Chapter seven hundred and seventeenth fell
Many years ago, our colleagues criticized me for being too deeply involved in interpersonal relationships. Think about it carefully. Compared to now, what was that time? When facing people who hate me and those who have done me, I didn’t say anything, and I didn’t do anything too much. I just laughed it off and couldn’t do this job too seriously. After all, it was just a small part of my life, and this was a very small part of us. So at that time I could greet each other with a smile. Where could I do it at that time? During the year-end rating, I was able to be very calm and the department people evaluated me 360°.
I said to the people in our department: "No matter how many points you give me, it doesn't matter. As long as the people you score can live so many years old, I have no problem with this. As long as you do, we are all OK, this is really not easy! This score is not about how much money this is paid. Can I still be serious with you? I don't care. Anyway, I can't get this excellent employee, and I have never got this, so I never thought about getting it." On the surface, I seem to be open-minded, but what I want to express is another meaning: my decision to determine the score is not in your hands.
It's a coincidence that when I carefully learned from "The King of Popularity", three people mentioned this book in front of me, all of which meant: Don't read more of this kind of book. There is no need to read more of this kind of book, one is enough. Before reading, I finished reading "God's Instruction" first, and I laughed. Compared with our God's Instruction Brother's books, this is not a book of the same level, and I'm too lazy to read it. This book with only tens of thousands of words will not be taken into consideration. I only read this book with more than two million words, this person with no ability, this person with no ability, and this novel that really cannot write a few million words.
So our God instructs my brother is Niu Bi, and I just like it. Haha, I think these two books have their own emphasis, but the foundation is on one point: strength. Whether it is to take advantage of the opportunity or to work hard normally, solid basic skills are the first element that must be possessed first. Only with strength can one have the capital to compete with others. But I also believe that this hard work, this author has the character of this person without hard work, and there is absolutely no problem with our God instructs my brother's character.
"The King of Popularity" is a popular online novel in the past few years. At that time, I was young and thought that I was a noble person. I thought that reading online novels, especially those with thick black learning, was very disrespectful, and I was disdainful. But once I got started, I couldn't stop this, and I fell in love with this. As time goes by, I slowly fell into the world of this novel. This is really beautiful, and I felt that this is so good. This is why I think this is so good. This is at a dinner table, when my friend recommended these two books to me again, I looked for it.
After reading "The King of Popularity", it only took me one day, but it took me a long time for "God's Instruction", maybe half a year, or a year, because I have been chasing this, and I can't stop. Fortunately, I have been chasing this early, so I don't need to spend money. If I spend money and look at this shocking pit of the previous author, I will definitely be deeply trapped in the inability to extricate myself, and I really can't calm down anymore. For me, the reading process of chasing this book for half a year is to constantly question myself and sweat when I find the answers in a difficult time.
This is not only a torture for us readers, but also a great torture for this author. I don’t know how this author can hold on. If it were me, I would not last for so long and I would not be able to hold on. I am afraid that I will collapse if I don’t die. How can I tolerate this physical, mental and physical torture? How can I bear it? I can’t stand it. If I do, I will curse people.
In this competitive era, under the premise that God has a considerable strength, this must be the tragedy of an era, and this is also the tragedy of an era! This is so pitiful, it has nothing to do with the people he meets, and God has the failure of an elder brother, but he has to break through the failure of an elder brother, but it is often useless. This world is not a single-player game, this is not a world where you can break out of a world where you fight alone. This makes us grit our teeth and we are angry with this era. If we all can understand our author, even if only this few people can understand our author! However, it seems that this is really not coming, so it is not a niche novel!
I looked at God's instructions to my brother at some point, as if I looked at myself. Although there was no mirror in my house, I would never forget what I used to be. His struggles and cramps, his helplessness and compromises I have endured in the past, and I will never avoid them in the future. But he is as handsome as ever, and people like us can never imitate it. This is just his style, and this is just his black humor alone! It's so great, this is really beautiful.
What is heartbreaking is that I hope that the last one of the "Popular King" will not follow the old path of "God's Instruction". I remembered this sentence: "When we have conscience, we do not have the ability to do something. When we have the power to start serving others, our conscience has begun to be worn out." And if our conscience is gone, how can we survive? We cannot consume our conscience. This is the same as our credit. Once it is used up by us, once it is lost, we will never be able to find it again.
As I came, no one would believe us anymore. So in the village directed by God, he once sighed very much. At that time, he said to me: "That's because there are still kind things in my heart. Maybe it's because I'm too kind that I can't adapt to the hypocrisy of this society! But I'm still kind as always, because people like me don't come to hypocrisy, and this is not something I can learn. I really can't learn this hypocrisy." I hope that this kind of thing will still be a beacon in my heart on the road in the future.
Although I thought of an unsettling job when I opened my eyes in the morning, and although I worked overtime until 5 o'clock in the evening, the weather is very good today, and when I came back, I was in a good mood. I hope that in the next year, I will be in this mood in the next year. Seeing the delicious big white steamed buns from others, my saliva flowed into a small river, like a dog on a hot day, my tongue stretched out, and my saliva flowed non-stop. I am really this, I am really hungry like a dog, I look at the big white steamed buns in my hands, I am drooling, I really want to eat, I am so hungry, how can I be so hungry every day?
Along the way, I silently recited: Buy, don’t buy, buy, don’t buy! I decided that if I walked to the door of the steamed bun shop, I just counted "buy" and went in. When I arrived at the door, I read "buy" in my heart with satisfaction, and then walked in happily. This is not something I want to buy, this is not something I am greedy, this is God’s will, this is God’s asking me to buy, this is not something I am too extravagant, this is really not something I am really not something I want to eat, this is something God sees me pitiful, it is not something I am not something I am willing to buy it myself, isn’t it okay to ask me to buy it myself?
Standing in front of this big steamer, I thought of spending 1 yuan to buy a small steamed bun, will others look down on me, will others think I am stingy, will others think I am really not very generous? But at this time, I can't care what others think about me, and I started to hurt. Buy, or not? It's a big problem. The little girl wearing an apron came to promote it: "Brother, I've all the ones here just now. Look at which type you want, how many you want?" I struggled and decided to buy only one. I said I had eaten it, and this one is not hungry. Let's see how your steamed buns are made. If it's good, I often come to buy them.
The little girl looked at me and didn't say anything. She bought this one, which is understandable. After eating it, she could buy another one. This one was still very happy, so she chose the largest and whitest one for me. I held the steamed bun with my hands and looked at it carefully. I drew this and why it was so expensive? This one was as good as my income from grabbing red envelopes in one day, or I got all of them. Without this failure, this one can be counted. But how could this be done without a day? I have been typing too much recently, and my hand was slid. When I was looking at the infinite fantasy of this big white steamed bun, I was so happy that I didn't want it.
I thought to myself that this is so white, it must be delicious, I was proud, and when I was proud, I let it go, I missed it. I just slid my hand with a red envelope, but I didn't expect that I didn't hold the steamed bun. I could also slide it with a steamed bun, so I couldn't afford to hurt this, and I was so careless! When I grabbed this red envelope, I discovered this. If I had too many codes, I really slipped my hand, but I never thought that my hand would slip so hard.
Such a big steamed bun can slip away, so I can't afford to hurt this. At this time, the steamed bun fell to the ground. I wanted to pick it up, but I was afraid that others would call me. After all, this little girl was watching me. This little girl thought I would come to buy another one, but I was so happy. I saw this. I'm so sad. Who are these people? It doesn't look like a good person at first glance. She is really happy and thought I will buy another one no matter what.
Chapter completed!