Chapter one hundred and six spanning 50
Brother Chengzhu said: I don’t know if it’s because I think my teeth are good-looking or I’m too confident about my appearance. Our “village-level god” often smiles so that he reveals his big white teeth, which blinds the cat eyes of his friends. The village owner, let me drip my eyes away! The key is that this is not really the so-called neat big white teeth, but God’s face is particularly black, just like the legendary Baohezi. This makes God’s teeth seem particularly white. If you look carefully, if he doesn’t open and whiten, you can take a look. This is not the big white teeth, it is obviously the big yellow teeth, or the golden yellow teeth. It is really shining, it really blinds the eyes of people in the circle of friends.
God instructed me: I also feel that it is not true that I, a man, always deliberately pretending to be cute. The key is that I am used to being cute. I have been so cute since I was a child. When I grew up, I am even more cute. Cute, little girls always shout "No" and "No". Yes, I have never been an ordinary person in our village since I was a child. People like me have had too much idol burden since I was a child. Everyone is too optimistic about me, and I am too proud of me, so I can't let go of my face. I am afraid that I will come down and I will never get up again, rather than afraid that I will fall down if I am too high. Anyway, I will not come down by myself, and others can't pull me down, so I have to stand so high.
Brother Chengzu: Outside the window, it was a summer afternoon. A person's tranquility was broken by God's bragging. Those bragging words came to his ears, pretending to turn a deaf ear, but we cannot deceive others, and we cannot deceive ourselves.
God's instructor: No, I don't think I'm deceiving myself. I think this is true. Do you believe it? I believe it. Sometimes we are so handsome that we have no friends. We are often tortured by this pain. Sometimes we dare not expose the truth, dare not face our handsome faces, and can only guard helpless loneliness. This is the fate of a person who is too handsome, it is too lonely. We often laugh with kindness and cry in our hearts, and we don't want to be a cowardly escaper.
Brother Chengru: Especially when you smile, you are really vulgar enough. I am not the first person to say such things!
God instructed: I am also drunk, there is really no this. Everyone thinks that my smile makes others feel so distressed. Everyone feels sorry for me, not because I smile slutty. I personally think that my smile is quite masculine. This is the standard smile of our men, which is a card-like smile. Have you noticed that behind my fascinating smile there is bitterness and faint sorrow? It is a bit bitterness in sorrow, and a little purity in bitterness, pure without losing indulgence. There is also a bit of indulgence in indulgence!
Brother Chengru: It makes me so disgusted that I can’t breathe. I’m afraid that this feeling has penetrated into my bone marrow and merged into my blood, swallowing my confidence and hope for a better future little by little. It’s so disgusting. This feeling is really a disgusting like never before. I want to vomit, so I want to vomit, so I can’t hold on to you anymore.
God's instruction: This is because you have not felt my spirit yet, you have not felt the kindness in my heart, and have you not felt the seriousness in your stock? You have never thought about it like this. The touching and resonance brought to me by God's instruction, so let me convey the fans' evaluation of me! Fans gave me a very high evaluation. This will only give such evaluation from the bottom of my heart when a fan loves this idol very much.
Fans (Okay, not my fan, but just a passerby, but if the passerby has such awareness, I can worship me like this, and I am very helpful, haha): I am not his fan, but I have always regarded him as my idol, and I have long regarded him as the god in my mind. The God's instruction in my impression is no different from ordinary men. This time, an unexpected attention was taken by me. When I saw his novel, I fell in love with this man deeply. This man's novel has benefited me a lot and greatly improved me. From a small study to a junior high school student, this is a qualitative leap! God's instruction is the kind of man with melancholy, implicit and cold eyes. In his expression, we can see his charming temperament with disdain and cynicism.
He is a man with a different style that cannot be explained. He is always so kind and has never had an annotation from idols. Although he is already the number one in the village, he does not have an annotation from idols. Especially his charming smile makes people feel the changeable mood and level that is different from others under his handsome appearance. His inner world is melancholy, lacks self-confidence, and lacks security. His complicated experience of youth also makes him well protected by the people around him since he was a child. Everyone has protected him so well. He lacks adaptability to society and does not understand many human accidents in the world. He treats feelings seriously. We have no doubt about this.
At the same time, he is a very hardworking person. He has been eager for happiness since he was a child, hoping to be recognized, and want to make friends with the people around him. His straightforward and honest and wise words made me sincerely appreciate this man who can think. He moved me, and confidence and strength. Especially his every frown and smile made people who see him enjoy. He is such a man. He is obviously perfect, but he still wants to pursue perfection, and he wants to become a god. So he has made himself too demanding, which makes him very tired.
Brother Chengru does not deny the views of his fans, and he also agrees with God's instructions: I admire God's instructions because he has a heart of great wisdom and a heart that understands great love and understands others. He can be born at will, of course he can enter the world at will, burn his youth in the rolling world, and meet quietly in his own world, stick to the self he wants to stick to. It is easy to learn from others in this world, but it is easy to follow others, but if you want to stick to yourself, stick to yourself, and stick to yourself to the end, it will be very difficult.
God instructed him to retort: I can hear that you are not praising me, you are scolding me, I am not as heartless as you said, what does it mean to be born, enter the world, and stick to the self I want to stick to in the world. Do I have this self? Do I have it? Why don’t I feel it at all? I am a very selfish person, I think I am quite generous, not as selfish as you said!
Brother Chengzhu: Someone once said that there are eight sufferings in the world. The books say that the eight sufferings of life are: the suffering of birth, the suffering of old age, the suffering of illness, the suffering of death, the suffering of separation, the suffering of separation of enemies and hatreds, the suffering of seeking, and the suffering of intensifying the five aggregates. It is very difficult to overcome these things, and perhaps no one can do it.
But we God commanded to do. Most of us in the world are addicted to it. We live in so much suffering, but we have not given up on ourselves because we cannot, and we still have to be myself. Only those who face suffering are the brave people in our world. Yes, God commanded us is what I have seen, and can understand, or be the kind of person who is understanding, or has already understood, which is the kind of man we often call a great wisdom. Such people have great wisdom, great fortune, and great opportunities. They are destined to be great and become great people. Don’t say that you don’t believe it, because I believe it, so you have to believe it.”
The legendary person who said he was a fan, he was not a fan, he was a passerby, but he was not a passerby, saying: Thinking of these, when I saw the glorious and majestic image of God instructed me, I seemed to be full of strength and confidence again. I felt that my little universe burned instantly. As a passerby, I was such a person who needed to constantly find fun, want to find a support, and want to find a person who had the same faith as me. I thought in this lonely world, I could never find a man who had the same thoughts, beliefs, and ambitions as me, but I didn't expect it.
There is really such a person, and I have found it, and this person is God's command. Every time I say his name, I will tremble because I feel that I am too small and that only God's command is powerful. And I find that God's command of inadvertent words can often give me energy and stimulate my vitality. God's command of such energy transmitters, sometimes he wants to sing a song to give this great man, feel his company, thank you for giving me the motivation to move forward, God's commandment of you is a man's pride, no doubt.
Chapter completed!