Chapter 175 Self-deprecating
I have been thinking of writing this author instructing God for a long time, and the comments on the book "God for guiding God for guiding God" because I kept crying. But I couldn't write it out, probably because I like him so much. Although he has no fame, isn't a master, and his writing skills are not very good, but I am not cold-hearted, right?
However, you finally made me desperate, you really made me desperate, you made me desperate too.
But later I found out that you did not make me despair. It was not that you made me despair. It was that I did not read what you wrote seriously. I admit that many of the things you wrote were too profound and I couldn’t understand, so don’t blame me for not understanding it. It was because I am too superficial. I’m sorry, I despise you.
To be honest, I know that God instructed this author, and the book "God instructed" will not be successful, so we all have never been optimistic about him, right? I know that this is what you think.
You know that I am not capable, but I like to learn from others to pretend to be beautiful. It’s so cool. It’s July 19, August 19, September 19, or October 19. The days I mentioned above are not important, so you don’t have to care what I write about.
In addition to slowly saving the manuscript, I was also worried that I could really have a strong heart? Maybe I would wait for the opportunity to fulfill my wish in the future, but unexpectedly, this time I was sure that there would be no chance.
It was already three months in the early morning of October 19, and it was unexpected by God’s instructor, because I never thought I would write for so long. If I had a salary, even a temporary worker should be transferred to a regular business.
Since I started diving a few months ago, I didn’t even go anywhere. I was afraid that anyone would not read anything. After posting an article early every day, I would go offline and silently feel sad about my future.
I thought many people had left, and everyone was silent.
Maybe I will stay in the continuous conception but the number of words is not full. This paragraph belongs to my destiny!
But there was no. On the contrary, everyone was so powerful that they did not forget God's command, and they did not forget their love for God's command. They also had each other in this world commanded by God. And finally created this dream that day.
God's instructions asked me to convey a sentence to everyone. God's instructions thank you for your trust in God's instructions. That trust has never been in today's thirty years of instruction. It turns out that she knows so many cute and lovely people on the Internet on the platform of novels.
Even if everyone asks her to God to instruct her.
It doesn’t matter. Let us live freely and lively in the world, galloping our horses and sharing our full years.
Some people on the website, those guys, asked some boring people to write books in this place, and there were no people in this place, I don’t know what they thought, and I wrote the book, no one clicked it, and no one read it. The meaning of not writing it doesn’t feel much, just like gathering people here to pass the time.
In order to bring some people who have nothing to do together, they promote successful cases, but those who fail are always ignored. They are drunk thinking about it, as if this place will only get better and better. In fact, only those who stay for a long time know that the good will of course get better and better, and the bad will get worse and worse. The final result can be imagined.
Then I don’t care about them and let them play their own way. If we just write with money, the author will not have the level, have no characteristics, have their own ideas, and have their own direction, and will be completely calm.
Those who become stars, famous, and gods are simply irresponsible words. How many people can succeed? How many people you see are successful? How many people you know are getting better and better? People in the lower class may only see the world of our lower class. We see friends slowly withdraw, give up, and finally disappear.
The promises we had gone, the bloodiness we had gone, the passion we had gone, the ambition we had gone, the ambition we had gone, what else we had left? Maybe, slowly we had nothing, only a few lines of text from that time were left. Think about it, this scene is really desolate!
How many people around you can persevere? I am not saying I am Niu Bi or something, nor am I saying how I am so good or how able to write, but I just don’t want to give up. I don’t want to give up quietly like others, and disappear silently, as if I have never been here before. How sad this kind of self is.
The people we stayed behind may be fools. We know that our efforts will not be rewarded, but we are still paying, we are constantly working hard, we are constantly cheering ourselves, and we are constantly cheering ourselves up.
We always tell ourselves that we can do it, that we will overcome the difficulties, that we will definitely be able to walk out of our own path, haha, of course, we know that we have no path at all, that we know that we cannot succeed, that we just want to give ourselves an explanation.
What we left behind is not that we live better than others, we may live worse than others, but we still stay. Why? Because there is a fire in our hearts, and this fire is always burning. As long as the fire is still there, we will not give up easily. This is the stubborn us.
Sometimes, what we are afraid of is not our own failure, nor are we envious of others' success, nor are we jealous of others' words, we are just afraid that our friends around us will leave without saying goodbye, we are really afraid of our friends' feeling of leaving, and we are afraid that we will give up when we see our friends give up.
I was afraid that my friends who came together told us that they were leaving, that they were going to school, that they were going to travel for a while, that they had to do something, that they could not play anymore, that they were relaxing, or that they would not write, that they were leaving for a while, or that.
Of course, when I hear these words, I sometimes envy them for their better development, sometimes I also envy their youth and their casualness!
But more often, sometimes I hate them, sometimes I hate them for parting without saying goodbye, sometimes I hate them for not taking us friends too much, sometimes I hate them for running away after proving themselves, sometimes I hate them for leaving without saying goodbye, sometimes I hate them for why they didn't write, sometimes I hate them for being younger than themselves, sometimes I hate them for being able to go to school, sometimes I hate them for having a career to struggle with, sometimes I hate them for living a free and easy life than themselves, sometimes...
We don’t know if our friends will come back after they leave, nor do we know if this is an excuse for our friends to leave, nor do we know if such friends will appear. It’s so difficult for each of us authors to meet here. Why is it said that when we leave, it’s so casual? I don’t understand. Maybe most Pisces men don’t understand, maybe the people who stay here don’t understand.
In the past, I often didn’t hand in my homework. Those who do things had no end and felt like they didn’t care about anything. That’s what my teacher said about us, just to preach and preach, because we were still children at that time, and we had to call parents to solve this problem. But even if we call parents, parents would still be unable to do anything. They would only criticize a few words. But they didn’t know how sad this was!
However, in limited books, I prefer cute and cold people (spit it first~).
If you are not very good at talking, it's so good to brag.
I was really bored at this time and was a little dazed.
Looking back on the past thirty years of writing books, I have come step by step to the present, as if I am a different world. Of course, just let it go. Many plots in the book roughly explain my nonsense experience. From what kind of trough to today.
Of course this is an honor. I dare not do it in my dreams.
Of course I would like to thank you all, but I know that maybe everyone supports me so much is not just a thank you. Why? I will continue to say.
Those who truly love God’s instructions today must remember what happened to those who support God’s instructions starting from July 19, 2015. What happened to God’s instructions, or God’s instructions to the eternal trend of the heroine. August 19, September 19, October 19, and especially October 19, we all know what we experienced.
It was under such circumstances that God ordered him to be born and come to this day two months later on October 19.
Don't say in a vulgar way that anyone thanks who supports whom. In fact, we are all the same pain. Of course, it may not include many book friends who are not Shao Shifan, but are attracted purely because of the personal charm and talent of God's instructions. I cannot underestimate myself (gaga.)
Cough. Well, the sad atmosphere was so swelling that it was so exciting (read three times) in a moment. Rather than saying that I was writing books, you were reading books, it was actually better to say that we were actually a group of sad people. We gathered together and used books as a platform to warm each other and comfort each other.
And there is another amazing thing, because of the infamous reputation of my previous fate, I have been so sensitive that I am so embarrassed that I am the author of a book. I just read the posts in a low-key manner or occasionally go to book reviews to read them. I found that my book friends are not the most active people in the autobiography circle.
At one point, I thought I was the most popular one. Later, is it that the reason for the lack of popularity? Forget it, I don’t want it anymore.
Almost 80% have never been seen.
Maybe I didn't notice it?
To entertain yourself, are we closing the door and having fun on our own? Probably.
I don't know what to say, I'm a little confused.
But how to say it? At the beginning, people come and leave, and people leave. In the end, we are still together now. Of course, God’s instructions will not be perfect. God’s instructions also disappoint many people and give up, but it also makes me know how to cherish and calm.
It is not peaceful and cannot continue to write books to build a world directed by God who can allow us to live in.
I always say that whenever God instructs him to receive some honor (not yet, I guess there will be something in the future, and if there is no words in the future, it will be gone). That does not belong to me.
In fact, it is not a cliché, but the truth, it is the truth. It is because you don’t know each other from different places, and when you come together, everyone in life is constantly wandering.
If you look back in the future, you can still smile knowingly when you stay with a group of people, including the author, the fat funny guy, etc.
In fact, this preciousness is more meaningful than anything else.
So if I don’t say much, I don’t know what to say. Because this time I was a little more excited than before.
God's command continues, and God's command of God's myth has just begun, and we will continue together.
Maybe the process is the same as before, so people will leave silently but are not afraid, we still have each other.
Thank you to all the book friends who still support God’s instruction.
Crashed, collapsed, collapsed.
I have to say important words three times.
Thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers, thank you, my dear readers...
No readers? All the bad ones are the authors. I am also drunk. Who do you think I can thank?
Thank you for saying it ten times. You should understand that nonsense must be said ten times.
Damn it, thank you sister, I don’t thank anyone, just thank you for your steamed buns these days for being so powerful that I can hold on!
I have been jealous for ten times, and I feel like I am sick one day. Are you jealous or jealous? I don’t know. Anyway, I think I feel a little excited, is there anyway?
Chapter completed!