Talk to friends, understand the world, understand yourself, get along with yourself, get along with others, get along with the world, day after day, slowly get better. Pain is also rich pain, and if you have problems, you are walking on the road, knowing that you are working hard, have the courage, get better little by little. Many gratitudes are here. We want to thank our God for instructing our brother. He is a very great person, he gave us such a different feeling, it is him who made us understand the principles of being a person and doing things, it is him who let us know what literature is. Be a realist, do impossible things. Come on, a man like God.

When my father went to work in the field when he was a child, my mother was doing this housework while shaking me in the car, and then making me happy. At that time, I was really happy. I didn’t want to be so old. I hugged me and took photos under the ginkgo tree in front of the door, leaving behind the most ugly group photo of our lives. Tied a swing under the tree, bought a kite, and ordered an English newspaper for me (this is the most nonsense thing, obviously a waste of money, but fortunately I had a sister here, and my mother said that you can still show it to my sister after reading it. What was the result? My brother and sister all silently threw it aside and we went to play with each other).

When I went to the provincial capital to find relatives, I bought overalls that I could only wear after about two years. When I put on this overalls, the girls in our village liked me. At that time, they were young and handsome. This was called handsome when they were young. Usually they had to grow up and become disabled when they grew up. This is the biggest tragedy in human history. Alas, I was so handsome when I was a child, so I was so cute when I was young. When I got older, I changed my whole body and no longer attracted people. I didn’t like girls anymore, and I didn’t like them anymore. Anyway, the gods used to be floating, but now there is only one who looks too ordinary!

My old man went out to work at the age of nine and a half. My mother and I stayed in the village to live. I studied and she farmed. Our life was also leisurely, leisurely, at least we didn’t have to worry about life. Seeing other people’s children still had to worry about the tuition, and I didn’t need to worry about it, I laughed. I think I have lived in a good family, but now looking at these people who had not studied before, all of them were very promising. I, a person who claimed to be a study, became this soft-looking person.

I was drunk, I was really broken, this is called really not hurt. Therefore, our destiny is not clear. It is not what we think, no one is the blessing of the present and the future is our disaster. We don’t know what we thought at the beginning, but now we seem to be our blessing? This is a blessing of the blessing of the good or bad, and no one can tell whether it comes to meet it. So don’t laugh too early like your God instructs your brother. No one knows what the ending will be until the end, right!

From the fifth grade to the third grade of senior year, in eight years, my mother cooked and washed clothes for our brother and sister, combed my sister's twisted braids and tried to sing, taught us table tennis, military chess, flutes, and played with us. She was always afraid that I would fall asleep on a rural passenger car and throw things away. Every time I went home on holiday, I would pick me up every time I went home, although my family was only 30 minutes away from our school, I got home at around 7 o'clock in the morning, and started texting me at four or five o'clock. From the first to junior year, my mother went home 1,614 times, and you picked me up 1,614 times.

When I received the call, I didn't seem to say anything, saying I'll hang up or give it to my dad. It's not like my dad and I say a lot every time. The key is that my dad is rich. I don't tell him who gives me pocket money, I want to go online! Oh, fortunately he doesn't know. If he knew that most of the living expenses I had in college, I would use it to go online. Do you think he would beat me to death? I think this should definitely be sure, haha. I urge my dad to buy me all kinds of things and let me dress myself up, don't make it like a long-time worker in our old society. If I want to have a girl I like, don't give up. This requires money, so I tell you old man that as long as you can get this girl, everything will depend on you. We rural people are fathers at your age, so don't be afraid and go bravely.

It's okay. If something happens, we will come to you to propose marriage. You know, they will give it to me if they ask for money by chasing girls. But this fee can only be used on girls. This must be reimbursed. If this is used in other places, such as online, my old man said, "Believe it or not, I can kill you with just one slap!" I laughed, I must believe it. I am not a warrior. I can't stand it, and I don't have this defense either! In addition, I'm anemia and my blood is less. I really can't stand my old man's slap. But the old man's openness really made me look at him with admiration. This is the blood color that our rural people should have! Let me tell you: "Who is afraid of whom!"

It’s just that you know, what others ask you to support you must be something you are 100% unwilling to do, and it is something you won’t do, so others support you so much. If you know you will do it, for example, let me go online, would you see, my old man say support me? Once upon a time, I also wanted to find a fake girlfriend to reimburse the Internet fee, but I am really not such a person, I can’t do such a thing, and I don’t have time to do such a person. I am such a face-saving person, how could I just find a girlfriend I don’t like?

Of course, this is a scam. Scholars like us disdain to do such things. We are polite and honest, so we are also very well-educated and we can do such shameless things. Haha, I really don’t have this, but my old man encouraged me very much. I just didn’t know whether I was stupid or simple at that time. I just couldn’t think about it, so I delayed my own affairs. Now I think about it. Let me pay attention to dressing up and talk to me seriously to make sure I am not too picky to find a girlfriend.

In the college entrance examination, I was very frustrated in mathematics, Chinese, English, and science. I didn’t get it well. I didn’t get it all. I was drunk. I didn’t get it when I wanted it. When I didn’t want it, I was often said to be 25. I really couldn’t hurt. If I was really 25, how could I not get it even if I did, so I was not really 25. Right, because I didn’t even get it. Okay, I admit that I was not even as good as this 25! I know you were disappointed, but you didn’t say anything. You wanted me to study veterinary medicine, but I didn’t listen to your advice. I chose a very nonsense major. I regret it now, and you didn’t say anything.

When I was in college, I knew that it was too far for me. I went to a university not far from our village. I told you that this was to take care of you. In fact, I couldn’t get through the exam, so I would have a slap. If I could get through the exam with my score, I would like to go out and have a look. But I didn’t have the opportunity to do it myself. If I didn’t do it myself, I wouldn’t be able to do it. I thought about repeating the exam. I said, “Dad gives me a year’s chance, but I don’t have the opportunity to do it myself. I thought about it. I was under great pressure and sent a text message saying that the tortoise and hare raced, crows drink water and kitten fishing.

The night before the college entrance examination, I called and cried and told you, "I can't remember anything, I'm a slut, I really can't do it!" I'm not the material for studying, I'm dizzy when I see this book now. I really can't study. I'd better come back and get a farmland with you. I'm crying so hard that I can't stop this! You said it's okay, you can remember it on the court. I thought I didn't do well in the exam, so I went to internship. I started crying on the way after five o'clock every day on the way. I called home, and you said, are you so short of money? Dad raised you. After graduating from college, you thought I was closer to home. I said big cities were very good and you didn't say anything.

You think work is the most important thing. I said I want to take the civil service exam, and you support me. But I haven't passed the exam for more than ten years. I don't know if you will be very sad! You didn't say anything, I said I couldn't find a job even if I couldn't take the exam, and you said, "You raise me." I know you and my mother have always felt guilty, saying that when I grew up, I followed you around and endured hardships, and there were no good conditions, but Dad, I know you gave me the best you can give. In 1977, the college entrance examination was restored, and you were 30 years old, and you didn't have the opportunity to take the college entrance examination, so you wanted to leave this opportunity to take the college entrance examination to us, but we were not doing our best and disappointed you.

Yes, you were born from that poor farmer, so you suffered all the hardships of this rural child, so you didn’t want us to suffer such hardships, so you offered us your studies, you were all for our own good, but we didn’t know how to cherish and let your hope for us down. You and me, two generations, decades, two generations of youth, you have a dream that your children can go from the countryside to the highest degree in the best place to learn from the Great Heavenly Kingdom, and then everything goes smoothly. This is your greatest hope for us, but we don’t, and we don’t think we are too unhappy, whether it’s study, life, career, love or marriage. I just got so bad, why are you so unlucky?
Chapter completed!