This period of time has really been very bad. It’s either for others or for the presentation of this writing. I think a lot every day, but I can’t overcome this hurdle. There is something that makes me feel very upset and disappointed. I’m not pushing my own bad luck to others, I just say something that I’ve been holding my heart for too long. If you can understand it, you can understand it. If I can’t understand it, I can’t do it. For a while, I’ve really been making decisions to not update it, and I don’t know whether to update it. After all, I’m a little confused and don’t know what to do to be good for myself. For me, the storm is still changing every day, and the crowd is lonely, and there is nothing else to be happy about.

The two biggest news are also the two biggest "good and bad" news. The good news is: the holiday is about to be on, so happy, haha, I can sleep well. I haven't slept in for a long time. I miss the time when I was doing nothing. At that time, there was really no pressure, only a relaxed life. The bad news is that this year's boss really took the reason of the market environment being depressed, and the year-end bonus was gone. I was also drunk. You can find such an excuse as this market environment, and you can think of it. The boss is really no one. I said it was the year-end bonus, which means an extra month's salary. I still think it's good to have it. Okay, if I think this way, I will just pass it like this, so I won't be confused. Who said I have no ability, no education, and I haven't found a good job!

For many people, every day, I think quietly that life is just like this, just live like this, forget it, just live like this! But I want to curse people every minute, how can I live this life? The market environment is so poor, how can I live like this? Can we still come out to work happily? Do you want to kill all the workers like us? I really don’t know how to do it. This life is so hard every day, without any thoughts.

In the six months of this typing, almost every night, I would call someone to talk to me when I was not inspired. Anyway, I just wanted to find someone to listen to me and complain. I don’t need to say who this person is. Anyway, it must be a good friend, otherwise who will be attracted to others, so much negative energy! Most people probably won’t, and they can’t attract them either, haha, this is probably more painful than the person who tells them! I think so anyway, because I have suffered this sin, and now it’s time for him to repay him! Haha, Glasses Emperor, you tortured me before, have you forgotten? Now I will torture you, see if you can be a good listener like me, this time it depends on you.

I listened to my long talk, you know, as long as I read, I can't hold on to a few people, and no one can stop me. No one can interrupt me and say my pain. I can only listen to me silently telling me about my pain and dissatisfaction, anger, struggle, hesitation, confusion, sadness, loneliness, and disdain. I used to think that I could resolve most of the negative energy myself, but if there is too much negative energy, it may not be able to resolve it. Yes, I have accumulated too much negative energy in the past six months, which cannot be resolved in one or two days, haha! But when those "major moments" that I thought I could not face alone came, I just told my friends gently that I was ready to complain, but I didn't know that my glasses emperor was ready to listen to my complaints. If I was not ready, it would have been a very painful journey.

Tears and pain are all clouds and smoke, but this nonsense can always be endless and rumored. This is the biggest comment from our glasses emperor about me. When I heard it, I laughed so hard that I was half-dead. I said it would not be as painful as you said. I think it's okay, I don't have a lot of nonsense, so I don't admit what he said. People are still sharing the joy and glory of every day, but I have to share my negative energy, unhappiness and sadness every day. Countless details, intersecting in this lofty season, these little bits and pieces are always intertwined into our beautiful dreams, and always weaving into our happy life.

The Glasses Emperor told me that he was very serious, very serious, and very heartfelt. He told me: Fortunately, you just said it to me alone, and there is only one point every day. I can still digest it slowly and slowly find ways to forget it. If you send out all the negative energy and write it out, the people I want to read may not be able to accept it, may not be able to digest it, and may not be able to forget it quickly. Because, your negative energy is too much, too dark, too powerful, and the key is still coming continuously. Who can stand this? Although you are in this vast

In the swaying Internet world, I suffered a lot of grievances, suffered a lot of sins, and suffered a lot of torture, and there was still a lot of pressure. However, I didn't expect that it would be so much, so terrible, so continuous. It seems that this virtual network really hurts you, and you are also tortured by this network. I can only express my understanding of you, and I can't resolve it. I can only support you silently and share a little bit of pain. This depends more on yourself, and you have to come out by yourself. You know, brother, come on, don't be affected by negative energy and harm your creations. Believe in yourself, you are the best.

Beautiful food, fragrant brown sugar water, falling trees, blue sky, cold afternoon sun, sleeping peacefully in the wind and rain, I was also drunk. This winter, there was no rain that was better, this weather was really strange, some people said it was a bit abnormal, not a bit, it was really abnormal... There were also the smiles of the children and the shiver of the adults, every sound was so touching. Maybe I was really homesick. When I heard other children calling their mothers, saying "Mom" and "Worship", I was really moved to death and wanted to cry.

Let us take care of our family. This seems simple thing, but how many of us can really do it? Yes, our young people are all too tired and we are too busy, either for our career, for our family, or for ourselves, but how many of us will do it for our parents. Even if we make a phone call, even if we greet, even if we say take care of our parents, how many of us can do it!

When we are outside, we always boast that we have brothers, friends, and classmates, but there are really a few such people who are reliable, so it is really hard to explain, because where they were when we really need them. There are also drunkenness on the battlefield, slacks, loyalty and courage, looking back at the road when we came, heroes always talked endlessly back then, haha. There is really nothing to say in this year, and nothing worth talking about, many things are really not worth mentioning. Their beauty, while impacting my faults and grief, we always tell our sorrows, and we always have countless pains. This is our life, our life is spent day by day in a goalless manner. If we have to say what we have got, then I can only say that we have got our experience! There are very few others, and the others are really not important.

The so-called "positive energy" is actually not used to offset "negative energy" all the time. Of course, under normal circumstances, if there is too much negative energy, it is really impossible to offset, and this cannot be absorbed, but it cannot be resolved. It can only be torture you continuously! There are too many negative energy things in this vast online world. I always thought that my positive energy can offset a little negative energy. It seems that I am too overestimating myself and I can't do it at all. After all, this negative energy is too powerful, and it cannot be offset by my own strength. It requires everyone to work together. Unfortunately, I have been looking for such people, as excellent as me. Unfortunately, I have not found such people, and no one is willing to come out to offset these negative energy with me. What's the solution?

But the people watching will always see you trying all your strength to produce the positive part, and no one is willing to stand up and help you. They just want to be indifferent. They watch you be swallowed by this darkness bit by bit, and no one is willing to help you, even if you shout "Come on" for you. And the hideousness and darkness behind them are only being swallowed, as if everyone can stay out of the matter. In fact, no one knows when this darkness will come to whose head. Such a collision has never been so strong in the 30 years of my life, I want me to resist. Every day, I have a enlightenment, a sudden awakening, and I can't chase after the past.
Chapter completed!