Chapter 691 Friends 2
When I heard why this is! I was just writing quietly. I was calling someone to provoke whom. How could this become the current public resentment? But this does not affect my mood, nor does it affect my writing. You know, I have been used to it. It is necessary to have controversy in this good novel, and it is understandable. If there is no controversy in such a good novel, the author is sad. Whether you like it or not, this is your opinion, and it can only represent the voice of a very small part of you! But this is just a small episode in the journey of writing my novel. I told the Glasses Emperor that you don’t have to worry about this. So you can feel at ease.
Seeing that I didn't listen to advice, I was still very persistent, I said I was speechless and continued to play with his computer. I looked bored at the newly renovated floor of their house, and suddenly jumped up, stomped on it like an vent, then fell on it and rolled again and again, very uncomfortable. After lying on the floor for 6 minutes and 66 seconds, I felt that he ignored me, so I got up by myself, thinking: "No if, no one dares not like me, I am all the time.
He was trampling on him to death. I hadn't met this person who didn't like me yet. When I met him, I would trampl all of them to death." I finished venting this, and I sat quietly on the sofa to read my novels and rob my red envelopes. This is not a matter of doing it, and it will not affect my appearance at all. If I knew who didn't read my book seriously, don't blame me for being merciless, and then I jumped up and stepped on you all to death.
I stood up as if I had a clear understanding, patted the dust on my body, and didn't notice that I was still playing games. I was surprised at all. I was still happy. I heard a deep and distant voice saying, "Actually, we are all very young, and there is still a chance in this novel. Come on, come on! We all support you, sometimes you just look a little resentful, but everyone hopes that you are a good friend. This is a friend for decades. If you can't do this little thing, how dare you talk about a friend." When I saw it, it seemed that I was scared by me, and this was scared by my anger. I just said, don't make me angry. If I make me angry, I'm afraid of this myself.
Then, I went downstairs to tease their big dog "little glasses". At the corner of the stairs, I accidentally glanced at him behind him, shaking his head and saying, "Oh, this kid is so fucked and crazy again. This is also a big-name person. How can this child have such a temper? It really makes others feel particularly anxious. If it weren't for our friends, you would write millions of words. If it were two or three clicks, you said he would be crazy, probably even more serious than now! Forget it, who told us that we were friends, just do what our friends should do silently! Don't talk about what we paid, only we know what we paid! Maybe no one would know, this is a friend!"
I am lonely, but I am not short of friends around me. Brother Chengzu said that I was a person who shines everywhere. I laughed at that time. Haha, this person who has achieved success is in a good mood to praise, this is happy, this is proud. In the eyes of others, I am a sunny, strong, confident and conceited person. Whenever this happens, I admire the cleverness of my ancestors and created such a word: handsome. This word is really good. This word is really appropriate. This word is really appropriate. This word is really appropriate. This word is really just like this word. This word really means that I am too perfect. Maybe only such people are suitable for this word! Haha, with a small proud look, I don’t care what he says behind me, and I don’t have to care too much about it.
Sometimes I look at others' happiness and I bless them. I also feel very happy. Sometimes I am envious, sometimes I am jealous, but too much hate! I hate this person very much when showing love in front of me. I think this is a mortal thing. This is a mortal thing, especially when showing love in front of me. This is a mortal thing. But my weakness is revealed in the blessings. Don't mention such things, this is a bad mood when you mention it. I laughed with my companions, and at that moment, I was really happy.
However, after the people left, my friends left. I was still lonely, and I still couldn't find this reason to continue to be happy. I used to think that writing would make me happy, but this really didn't come, and I really didn't feel it. I was also working hard, but I seemed to understand very well, but I didn't understand why. Do you think I should understand? I still didn't understand? No matter what, maybe it's just like this silently. I'm chasing a dream, but the end of the dream may be another dream, or the dream has no end at all, what does this dream look like, where does this dream lead me, will this dream make me never find happiness?
I have been looking for the exit of my own dream, but I just want to find the next entrance, just like the cow pattern connected to the end, just like this one million words, two million words, three million words, when will this end? So, I was confused in these dreams.
What should I do? I said how to relieve my worries, only Du Kang! Ah, where are you, Du Kang!
But the Glasses Emperor told me: How to relieve worries is the only way to write.
Are you laughing at me? When is this time? I am still making such jokes. Who are you? Why is this so bad? Can you not mention that this makes me sad when you are so sad! You are not persuading others, you are pushing people into the fire pit! Why did I make friends like you? Can you say something good? For example, let's talk about something noble! I am competitive, just like my father gave me the name "God Instruction" and it was domineering, but it was of high quality: This God
Once the command was issued, there was almost no one else, and there were fewer people reading books, and even less people who didn't read books. Once, someone said that I was disgusting him, and he would never read books again. I said that if you don't read, you won't read. Who would be scared? You said that this is the case? If you don't read books, it's my fault. I have never seen such a person who doesn't want to be good. Some people say that I just have this wrong idea of writing in an era when I shouldn't write! Even if I am lonely, I will not stop my own pace. As I said, the pioneers are always lonely.
Maybe you will become a scholar like the Glasses Emperor, but I think I can’t become a scholar, I can only become a passerby, this is my only ending! Sometimes I also want to sigh for my thinking that jumps too fast like this Fantexi: This child is crazy again, just ignore him, once we pay attention to him, we will lose. Do you think I will care?
For the promise and for my three million words of vow, I felt that I would fight. I knew I could not write it anymore. I didn’t have the mood anymore, nor did I have the energy I was so excited back then. Now I only surrendered, I lost, and I lost to my own temper. I think I was too willful and did not take this writing seriously. Sometimes I want to abandon unruly and make myself become open-minded. I want to write without restraints, and I want to have the rewards I should have. But all this seems to be getting farther and farther away, without a marginal look. Sometimes we still be careful in words and deeds, be honest and seek reason, and only seek peace of mind. For the sake of promise, I get up from the pain of disillusionment and start over. Can I start over? But I really won’t be reborn. Is it rare that I have to be reborn? But I can’t do it, either.
I endured the sadness and walked forward, stumbled all the way, oh, I fell down again, I stumbled this father-in-law, you stumbled me again, this has been so many years! I didn't expect you to forget our holiday! It seems that we will definitely have a battle, either you fall down, or I fall down! Haha, I am so willful, and I can't be afraid. In a trance, I saw the smiles of readers again, and everyone told me that this book is written too well, and this really looks very good. I told them that you only know now! Damn it, when is this time, when I write, where are you when I update it! I am speechless, it would be great if you discovered me earlier!
I don’t think about it anymore, but I feel sad when I think too much. N years ago, my friends saved me with their sense of responsibility, so that I no longer sink into the big pit of writing. I just didn’t expect that I just came out of the game pit and jumped into the big pit of writing. Everyone looked at me and said that I wanted me to reflect on this big pit, and let me jump into this big pit casually, so that I would be willful and not discuss with everyone, and I would write with great enthusiasm. Isn’t this here to seek death? What else is there to say, it’s just seeking death.
From then on, when they saved me from this game world, I regarded them as the most important friends in my life. That year, Glasses told me that his hometown was a literary and artistic township, and his pride was beyond words. This was said to him, and I told him that our village was a nationally renowned literary and artistic village, and that the name was first received. Then, I specially found this classic, and finally I convinced the Glasses Emperor to admit that our village is much more niubi than their village.
At that time, I thought, if I went to his hometown to study, would I become very literary? Well, I didn’t even become very literary even when I studied in our village, so I probably didn’t use any soft things to go to their hometown. I shouldn’t think so much, and just write well. Even if I live in another place, I can still feel the warmth of home. Perhaps it’s fate, the university that I can find that is most suitable for me is really in her hometown. I am surrounded by chaos, impetuousness and anxiety. His literary temperament will never be as good as mine. Although he is already a well-known scholar, I am still not here, but I still feel that I am much more than him, because I understand, he doesn’t understand, well, he understands, and I don’t understand.
Chapter completed!