Once a person passes this thirty, he will feel sad all kinds of things. And this sadness is really everywhere, which makes me unable to stand it. No matter whenever I think about it, I will remember that I am old, this is not possible, that is not possible, I dare not do anything, and I dare not think about anything. I can only quietly be at the exit of the intersection of life, not knowing where my life should go. Sometimes, if you think about it, you will feel that this time is too fast, the sadness that is everywhere in life comes, and I don’t know how to go in the direction of my life. There is a man who loves to fight very much. I am stronger than any man, and I will write harder than any author.

I live alone, but if I return to my sad city, I am afraid that negative energy will crush me. Maybe I can work smoothly in the city and live a fulfilling life every day, but I never have a sense of belonging in my body and mind. After all, there is never my home. I also have a timid man in my heart. I hope to find a stable job to retire, find a wife in my hometown who can live a lifelong life, and my wife takes care of my husband and children. I do my writing, and I can take care of both parents. My parents are short of family life, but I have never met such a person so far, and I am afraid I can't rely on it.

The more superficial we chat with the blind date girl, the more polite we are, the more we are, the more we are timid. Can this still mean we can't chat? In fact, who can't chat, it depends on whether you are talking with care and whether you can let go of your own constraints and not take any consideration. I don't believe that we are still not having the content of the chat.

Yes, I really seem to be a bad person at this time. As a man, I shouldn't be like this. Even chatting is so timid, and I'm afraid that I will be serious. Are we very hypocritical? People like us are too timid and too cowardly. If we don't even dare to talk seriously and responsibly in a relationship, it's no wonder we can't continue, and it's no wonder we think that the other party can't chat. Yes, you think so too.

When I heard from the blind date girl, I said that I still like to watch Korean dramas, and there is also a little bit of artist understanding, especially when I always have hope for life and is not so pessimistic, I still agree with my feelings. I think that our life must be like this, we must live happily and live freely, and make our lives comfortable, so that we can maintain the best state to face our unpredictable daily pursuit of knowledge. So the kind name of blind date is a happy-looking group.

Of course, if someone praises a rich child, you are a "optimistic" or praises him for his casual life and does not pursue it deliberately! But if others say that our children from the countryside are a "optimistic", especially those who have nothing like me, and there is no such family, and say that people like us are a "optimistic" person, do you think it sounds awkward? Do you mean to scold us? Although I am happy to say that others are from the "optimistic", it depends on who says it, why is our blind date girl so harsh?

Although I am a happy person like this, I am also a happy person like this. I just say that I have a good personality and can be open-minded. I can't say that I have no pursuit, I can't say that I have no ambitions, I can't say that I am not motivated! You know, girls nowadays like that their boyfriends are very motivated, so if others know that I am an "optimistic" and don't know how to be motivated, what will others think of me! So, some words are very suitable for others, but not all people are very suitable for them. Some people are quite unsuitable because I can't say that I am not motivated, I can only say that I am pregnant but not satisfied. What can I do?

But why does it feel so awkward to her? Think about it, a rural person has no pursuit, no ideal, and no hobbies (there is a hobby called writing, but this is not a hobby, this is persistence, because this can no longer become my hobby. I can only say that the reason I have never given up is because I am persistent, otherwise, if anyone else, I would have given up such a hobby without any soft use.)

Recently, I have really understood that I hate the fact that people like us don’t live well, and they don’t live well. They say these genius words. Are you deliberately attacking us? Yes, you just say whatever you have and pretend to be! How can you always maintain the attitude of the optimist in this world? That’s an obvious lie. People like us often use self-mockery words. This is not our true thoughts, and we are not such people. So we must tell the truth, and we must tell the truth that we live well, but we are not good, and we are not good every day. We still pretend to be awesome. Is there such a need? What is the "Opinion"? I laughed when I think about it.

Sometimes when we say that we are not doing well, we may feel a little embarrassed, and it may make some people look down on us, and it may make some people laugh at us. They will only pity you, but will not help others, so we always pretend to be a good life. Let others think that we are living well, so people like us are obviously very distressed, but we still keep this smile to treat our lives.

This is our way of life, and it is also a way for us to resolve this life contradiction! In fact, generally, those who keep smiling all the time, know how hard and tired they are in their hearts? When others look at their smiles, they think they are doing well. When they see others unhappy, they think they are doing badly. Isn’t it too one-sided? What do you think?

Some people don’t like it, but some people like it because if we are passers-by, we like to tell the truth, but we think we won’t communicate with others at all, and then when we tell the truth, it is often the most hurtful thing, because at this time we are very irresponsible, and what we say is irresponsible. Thinking that we are just passers-by and don’t want to make friends with others, we don’t have the idea of ​​showing goodwill, but want to add ill words. People who tell the truth like this are also very vicious. I have met such people, but unfortunately I have never reported them. This is my regret.

We like to treat people who talk about dissatisfaction and complaints as honest people, thinking that such people are those who tell the truth and are sincere people. In fact, people like them are not real. They just want to satisfy their perverted minds, but they just want to show off their ability to curse, without a responsible attitude, but without such people.

Of course, there are also objective people who evaluate objectively. We are very grateful for the pertinent comments of such people, which makes us very enjoyable. And we always feel a little more empathetic in others. In fact, life is very tiring. If you always live like this, it wouldn’t be too tired! Alas, if you don’t talk about this, it’s too sad to say this. I just hope that those who don’t understand us don’t make judgments easily and comment easily.

Alas, I am not an ordinary person. I am happy, happy, bitter, tired, and sad! This is life, this is autobiography, isn’t it? It’s impossible for me to write books so hard, and it’s not easy for me to do it every day! I can say that I have read many books, but none of them are flesh and blood like the one I wrote, haha.

It’s not that I can’t write about love, but that you know I am so old, so I can’t have any love. I just want to find an ordinary person to live a simple life, and I don’t want long-lasting love that has to be dependent on life and death. This is too tiring, and I can’t find such a person. Even if I can, others may not be able to do it, right? My only love is my soul, and my soul wants to have a good rest and have a nap so that I will have the energy to talk to you. This is also my greatest freedom.

Alas, day by day, things are getting more and more, and I don’t have time to write about it in the future. I’m feeling a little lost now, I don’t know if it’s a complaint or a kind of disappointment. But this time is always needed like this. I always feel that it’s rare that I’m going to pass quickly. But when I don’t need it, it’s really like the years. You should have the experience of me. At this time, no one comes to comfort me, and our blind date girl doesn’t come to comfort me. She always says she’s very busy. It’s really time for two people to be together. Sometimes when you’re busy, I’m very idle; but sometimes when I get busy, you’re not busy, you’re idle again;
Chapter completed!