What others think of you has nothing to do with you, and how you want to live, it has nothing to do with others. All the choice lies with you, not by others, so you don’t have to pay attention to what others think of you, and do yourself so that others won’t have anything to say. Some people miss it, but they miss it. Although you still like each other, the crossroads of time can no longer be crossed. When you should cherish it, you didn’t cherish it, just blindly hurting and avoiding each other, and the distance is getting farther and farther away, and this person will no longer have the opportunity to truly understand each other and can no longer integrate into other people’s lives.

Now that I am really lonely, I realize that she has a place in my heart. But no matter how hard I tried, I would not bring us closer. I thought this meant that we could never walk together. So sometimes I wanted to stop as soon as possible and didn’t want to fall too deep. I was afraid that it would be a person who was trapped in the quagmire of love and felt uncomfortable. If you didn’t come to save me, I could only fall deeper and deeper, and in the end I couldn’t even drive myself.

So when I wanted to have an appointment, what were you thinking? Everything was slowly waiting for this ending without any result. Or we didn’t even leave a little miss, we would disappear in each other’s world like this. I thought I could live very open-mindedly, but I didn’t. I also thought I could not think of you, but I didn’t. Why can you do this thing that I can’t do? Are you so cruel? Are you just trying to hurt my heart like this?

I don't know what you think, what kind of thoughts you have, but I hope you can face your own heart honestly. After all, this love is a matter of two people, not a matter of me alone. I cannot bless you with your thoughts, and I cannot force you to date me. This is your freedom and your own choice. I just hope that we can treat each other carefully and cherish our fate. Because this encounter is really not easy, and this so-called appropriateness and love at first sight are not something we can meet just by wanting it.

I don't want our blind date to eventually evolve into a plot in the movie, which is the bloody plot: I loved so deeply at the beginning, but now I have to live in the same environment as a hostile person, one torture and the other to bear it. No one wants to make themselves unhappy, and no one owe anyone what they do. I just feel guilty and tolerate it in every way. If time can be repeated, I don't know if I will go back to the past. Unfortunately, the green plums withered and bamboo horses grow old and there will be no intersection again. In the end, we are just two people with no connection. I will really be very sad.

Sometimes I ask myself, where is my own knowledge, where is my dream, and whether my heart will change. Where is this popularity, where is this time, how can this person be so ignorant? Sometimes one person droops the valley and hundreds of people fall into dreams. The world is just a book. The title of the book can only be called "God's Instruction" and cannot be called any other name. Sometimes we go step by step, and our thoughts are bright, and we think this is our wisdom. But how many bright moonlight, how many bright talents, how many literati and scholars, what we are coldly watching others, and what we are just shuddering.

For life or this hobby or our career, we are often just a person, a place, and a lifetime of life. We strive for our career, a roll of bead curtains, a leaf, a piece of each other, a lot of idle people, gossip, and useless discussions. Our personality has changed, and we become less and less confident of the past. When the pressure increases, when our career continues to suffer setbacks, when our time is wasted every minute. We still have a few more people who can still be the same as before. What we wear out is not only our edges, but also our personality, and our tenacity!

I always thought I could endure it, I could endure it like this, I could not care about any gains and losses, I always wanted to be a calm person. So I tried hard to change my moral character and deepen my own cultivation, and I thought that as long as I did this, I could face my own life easily. But it was just the erosion of time, but it was not what I thought, so I didn’t have to care about it. Yes, in the city, we are in this city, each of us was swallowed by our own. It not only swallowed the pulse of our souls, but also swallowed our dreams, turning us into people without dreams, and turning us into this weak person. I don’t want this thought to block the broader horizons of our own. Sometimes, as long as we try to break through, we can walk the world, how long we have to go, how far we have to go, what we have to go, maybe we don’t know, we don’t want to know, we can’t know!

But we have no regrets and never give up. It is the greatest persistence! Sometimes we not only cheer for the winner, but also cheer for the persistent person. This persistent person is also our hero and the object of our respect. We happily welcome the hero in our hearts, and we think this is the other side we are pursuing that we cannot reach. So we cheer for the people we are respected, because they are really our pride. Sometimes heroes in this world may lack a little sense of existence, so a cheer will take many years to forge their dreams. We should not envy, because everyone's success is obtained through their hard work.

So we are envious, we might as well try to be people like them. As long as we work hard, we believe that we can become people like them, we can succeed. Because people like us still have dreams, this is the greatest motivation for our lives. As long as we have this dream, our lives will go longer. So I don’t want to talk about success here, because I have never been, so I don’t need to talk about success, because I know that this is impossible to learn. Time, you are still in the past, and you can’t help but push them forward. We can only keep moving forward, and we have no way out.

Because we are no longer young, we have no chance to do it again, and we have used up our opportunities. Now we are the only way out for us. We do not continue to follow the footsteps of our predecessors, and we know that we are just a latecomer. So we should not want to compare ourselves with others. Only by constantly enriching ourselves, constantly enhancing our own qualities, and constantly perfecting ourselves, can we keep up with others. We should not always want to surpass others. Some people are already gods, and this can no longer be surpassed. No matter how hard we try, we cannot surpass them.

So I just need to keep up silently and not fall behind, so that we have the opportunity to reach the end, right? So this longing for happiness, the influence of knowledge, one step, one word, one stroke, fall into the ruthless world, and hitting our own bumpy destiny. This may be a cold situation, the warmth and coldness of human relationships, and no one can learn from the wind and clouds. But we can keep working hard, and we still have the opportunity to work hard, which is good. What people fear most is not failure, what we fear is that we have no chance to work hard, and this is the most terrifying. This is our saddest thing. Now we are still very lucky, at least we can have the opportunity to come. As long as we have this opportunity, are we still afraid that we have no future? Believe in ourselves, we can do it, and we must do it.

I think, what kind of person you find, what kind of books you write, what kind of life you do, what kind of life you choose, and your understanding of the future still shows what kind of life you want. When your partner is not what you imagined, when your future is not what you imagined, when your life is not the kind of life you want, when your dreams become more and more vague and illusory, should you think about what you want or what life you want, and the other person's words and actions do not conform to your track, your life becomes heavy, this dream is so unrealistic, and this future may not even be able to see your future.

Don’t expect to change others, don’t expect others to help you, and don’t expect you to achieve it overnight. Life is not as simple as this, and this dream is not so easy to achieve. The person you love, the person you love, the person you love, and the person you love are not so easy to find, and your future is not as good as you think. If you love enough, you can accept it, otherwise don’t torture the other party; if you are brave enough, continue your dreams and don’t be afraid of falling; if you think this is not the life you want, then continue to work hard, change yourself, and change your life; if you want to give yourself a better future, then take this action to prove to others your strength, instead of complaining here!

We should not complain, we should not complain, we should treat our lives calmly. We should continue our unfinished things well. No matter what it is, remember not to give up halfway. We have worked hard to this. If we work harder, we will not die even if we strive for it. So we should still be more open-minded, and we should not be burdened. As long as we face our lives easily, we will get what we want, right?
Chapter completed!