Ordinary we live a dull and particularly real life. In this life we ​​have gone through our childhood, youth and youth. Then we have to admit that we are old and we begin to recognize the world. No matter whether it is good or bad, we just need to be ourselves.

Gradually, we are getting older and not young. We should get sensible. Maybe many people have already started marries and become sensible very early, but I am not yet. I am still so naive now, and I don’t know when I will be sensible! I hope I can become sensible earlier and will not make myself so helpless. Whether on the Internet or in reality, I don’t have to be so powerless.

We know that in the long river of time, we have tolerated the childish actions of our past and all our past emotions. Our past is so simple, strong, confusion and confusion are reflected in the current subtleties. Just like to put it this way, my current achievements, my friends around me, my current work, my current experiences are all because of the reflections of the past, all because of our lack of efforts in the past, and we did not study hard, work hard, do not seek progress, do not think seriously, do not listen to other people's advice, etc.

Now, it has become the soft style of the present. These are clearly engraved in the past time and reflected in real life. This is cause and effect! This is also the only cause and effect that I can understand. Sometimes when I think about it, we often regret it. When I regret it, I become even more confused. When I am confused, I want to sleep. When I think about it, I can’t do anything on this day.

After all, the past time has long gone away. If we can return to our past time, it would be perfect, but humans cannot be perfect. So each of us has more or less regrets. People come to this wonderful earth from the body of our mother, and then return to another unknown world, and have disappeared recently;

Life is a short process. Maybe we can do a lot of things in this process, maybe we can’t do anything, maybe we can write a lot of stories, but we don’t have our own beautiful stories, maybe we can understand a lot of truths, but we can’t understand a lot of truths.

The shortness and uniqueness of life may be the greatest regret in the universe and the most beautiful regret. A person’s life is always trying, trying to change, trying to create, trying to experience, and trying to learn.

We can try all kinds of different things, but there are several meaningful attempts. Perhaps most of our attempts are meaningless, meaningless attempts, and a failed attempt, but we come without regrets, because although we failed, we also worked hard and we also tried, but I am sorry that I did not succeed.

Just like your God instructs my brother, my writing is also a very meaningful attempt. Although I failed, I also got married without regrets. Because I tried, I failed in the end, but I failed, but others didn’t accept me, but others didn’t recognize me, so I had nothing to regret. I was not facing reality calmly, and I was not just displeased, and I scolded me, and I said what I should say, and I was angry, but I had to accept what I should accept in the end.

A person's life is always pursuing, pursuing freedom, pursuing happiness, and pursuing their own dreams. Everything is for this pursuit. The reason why people can become human is because people have their own pursuits. If people do not pursue them, they will not try their best to make themselves happier in order to change their lives. This is pursuit. We pursue a better life, we pursue more beautiful things, we pursue delicious food, and we pursue higher quality of life. Isn't this pursuit? Isn't this what we strive to get?

When the inevitable regret finally comes, we can calmly draw the talisman of our own song of life without letting life become our beautiful regret. It is precisely because of this regret and because we cannot decide the length of our life ourselves.

Therefore, we began to pursue the footprints of life and find the end of happiness. We lit the torch of our spirit to illuminate the dark path we started. Maybe we walked! Let’s write! Let’s write! We will become different, our lives will become different, and our lives will become different.

And we will gradually develop hope. As long as we have hope, our lives will become brighter. Once the torch in our hands is lit, we can use it to illuminate our limited years. Therefore, ordinary life will have a little beauty. And everything we pursue will become meaningful. Do you think it is coming? That's what I see anyway. What do you think!

People are always pursuing perfection. In fact, they ignore a kind of beauty around us - regret. Isn't it beautiful if there is regret? I have been thinking about it. The perfection we pursue is that we never can be perfect. There is no standard for perfection. There is no perfect person in the world, and there is no perfect thing. So no matter how people do it, no matter how hard they try, they cannot achieve perfection.

There are always some regrets in a person's life, just like writing, as small as no clicks or large as no collections. People always pursue perfection, and the only thing they hold in their hands is the only shortcomings in beauty. In life, there are inevitably many regrets. The mood of regret may be entangled for a lifetime, and they often think of those people or things. Perhaps many heart-wrenching pains can never be compensated, but those regrets may become the most touching beauty.

The whereabouts of autumn leaves lose their fiery passion, but have rich fruits; the coldness of winter loses the warmth of the sun, and can usher in the next spring; the return of the moon, and can no longer see the gentle and bright light, but can usher in the sun and see hope.

Only a rich and healthy mind can enjoy this feast of nature. If we do not have a strong heart, how can we realize the perfection of this world? It is like "the moon sets, the crows cry and the frost is everywhere in the sky, and the river maple fishing fire is facing the sorrow. The Hanshan Temple outside Gusu City, the bell rings at the passenger ship in the middle of the night.

"Zhang Ji's famous poem, which is well-known for all time, is full of sorrow. How touching is that Zhang Ji, who has studied hard for ten years, failed the exam. Failure is also a failure in life. If you fail the exam these days, your life will be different. However, why can others write such beautiful poems when they fail, and when we fail the exam, we become self-deprecating and feel that our whole life is over."

Just like when we write, we are forgotten by readers, we are not paid attention to others, even if there is no click, we are given up by others at the beginning. What is the difference between this and failing the exam? But how do most of us do small authors like us? Most of us give up, some people change their names and continue writing, and some people completely forget that they are an author.

But there are a few authors who failed the exam, and a few who wrote 850,000 words, but no one paid attention to it. But there is no author who has never given up. Just like your God instructed his brother, he has not given up. He is fighting alone, but he still firmly insists on it. No, why not? Because everyone knows that this persistence, this persistence, and this effort are useless.

Just like a loser, it is never possible to succeed. Why, even though I know that I am a failure, I still don’t give up. Even if you only have one reader, I have to persist? Because your God instructed my brother to be like Zhang Ji, he hoped that even if he failed the exam, it would have nothing to do with him, because a life of failing the exam can be very exciting.

It is enough to write moving poems, write different novels, and get the support of even one reader. This sounds fake, but there is nothing you can do about it.

Everyone’s situation is different, everyone’s direction is different, and everyone’s life is even different. I just don’t want to leave too many regrets for myself, because I have failed enough, what else am I afraid of? Because reality can’t be worse than now, I have nothing to worry about, so I decided not to be afraid, no longer afraid, no longer afraid!!!

In late autumn many years ago, Zhang Ji, who had been studying hard for ten years, failed. His unexciting feeling of melancholy made him write a magnificent poem that has been passed down through the ages: the moon sets, crows crying and frost is everywhere, the river maple fishing fire sleeps with sadness, Hanshan Temple outside Gusu City, the bell rings at the passenger ship in the middle of the night.

There is no perfect thing in the world, so why should we pursue the perfection of nothingness that does not exist? Even if we have nothing, we still have dreams and we still have the power to work for. We have to work hard and we cannot give up. We have to have dreams so that we can live a life of joy. If we have no dreams, then we have no pursuits and no happiness can be discussed.

In our daily writing, we always seize the time to write. When I go to work, I think about it, when I get off work, I come home desperately, and after meals, I start typing desperately. I am always typing, and I am the figure of my author everywhere.

I am always very serious and rarely rest. Sometimes, when I am very tired of calculating, I will take a break for a while, and then I will continue to calculating. I can't stop the rhythm, I can't stop even if I stop. I don't take a rest after finishing the two chapters.

I don’t understand. I code more than others, I work harder than others, I am more talented than others, I dare to scold people more than others, I brag more than others, and I even often compare with other great masters. Why is the ending like this? I am also drunk, this is really unfair. Why!!!

Until now, I still haven't figured it out. I want to curse people, but even if I curse people every day, there is no soft use, and I am not like this. The actual level of my great gods and the great gods is not much different. In fact, I think I am much better than many great gods, and even better than them, but there is nothing to do with it. Isn't the current society an era of strength?

Even if you help me put it on the same starting line, I was convinced if I lost, but now... hey... I feel full of annoyance and regret. I was finished, and then I didn't say a few more words. I couldn't eat well at lunch. There was always an idea in my mind: If I could give me another chance, I would definitely scold you!

Because I have to tell the truth, but if I don’t tell the truth, I feel unhappy. So many times after I finished saying the sentence “I’m sucking”, I feel happy all the time, especially when I say such things to all kinds of editors that I’m particularly unhappy, I feel very comfortable, and I feel very happy and happy.

However, some people don’t believe that I can scold me for a long time, and think that I will start to curse a few times, but I don’t. I am not a person who can’t hold on like this. I am a person who is very persevering and can hold on. Once I persist, I have been persisting for almost half a year. I want to ask, who else can be a writer like me, isn’t you relieved? Don’t you relieved? I’ll collect it and write a message if I don’t understand. I continue to relieve you. I’m also drunk, who is afraid of whom!

I also know what the price of doing this kind of thing is, so I offended many people. It is almost impossible for me to turn things around. But I think it is the right thing, so there are reasons for doing it and the meaning of continuing to do it. I think this is as an author. Maybe I am not successful in writing, but my attitude towards various editors is successful, which reflects the struggle against power and the indomitable spirit of young authors like us. This spirit is incomparable and cannot be defeated by anyone.

Of course I also know the consequences, that is, it is impossible for me to succeed, but I think it is worth it. As long as the readers are happy, I will be happy, haha!!! After all, our readers are the cutest people. I think I should stand on the side of the readers no matter what. I will always stand with my readers. I will do all kinds of editing, and I will just care about my readers.

So you know, I have paid a heavy price. I cater to readers and offended all kinds of editors. I have scolded me for so long, and it is impossible to get forgiven by all kinds of editors. I am very depressed and always shouting unfair. But who can understand me?

In the occasional few days, I found that I figured it out. Since regrets are inevitable, we should tolerate it with an open-minded mind, drive it with our own intelligence, write the most moving novel with regret brushstrokes, and write the tragic life of a great author, just like Shakespeare, writing the world of the most tragic little author, demonstrating our calmness in facing ups and downs, how to fight against fate, how to be brave.

Success is beautiful, but many things may not be successful if you give it, and the same is true for writing. Not every author can succeed, let alone just one person can succeed. In fact, as long as you give it sincerely, the regret of failure is beautiful, and sometimes it will be better than success. I think I have achieved the noble realm of "holding a heart without taking a little back."...
Chapter completed!