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Chapter 560 Happy birthday to myself 11

I feel really guilty. I think I'm not doing well, but it's wrong for the teacher to say this. You stare at me, you still say I'm not, I didn't let you stare at me, you are going to stare at me, I didn't pull you, did I pull you? I didn't want you to stare at me, I'm also very low-key. This semester, try to make the teacher not pay attention to me, and don't look at me.

If I had known that my teacher had this habit, I would have come to class more often, so that our teachers would get tired of it, so our teachers would not keep staring at me, because I had seen enough of it in normal times, so I should not be staring at me. This is all my fault!

I didn't let you see enough in normal times. When you suddenly see it, of course it was out of control. That was staring at me, looking so hard that I couldn't see enough! I was speechless. How could this be such a person? There was such a teacher. He said he had never seen someone like me. I think I had never seen a teacher like her. This sentence should be told by me!

I said with great grievance that this is not imposing my own fault on me. Of course I am not happy. I usually don’t want to contradict the teacher, but this time I was really angry. I said: I have been studying for more than ten years, and I have never seen any teacher who has been so strict in charge. You are the first one, teacher, you didn’t notice that you were staring at me alone in the whole exam. This is discrimination against me. You strongly dislike me, right? I’m drunk, why are you?

If this is possible, I am not the main force, and you don’t have to stick to me alone! Who assigned the teacher’s task? Or you were conquered by my strong strength? It’s just that I’m not happy, and I just have to press on me to the whole game. This is really an invigilator that has never been seen before! This is a competition, or the most intense competition, so I won’t give me any chance, so I can’t get points. Alas, you have to force me to get out, is it like this? Do you want to give me a fatal blow and make me get out?

The teacher smiled and said, "It's good to know. Who told you not to study hard? As long as you come to listen to the class, I won't be watching you." So if you can come to listen to the class next year, even if you can listen to half of the class, I won't be targeting you alone. I promise, I won't care about you."

When I heard this, I cried. I didn't expect that my teacher was so kind to me. In order to let me learn, I would come up with this method. So you know why I am so talented, why I am so outstanding, and why I dare to write. It's because I have a good teacher. Whether you believe it or not, I really admire my teacher. If you want to ask who this teacher is, I will tell you that his name is "God's instruction" teacher, and who else?

A country and a nation must always have a group of people who are worried about the world and are brave enough to take responsibility. There must be a group of people who are calm and calm and think calmly. When Zhu Xi, a master of Neo-Confucianism in the Song Dynasty, wrote a couplet for the Baiyunyan Academy founded: "The status is high, and the sun and the moon always pass by; the door is open and the country is always seen in the palm of your hand." This is the lofty spiritual pursuit of the benevolent and ambitious people in the Great Heavenly Dynasty for thousands of years. In my opinion, it is appropriate to use this couplet on your God-instructing brother today. We must have such a state and pursuit. I believe that through unremitting efforts, our literary career in the Great Heavenly Dynasty will surely become a distinctive, high-level literary and academic institution, and will definitely make greater contributions to the promotion of the great cause of romanticism with characteristics of the Great Heavenly Dynasty.

Why can't you be happy and become less and less satisfied? God instructed my brother to say that he is dissatisfied with his current situation and cannot change his current situation. Most people are unhappy about this matter. In fact, unhappy people are often not lacking the ability to change the status quo. Almost all of them are lazy and afraid, so they just mingle and wait. As a result, they often never laugh out loud in their entire lives because they have not really done their best to do their own things. If we do our best from the beginning, everything may become different. So many people are still because of our own reasons. We cannot blame others for coming. We can only blame ourselves for not working hard, not being serious, and not focusing.

If I think simpler, have a purer vision, and have a normal mentality, I will lose a lot of inexplicable troubles. If I were not stupid mistakes in judgment and thought that people here like different things, passionate things, and enthusiastic authors, I would not come here to write, nor do I write these things anymore. I will definitely become a self that everyone likes a little bit, rather than the self that everyone doesn't like at all now. Really, I don't know how to do it. I know I was wrong, but I knew it too late and it was too late.

It made me sweat late now, and I turned off 4 kilograms in the past six months. I was already very thin, but now I am too thin and I am too thin. It's really, so pitiful, just like the refugees in Africa you see. Can you imagine how thin this is? How pitiful this is? How hungry this is? How long is this? Don't starve and get cold and have malnutrition? It's really terrible. You won't understand it. It's really terrible, so terrible that I can't describe it myself.

Yes, now thinking about it, maybe I care too much about what others think of me, so I feel so sad and sad. I can’t eat well and sleep well and wake up all kinds of things. Is this really menopause or writing phobia. I really can’t tell the difference, but the same thing is all men’s nightmare, all author’s nightmare, and all literary youth’s nightmare. Sometimes I tell myself: Don’t make things too difficult for yourself. Some people are not worthy of your heart; some things do not need to be engraved in memory all the time. Don’t wait until you can do anything to choose to go with the flow; don’t be forced to follow the situation because you have nothing to rely on. If you think you are happy, go find it; if you think you are worth it, go wait; if you think you are happy, cherish it.

Yes, we must try our best to achieve forgiveness and forgetfulness. Although there are flaws in our hearts, we always think that we have no hearts and will not be able to contain any impurities, but we will inevitably let this impurity penetrate into our hearts because of other things. For example, this light also has its dark side. However, we only see the light, and we always think that there is only light and no impurities here, so we cannot see any impurities. What I want to say is that we must be determined to do anything and not be shaken by anything bad. Once we are shaken, we can no longer do our best, so we cannot have any impurities. We must do the best possible.

Our God Instructed Ge knew that everything would happen early in the morning. He was always on guard against everything, worried about everything, and even had fantasies that he could change something, but everything had not changed. The facts were still like this, and there was no change, but he was still unwilling to accept it. However, you know, what can this unwillingness do? It is useless, and there is no soft use. It can only be like this. The facts are like this. It is useless to be unwilling to be unwilling, so you can only accept your fate, just like our God instructed his brother to say, "The contented one will always be happy!" Fortunately, he has always been a happy person, which is enough. However, he finally understood that nothing can be changed, and dreaming is not allowed in reality.

Just because she knew too much, she was not really happy, not really happy, not really free. Is she sad? What he knew was that some people were about to leave, and some people would never come here. This place could only be a quiet place, a place without worries, and is far away from the hustle and bustle of great writers. He told himself: "This is a quiet land, and it is also the only quiet land in this vast virtual online world. Our God is really happy and happy in writing here. I don't know whether others are happy or not, but what I want to say is that this God is sure to be very happy, really."

Some disasters are finally coming, and some people we always have to face. Although we always don’t want to face them, we still have to face them. This is life. It’s like we don’t like work, but people have to work; it’s like your God instructed my brother not to like writing, but once he writes it, it won’t be so easy to let go; it’s like I always thought I could write something different, but I didn’t expect that my ending would be so bad!
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