One day you will not need a passionate love. All you want is a person who will not leave you. When it is cold, he will give you a coat, when it is uncomfortable, he will give you a cup of hot water, when it is sad, he will give you a big hug, and stay by your side and accompany you through every road in the years. There is no reason for true happiness. As long as you smile more than tears, you will find the right person. Many times, you obviously don’t think that way in your heart, but you can’t control yourself and say the opposite. Are we too attached to the so-called self-esteem, or are we all used to being verbal? I always think of those black fans, and say that others don’t understand it in one day. Have you read it carefully? Have you read it carefully? Have you ever written a note of one word? Have you ever thought about why others write it like this? If you have nothing, you have no say, right?

I'm going to have a trough, is this God of Love, our little thing called Cupid, is this arrow shot too hard, has it shot through my heart, otherwise, it can't hurt like this! It can't make me feel so uncomfortable! It can't make me feel bloody! It can't make me cry, it can't make me cry, it can't make me cry, it can't make me feel beautiful! You don't know that I treat every time we meet as our beautiful encounter, I attach great importance to it! I have tried my best, I have no intention of not taking it to this heart. I am not such a person, nor is I a person who can't work hard, you know this.

It’s a pity that what you value is not what others value! I think that my very excellent parts are not something that others appreciate. What I don’t value is that our shortcomings are what others value. This is life. No one can achieve this perfection! I can’t, and I can’t make me very perfect in her eyes! But I still try my best to make myself perfect, and I don’t want others to think that I am not good enough. If I want to do it, I will still work hard to do it. This is my personality! The love I have been looking forward to may just be like my dream, but it is just a fantasy of mine. I have always imagined that it is the most beautiful experience in my life, not the worst experience. This is where each of us has this beautiful expectation for the future, but our expectations are just our fantasy. But reality is often not as beautiful as we imagine, so we are sad!

I want to love, love someone well, care about someone, and feel someone. Of course, I also hope that she can love me. Even if you are me, she can love me like I love her! This is our little hope. Because there was a little accident last time, this one came with a little tail. She probably was very unhappy. Is there someone to accompany this blind date? I don’t think it’s just a normal meeting. At the beginning, I admit that I didn’t take her seriously after seeing the photos. This is very normal. This is very normal.

It's not on camera, so I don't think that this photo must be my own. We often find that this person is more beautiful than the photo! So I am also looking forward to such a thing, and I haven't encountered such good things. I deeply feel that this girl is ugly than this photo. This makes me unable to bear it. This is ugly, and I can't accept it when I look at the photo. I am even more ugly than this photo. What do you think about me? Of course I can't be calm.

So this time I decided to change my mind. I want to be a good man again. I want to start over. I want to dress myself up and meet my girlfriend. I use my personal charm, I use my handsomeness, I want to show my good side. I can't let her be disappointed with me anymore. I think as long as I am good, she will change her appearance, she will be attracted to me. I really think I can do it, and this is definitely not possible. I think as long as she gives me a chance, I will try to change her impression of me. I want to show my good things, and I can't be as second as before.

Although I am at this age, the middle-aged literary and artistic middle-aged literary and artistic middle-aged charm. This does not mean that once I pass this period of literary and artistic youth, I will definitely go downhill. This is also a person with the temperament of literary and artistic middle-aged and then inspired by my small universe. Maybe there will be new and more powerful things! For example, this, okay, I haven’t thought about it yet. It’s not too late to write it again. If you don’t rush, look for it slowly and discover it slowly. It will always make me find it, and there will always be a day of discovery.

But I think that middle-aged people in our literary and artistic ages all have something called "good mentality". This thing is amazing. This makes us not look old. Just like what our landlord said, "I am so old or so literary! It's really an old and unreasonable thing! Our landlord and sister say that she has no culture and doesn't understand! This is called cultural and elegant things. If you don't understand, don't talk nonsense. This is called connotation, this is called literary and artistic cells, this is called taste, okay! If you don't, you don't understand, you can't say that other people's things are not good! I think I'm just fine. Do you know how many girls are attracted by my literary and artistic cells? It's not that I'm blowing, I tell you that this girl is attracted by my literary and artistic temperament, there are more girls than your tenants. This is amazing!

The landlord told me: "Okay, you have literary temperament! You should keep this to deceive the little girls. I won't be able to get rid of your tricks. Let me get out of here immediately. Don't let your literary temperament be so disgusting to me?"

I saw that she didn't understand and said that she didn't understand the shift, so I was too lazy to tell her. You can't understand this person like her. So I said, "I can't communicate with people like you, and I can't communicate with you at all. I still want to communicate with you like this. I'm just a stupid person. How can you understand this? You can't understand it even after I said it, and you can't understand it. We are not on the same spiritual level. We have a generation gap, and it looks very big, big, and can't get along."

The landlord and the little sister were upset when she heard this. What does this mean is that this is not a spiritual level? Who is on the same spiritual level as you? I have no problems, how can you be on the same spiritual level as you? Then our landlord and the little sister said, is this person on the same level as you? Are the people who hit this child yesterday? If so, if I meet them, I will not slap them to death. I will not let them go this day, and you said that I will be beaten to death by me?

When I heard that this landlord was too violent, I didn’t want to talk to him. I left and I wanted to find a girlfriend. I think only my future girlfriend can understand me! Only then can I understand me and understand my inner feelings!

Some people say it takes ten years to sharpen a sword, but I don’t know if this sentence is right, but I think it is too fast to sharpen a sword in ten years. People like me, who are slow-paced, have used this to write a book for thirty years. We are writing with our own lives! So we cannot understand others, and others cannot understand us, because the pursuit is different, the spiritual level is also different, what we think, read, and the times we live in are also different. Therefore, it is not easy to get the understanding and recognition of others, but I will still focus on my own novels, because this is not only a matter of my own face, but also my perception of this life. I always say that I have any great insights.

But if I can’t even write, what’s the use of this amazing insight? Who will remember it? I used my technique to write a diary from a primary school student. This is not for writing a diary, but for writing a madman’s diary. I dare to point at Ruson. This is my arrogance. If you can understand Ruson’s novels, you can also understand my novels. Many things are metaphors. This cannot be said very clearly, and this cannot be written very clearly! I think there should be no one in this style. This is the one who can achieve this, but my writing style is not good, but the ideas and novelty I write! This is no one can compare with this. This history is allowed to pass. Only those who create this history will remember it. This person who stays in history will be forgotten!

Alas, it's so amazing. This technique is so amazing. No one can understand it. This is a must. This is domineering. You won't understand the domineering spirit of God. It takes thirty years to approach a dream. I still like to write my own style in my own way. Even if it is not accepted by the world, I am still myself, and I am still let go. The unruly God commanded me, no one is me, and no one can compare to me. Some people, some love, we will spend our whole life remembering some things and some dreams, and we can still cry for it at night. Even if my whole face is wet, I never regret the once arrogant self.
Chapter completed!