I don’t know what’s wrong. When I think of this, I feel all kinds of stomachache and discomfort when I go to work. Is this the legendary phobia and the disease has occurred again? I really don’t know what to do. Really, it feels very disgusting. This really has this feeling. Maybe only such people, cowardly people, will do this. Most strong people will not. I can’t believe how it happened like this. I just accidentally used up the rest time. I haven’t had enough fun yet, I haven’t had a good rest, I haven’t really tasted the taste of the New Year, I haven’t been able to celebrate the New Year well, is it over like this? I can’t believe it, it’s really too fast!

Haha, I have to go to work again, I have to start working day and night, I have to start this boring life again, and I have to start this infinite cycle of life again, what should I do? ~ Impulsive, irritable, sensitive, suspicious, for a long time, when I was in a very bad mood, I wondered if I was depressed. I remembered that when I was in college, because others had found my girlfriend, I couldn’t find my girlfriend, but I still couldn’t find my girlfriend. Later, I went to see a psychologist, and it turned out to be useful. What I needed was an outsider who didn’t comfort me, sympathize with me, and pointed out the person where my problem was. So I always believed that my money was not spent in vain, and this money was worth spending. Of course, I was afraid that my depressed mood would affect my life, my work, my future, and that would be really troublesome, so it is worth spending now.

Then today I searched for psychological counseling online and almost all charges, hundreds of hours a day, many times the same as before. I really can't believe it. After all, my income has not doubled, and the price has increased several times. How can we live like this working class? This psychologist has always emphasized that it is fair to charge for his own fees. This charge is in line with the guidance of doctors in this country. This charge is very cost-effective. After all, there is a discount for the Chinese New Year. After hearing his words, I vomited at that time because I was disgusted by him, and my own psychology, and the rapidly developing price level. Haha, my bitterness may not be over in three or four hours. The psychologist said that I was unwilling to pay. From a person's view of money, we can see that there are many people. Then, if I don't change my view of money, I will always live in a comfortable corner of my heart.

I don’t think there is anything wrong with living in a corner of my own psychological comfort. At least I can save money, at least I can’t live so tired, at least I can’t always be disgusted by this society! Of course, the doctor’s words are all right, and he is right to say this, at least he speaks from his own perspective, at least he speaks from the perspective of this service staff.

If I were from his position, I would say the same. I also hope that my customers would give me more money. I also hope that my customers would not always talk to me about the price. After all, our charges are sometimes really reasonable, but as a consumer, I always feel that they have paid too much, and that the price of the service staff is too high. On the contrary, this service staff always feels that they have obtained too little, which is not proportional to their efforts. They clearly feel that they have not collected too much, but the customers just don’t understand it. They really do it.

I think it is right. Because I want to live in a comfortable corner of my heart, I live in the house I rented. No one annoyed me when I live alone. I used to think that such a life is the most leisurely and free. But when I really live alone, we always feel that we are lonely, pitiful, and live a very lack of presence. Then, while enduring this discordant life, enjoying this ease, constantly complaining, and working hard on our own. I am afraid that I will lose such a life, so I will be really sad and upset.

I used to think that this independence means that only by living in my own house and living separately can we solve the conceptual generation gap between the two generations. But when I really do this, when I suffer a lot, when I live in loneliness, emptiness, and a world without people, yes, only after we are injured will we understand what is good and what is the best for us. However, I cannot quit my job alone and can still write hard alone. Yes, my hobbies can only be hobbies and will never become a part of your life.

Because you still have to live, you still have family, you still have your own work, you still have what you have to do, and you still have people you have to take care of. You cannot let any of your own party be hurt to satisfy your hobbies, because when we hurt others, we may not think that this is anything, but in the end we will hurt ourselves. So, just enjoy this kind of comfort in life in such reluctance and dislike. In fact, the problem is that. You don’t like the incorrect way of writing, but what can you do can’t be changed, and there is no time anymore, because this time will only come less and less, and there will not be more and more. We should cherish it when we don’t cherish it. When we want to cherish it, we realize that the preciousness of this time is.

I know that sometimes my temper is not very good, and I always tend to become impulsive and irrational. I often feel that communication is a problem. I admit that I have bias towards this vast online world. The discomfort and irritability accumulated over a long period of time have caused it to be unable to live in peace and write well, but I don’t want the relationship to worsen. Our God instructed the teacher to say that what I want to learn is emotional management. Well, yes, I am easily influenced by emotions.

I want to say everything in my heart, but I don’t want to tell my friends that I can only ask our doctor for it. Fortunately, this doctor doesn’t charge money. This free complaint doctor is really great and difficult to find. Maybe I have too much time to treat her as a doctor than I have to treat her as a friend, so our miracle doctor knows me very well, but I don’t know her at all.

I feel that sometimes I am angry is not my sincere heart, nor is it that I cannot manage my temper. It is just that sometimes I really want to vent, but who can tolerate us venting in this world? Apart from the people around us and who else is there except our relatives? Sometimes we relies on our parents' tolerance to us to lose our temper. Although we always regret it afterwards, sometimes we really love our parents and know that they will not be angry, so we can use this to play with our helplessness. This is also a kind of helplessness for us.

Yes, I just hope that our parents will not be hurt because of our excessiveness, I hope that the family affection between us can resolve all unhappiness, I hope that the traditional family affection of our great dynasty can tolerate everything as it says! I was wrong, I hope you don’t mind coming. I didn’t mean it, but I was really tired, I really worked hard, I really wanted to act coquettishly in front of you, but I don’t know what happened that we won’t act coquettishly when we grew up, we learned to vent our anger, and we also became overly. Is this what we call growing up? If so, I really wouldn’t grow up.

And I don’t know the pain of my writing and no one understands my own misfortune. Maybe sometimes we readers will really gloat, but you really can’t do this. After all, we all just want to find happiness. When we come to this vast and fake network, we hope that we can come here to be happy, not pain. I think no one wants to come here to be painful, and no one wants to be unhappy. Yes, we can’t tell our family, because we can’t worry parents, so a professional needs to analyze my problem from an outsider’s perspective. Even if I scold me, why not do it as long as I can wake me up?

Maybe it’s like when we were kids we would ask our parents, if we would make you angry one day, would you forgive us?

The answer we get is always yes, and the same is true. Our parents will tell us: We will forgive you. No matter what you do to make us angry, we will forgive you. Don’t ask us why? Because we trust you, and also because you know I love you.

Yes. This is the most important thing we learn from our parents in our lives, which is "love", which is our parents, which is also our family affection. This is something that cannot be separated from anything, which is our blood relationship!

Mom will also say to us kindly: Then you must also believe in your mother. You know that the person who loves you the most in the world is her. If she wants to control you, let.her. Because she truly loves you and can always compare to anyone, so don’t be thrown down by your anger. Just think quietly about who is the person you care about the most in this world, and also think about who else in this world can always tolerate you and care about you.

OK. We always open our eyes wide, indicating that we are very sincere, and that we are very honest in answering.

You must be strong and not fall down, because you have more important things to do, which is very important to us. My mother always encourages and supports me, and has never given up on me, and has always wanted to cheer for me!

OK. I also understand my parents’ good intentions for us, and we will answer her very affirmatively.

If you want to talk, call me and I will listen. This is our parents’ only promise when I left. This promise seems very simple, but it encompasses the heavy love between parents. I think anyone can feel it!
Chapter completed!