and I will walk towards you step by step, and the remaining distance will be given to me. I will shorten the distance between us bit by bit until you understand what love is."
I am really a bad man. Because others are good people, I can only make me a bad person. And I have always lived as a bad person. Since I want to be bad, let me be bad to the end. Let me bear all the bad reputations and let others scold me, so no one will say that other people are bad. You know my relationship with blind date girls. I am a persistent man, and I am also very persistent in love. I know that blind date girls have always pretended not to understand, but she is not young anymore. She doesn't understand anything. She knows that they are even better than me! After all, I have never been in love, what about her? I guess I have talked about it. Of course, I would rather believe that she is as simple as me, and I have never been in love. After all, we don't dare to fall in love with others because we are afraid of giving hope to others. As a result, our hearts are not ready and will only make others suffer.
In fact, even if it is torment, for a simple person like us, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, we will want to continue working hard. This is our obsession. People who yearn for love will always believe in hope and will not give up easily. Every experience is a growth. Every little accumulation is for a better future. Every practice will make a little progress, and every little progress will add new and richer harvests. Oh, I am really uncomfortable now. I feel that my self-esteem is frustrated, I can't say anything, and I can't express any feelings. Why are I always hurt? Why do I want things and never get them? Considering my age, I think many things are understandable. I am all aged, and I must be very anxious. I want to understand more deeply with girls. This is understandable! Age, time, and life are always unforgivable.
Whether it is work, blind dates, or writing, you should show your momentum, just like when I sing, I have to have a sense of rhythm. Ah, when can I change my phone? It’s too unsatisfactory to not listen to music on this phone. I really have to work hard! I haven’t heard a rhythmic song for a long time. It’s such a painful thing. I feel that life is always without motivation. Sometimes listening to music can bring us a little passion, which is what we want. Can we fill our lives with infinite possibilities? In my opinion, there is only music, and there is no other thing. Love music and cannot hear music. How painful it is. Life is so unsatisfactory. I feel that there will be no love, and the meaning of living is greatly reduced.
I feel that compared to those who come from this easy and easy, I think people who work hard like me can better grasp happiness and understand better what happiness is! I like people like me, but girls with a personality like me are probably rare! If there is one, they will definitely be very popular, as if such girls can rely on them and last longer. After all, there are really not many people like me who have taste and connotation. It’s a pity that my life’s talent is wasted in such a small place and is destined to be recognized. I can only take one step and there is no other way.
Now I think about it, I really regret my stupid behavior when I was young. How great would it be if I was not so ignorant when I was young. If I could walk around the world with a guitar, maybe I would be able to release an album now! It wouldn’t be as complete as I am now. Maybe I will not sing now, and I can still sing karaoke. I can also pretend to be like an artistic young man with artistic cells. It’s so unhappy! It’s okay to play the guitar and sing, and it’s also very good to sing. But when I was young, I thought about learning this, which is so troublesome. I gave up. So if a person can’t make up his mind, he really can’t do anything well. Now I have made up my mind. I must find a girlfriend. This is what I want to do!
This is a happy thing. In fact, maybe this is the only way to life, maybe this is the most ordinary happiness, maybe it is what we need the most! We often pretend not to care about such happiness, but in fact we always long for such happiness in our hearts, which is our hearts. We are always entangled in front of happiness and dare not try to do the right thing. Although we are living a very unsatisfactory life now, it doesn’t matter. We can always live. Oh, is my style too distinct? There are really not many men with style and style. Although my style is like that and has a sense of age, it is not without a man!
As for our friends, I am speechless. I really can't talk nonsense to them. Usually, the group is as quiet as the silent hill. Once the topic is opened, it will be endless as soon as it is said, and it is still very lively. We classify the personalities of our generation as being introverted. We are always alone, so we often keep silent. However, our hearts are not like this. Our hearts are also very hot, and we are also the kind of thing that is about to be on the spot. We also have a lot of things to say, want to communicate with people around us and find many friends. However, our generation is too self-centered, so most people often have no friends.
This is our era that has created our generation. This is our shortcomings and our advantages. The disadvantage is that we are really bored, the advantage is that our hearts are really surging, and our deep desires are beyond your imagination. Our generation has great creativity, and of course we also have our own personality, which is due to our personality, so most of us are very talented. However, we cannot communicate with others, cooperate with others, and always be alone. This is the characteristic of our era. In fact, we really want to learn, hope to learn a lot, and understand more principles. However, the conditions at that time were limited, and our learning was more obtained in books, rather than from teachers, the Internet, and from TV.
This is why our generation is so nostalgic, why we are always reluctant to let go of the past, and why we cannot accept the current culture. It is that we cannot let go of the past, we are afraid of losing the inheritance that makes us moved. What we want to do is to use the things left behind in the past, rather than people like the present wanting to create new things and change them.
I have bragged too much for us children since I was a child, but it is actually a kind of brainwashing, but I didn't wash them hopelessly. On the contrary, I made them hate my brainwashing method, and felt that I was bragging naked! In fact, I really didn't want to brag, but my friends were together, not talking about ideals, life, and women. What else can we talk about! Women are not talking about these things together, why can't we men talk about, I think we can talk about them too. Moreover, we can have a happy conversation. My friends all commented on me like this, saying: "You have always had a very lofty ideal, you are looking for a company with many girls to work. You said this is the most important thing in your life. You can work with a lot of excellent girls. I wonder if you have realized your great ideal now?"
Chapter completed!