One hundred and thirty-five chapters blind date 42
My sister also deeply felt that she couldn't stand having a second-hand guy like me. If I weren't her biological brother, she wouldn't bother to scold me. Who would have called me her brother? So, my sister said, "Your thoughts are as stupid as you look."
Yes, I didn't expect that my thoughts were as stupid as my appearance. I admit this. Who would have been, who would have been willing to be such a person! I didn't want to be wise either. I just wanted to be wise, but I didn't know how to do it. I just couldn't be smart. What, appearance, what's wrong with my appearance? Except for getting older, I feel that my appearance is still fine. I don't like others to talk about my appearance the most, which will make me unhappy. I took out my little mirror and sorted out my hair. "That's quite handsome. I'm drunk no matter how I look at it. This is the perfect man. You think I am, very ordinary, and not ordinary at all. Even if this is good, I'm still a village grass in our countryside?"
My sister wanted to beat me to death. She was all in her decades. Why was she still like to show off when she was handsome? Do you like to show off when she was ugly?
"Poverty show off!" I was so speechless, am I a person like this? Even so, you can't say it directly, is it still my own sister.
One of the most popular ways to express male animals that people hate is to be afraid that others will not be able to see you showing off. If you really have such ability, will you use this? Even if you don’t do this, there are a lot of beauties rushing towards you. Only men like you who are not capable and look particularly tasteless are the most unstoppable. They just like to show off yourself and think you are a character, but in fact you are nothing, and you don’t know it.
The girl dislikes people like us the most, of course, including scholars. We are all of the same type of people. People like us "we always shout slogans that inner beauty is more important than outer beauty to package our inner beauty, which is actually just to hide the dirty side of our hearts."
I actually thought I said, "Where did I have it?" But I didn't think of it, but I didn't scold me alone. What you said, I think about 90% of men are like this! Since everyone is like this, what else can I refute? Of course, I don't refute it, and I'm not alone. She obviously said it was a man and said what she said in her heart. This is very profound, and I may not be able to say it so well. Right, such words will only make sense if women say it, and it requires excellent women, women with stories, and women with experience to say such words so "beautiful". Well, to put it bluntly, it is only when women who have talked about several boyfriends that they can say such "that you have a deep understanding!"
My sister said, "A man like this always mistakenly thinks that he is very attractive to women and thinks that he is excellent. Is that okay? He is really laughing to death. He is not an idol or an internet celebrity, let alone a person or an old man who no one cares about him. He doesn't know where he comes from his confidence."
If you heard this, would you bear it like me? That would be a little bit of resistance. If you live like me, how cowardly this life will be, then don’t live if you die. This is the mentality of the legendary poor man like us. If we don’t have a good mentality, we probably will be much worse for our men in the Earth Dynasty, and few of us can live well in this disgusting world without any skin. Therefore, at this time, we need to establish a good image of middle-aged knowledge. I also feel that everyone attaches importance to me, which is a very unsatisfactory way of looking forward to such people. This is a sign of the decline of us, the outstanding talents!
Is it true that men can get the recognition of girls as long as they prove that they are valuable and good? I don’t think so. Some people no matter how you prove yourself, others don’t like you, and no matter how many things they do, it’s useless. Even if women really like not themselves, but their own good background, it doesn’t matter. Just think that they are not at a loss and don’t mind what others think of themselves. This is the mentality of a rich second-generation rich man, who always uses money to buy and sell their happiness. It’s better if we don’t mention such people, because there is nothing I have to do with such a life. Fortunately, we still have many seniors to learn. If there is no such seniors, I don’t think I really don’t know what else to learn.
Alas, for talents like me, time is no longer important to me, because I have passed the age of a genius and reached the age of going downhill. This is the most sad thing. Although I am still so handsome, there is more melancholy between my handsome eyebrows, not a feeling called happiness. With my current situation, I am not very optimistic, and I don’t care about myself anymore, and I feel completely lost in passion. I think this is a kind of uneasiness. I feel abandoned by this world, leaving behind chaotic thoughts, and a man’s decline after entering middle age! Men are like this. Every stage, they will have different ideas, not a layer of unchanging like women. We have many ideas, want to do a lot of things, not want to be bound by life or family, and want to completely break free from the chains of fate, and not be troubled by anyone, anything, or any feelings.
Therefore, whether it is better or worse, I will only work harder in the future. This is the soul of a man who is unyielding. Everyone knows that difficulties in this world are inevitable. From now on, we can only strengthen our beliefs, keep moving forward, and never retreat. We were not originally taciturn people, but we did not know when we became the person we are now. We have become no longer talking and have nothing to say. It feels like whether we say or not. Sometimes, if we don’t say anything, we will not lose anything. If we say it, we will cause unnecessary trouble.
This is the crisis of trust in our world. Whether you believe it or not, I believe it anyway, and there is indeed such a thing. No matter what, in this lonely world, we always stay alone. After staying for a long time, we will feel that the world is so strange. But then I think about it, it is actually like this. It is all the lives of people, and there is no stranger or lonely. Everyone comes here like this, and it doesn’t look at what discomforts everyone has. It feels almost the same! Just like most of us have depression, there is no sign of such a disease, and you don’t know whether you have it or not. If you don’t have a professional judgment from a psychologist, it will be difficult for you to find out what your own situation has reached. This disease will not be cured soon, and everyone’s situation is different. It must be judged based on each person’s specific situation.
I didn't do this before. I didn't expect to get such a disease when I was old, and I don't know how it was done. Anyway, when I have depression every day, I want to write something. In this way, I feel better, and when I write it out, I feel more comfortable. Because there are many words we always keep in my heart, and there is no chance to say it, and we don't know who we can say this to, so we always keep it in. Slowly we get sick, which is a way for our legendary depression to be depressed. The reason why I want to write it out is that I don't want more people to get such a disease like me.
I told you that this kind of illness is really painful. It is quite uncomfortable. It is not writing anything. It is really uncomfortable! It is like the day I spent very fulfilling when I was writing. If I don’t write, I don’t know how I spent the day. This is depression. You haven’t experienced it, and you won’t understand it. The doctor said that I am obsessive-compulsive disorder caused by depression. That is, my disease is relatively complicated and much more troublesome than ordinary people, because my disease has reached a moderate level, which is quite terrible. There is no concept of thinking like me, and it is a kind of urge to write something that cannot be resisted.
I don’t care what I am writing. The important thing is that I want to write it myself and want to write it out. This is the most terrible thing. I just write for the sake of writing, not asking for any quality. I don’t know how I got this problem that only our Earth Dynasty has. Maybe it’s because I read our Earth Dynasty novels, no matter which one! As long as I read one, I will get such a problem. This method of transmission is faster than the virus spreading. That is, once people come into contact with our Earth Dynasty novels, we will get such disease. Moreover, the fatal rate is 100%. Isn’t it a bit incredible to say that such a disease rate?
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