The days I spend missing her feel like I have walked into that vast prairie again, where there is endless green and infinite thoughts about life, but it is also an extremely strange and uninhabited world.

There are green grass and clear rivers everywhere. There are herds of cattle and sheep everywhere, green grass, birds singing and flowers fragrant, dreaming back to the moon. Some are just the awakening of life, and some are just the warmth of summer on the grassland.

, and there are fragments of the happy past.

I am like a boatman who has just escaped from life and death, escaping from a sunken broken ship and landing, walking into this lush and green place, breathing in the happy air, relaxing my feet, feeling relieved, and waving my hands to the cattle,

As if they can understand my happiness.

The wind has risen, and the gentle wind blows on my face, but it unlocks my once-frozen bright eyes. In the wind and rain, I run happily, and I move forward hard on the road of life. My slow brain can no longer think, can't

I can identify the way forward, but I feel that this is where I belong, because here there is no hustle and bustle of the city, and no intrigues between people, only happy cows and happy me.

I have stepped onto an uninhabited track. I am a lonely traveler, grazing my cattle alone. Isn’t this a poem by the Tang Dynasty poet Wang Wei? "Send Yuan Er Envoy to Anxi"

The morning rain and light dust in Weicheng make the guesthouses green and green.

I advise you to drink another glass of wine, and there will be no old friends when you leave Yangguan in the west.

Opening my unruly mouth, I gasped for air. Using my nose, I breathed in fresh air so that my life could continue. I thought this was the secret to longevity. Why is it here?

The air is so clear, am I stepping into the most beautiful prairie? Yes, in my heart, this is paradise, this is the most beautiful place in the world, and it is also fascinating.

Sunshine, why are you so dazzling? The light on my body melted the cold heart that had been frozen for a long time. I felt unprecedented warmth, this damn sun god! I started shouting to the other side of the grassland.

On the other hand, my shouts passed through this grassland and never came back. I will work hard to get out of this trough of life and get closer to the sun. I want to have a world without severe cold and a world that has not forgotten each other in the world.

The world, so I want to embrace this grassland, hide it deep in my heart, and turn it into the most beautiful memory of my life.

No longer cry in the city, no longer lost in the city, no longer sad for a woman who doesn’t love me. I want to become strong, I want to be broad. Tears can only be the label of a coward, and I don’t need it.

I opened my sore eyes, which were already wet with tears. I tried hard to look in the direction of the sun. I really wanted to run, but when I stopped, the sun began to smile at me. Opening my hazy eyes, I could see clearly.

There is a road sign in the distance that says "the road ahead is the shore", and it is the direction of my future.

Life has melted me time and time again. I will use all my strength to declare war on the future. Young hearts will never be defeated, and my future will always be in my own hands!

The grassland road is long, the grass is vast, and the wind is gentle. The Chile River is at the foot of the Yin Mountain. The sky is like a dome, covering the four fields. The sky is blue and the fields are vast. The wind blows and the grass is low, and cattle and sheep can be seen. - "Chile Song", there are no cattle and sheep in the grassland.

Road, I am a lone traveler, but I can find the direction of home. I have to take a path. No matter how I change the direction of home, it will not change.

Moving forward hard, I want to find what I lost, and I want to catch up with my herd of cattle again. I feel that I am very rich, because I have this herd of cattle and a home, so I feel that I have become very rich.

, this is a wealth I have never felt in the city, even though they have gone too far. But I still have to catch up, because they also know the way home and will not go far!

In the grassland, a bold but declining poet sang and danced crazily for the green grass, the breadth, and the harmony, and was so mesmerized.

A happy person often only thinks about happiness, without pain, and walks aimlessly on the prairie. When he only thinks about a loved one, he looks up at the high distance of the sky, the coldness of the stars, and listens to the cold wind crying like tears and resentment.

, My heart, it will start to shed tears, and then it will start to weep blood again.

This should not be the case in such an era. Such a posture can only be seen as a coward and a sick man. But I am a middle-aged man who has passed my prime! A strong man should do anything.

If you can't, you should be unstoppable. What's wrong with me? I want to be a strong person who can defeat life. I will definitely be able to!

Take big steps and move forward bravely. I will use the shortest time and the fastest speed to forget that girl who has gone away. She no longer belongs to me, and she has gradually walked out of my world and left this broad world that does not belong to her.

Grassland, there is no shadow of her here, there is only myself here, so I have to learn to forget and forget everyone who has passed through my life.

I think of the advice your friends once gave me, "Don't be her love victim anymore. Don't fall into an abyss of love that is hard to extricate yourself from. She is not the destination of happiness, and you can't afford to hurt her!"

Is it really like that? Am I like other boys, withering silently like a flower, falling gently from your dreams? Finally quietly disappearing from her life, this love is

It's like it was just a light dream she had last night, a dream that Wuhen had, but it never disturbed her morning?

I will not be the same as before, crying and not leaving. I decided to change myself, so I chose to leave. I want to find my lost dream, I want to challenge my unfortunate "luck", and I want to smile.

For my infinite future, welcome the dawn that belongs to me instead of clinging to the woman who never and will never belong to me. I don't want to live such a tragedy.

Sometimes relaxed and happy, sometimes heavy and depressed, this God-instructed book is the true expression of my heart. It is my first love journey. It is also the source of my joy, anger, sorrow and joy. I want to treasure all my true emotions here forever.

In this masterpiece.

From love to hate, and from hate to love, how capricious it is. I am afraid of the ever-changing things, including the ever-changing weather on the prairie, because it often turns me into a drowned rat. What kind of fickleness I am

What is your mentality? What caused me to lose my principles like this? Life is impermanent, and I didn’t expect that even love is impermanent. It was this love that made me understand my life.

It's her, the inscrutable, the crucial, who brings me endless troubles, endless joy, endless pain, and endless excitement. Even if this is a knowable mystery, I don't want to pursue it, I just want to whir.

Go to sleep, in my dreams, don’t think of you again, and still don’t want to wake up. Isn’t it rare to be confused, which is also a kind of free and easy life?

The only thing that makes me happy is that pain and frustration cannot completely change me or completely defeat me. Although I can't find the same innocent self again, I can still put the happiness back together.

Together, they become my most beautiful memories, and the only thing I have to do is to delete those painful memories as soon as possible, leaving only the good things. I know that if I were in the same city with you, it might still be difficult for me to separate you.

Forget, so I chose to leave, leaving you and coming to a strange city. Here I thought I could forget you as much as possible, using the most beautiful scenery here to make the memory more gorgeous and vivid in the beautiful world. No more

To play an emotional adventure game, whether I succeed or fail. When I was young, besides love, I had more important things to do.

I never admit that I will lose, because I will definitely do what I make up my mind to do. If I make up my mind to forget, I will forget you. Everything that has happened and everything that is about to happen again, I believe that I

I will be the final winner. Because I have a healthy mentality, I have a confident and bold character, and I have the ability to control my own future.

Although sometimes I will say: Let life take its course! But it can only be one sentence. If you don't seize the opportunity and let nature take its course, we will often watch many things slip away from our lives. I

I want to control my life. I don't believe in fate but I have to accept its arrangements. Our future is still in our own hands.

When I write this, I wanted to stop writing, but in my memory, no matter what, I can't erase her shadow. The image you left in my heart is so deep-rooted!

In the world outside my body, no matter how hard my eyes try, it is difficult to find your figure. Because you are in my heart, even if I have wandered around the world, just to find what I think is the peace of mind.

But in my heart, who can expel her from my world? Maybe there will never be such a person, including myself who was once heartbroken.

I didn't expect that you would have such a big impact on my life. I didn't expect this at the beginning. The pain of love hurt me deeply.

In your life, maybe I am just a passing cloud, a misty cloud, and a passing breeze. I think of it when I think of it, and forget it when I forget it. Your ease and casualness are extremely heavy to me.

On the road of your youth, is my passing just a gust of wind? As natural as the passing of spring and the coming of autumn, the grass grows and withers; as logical as the cycle of the sun and the moon, the blooming and falling of flowers?

Fuyun, I know, I am just a floating cloud! You can't be as free and easy as I imagined. Maybe your heart likes to feel hurt, but do you know? You hurt not only your heart, but also your heart.

Is it a person?

Why? Do you have to live such a heavy life? Gods and horses are just clouds, do you remember? When you and I got along, I sat next to you, silently listening to you sing and listen to you talk about how much my heart is.

The joy? I love to ponder your confused eyes behind the lenses. There are mountains, seas, secluded forests, and flowing streams. In your eyes, I have found a paradise.

It was once our common dream, a paradise of joy that we yearned for infinitely, free from disputes and worldly fame and fortune.

But sometimes, your eyes are so heavy and resentful. Are you recalling those unforgettable night walks? Or are you unforgettable the occasional whispers of those girls? Could it be that when I am by your side, your heart is also flying?

Is it? If it wasn’t because of longing, then why are you always silent?

Remember that I often ask you: "What are you thinking about? Why are you looking at me like that?" More than once, I pulled you back from your wandering thoughts and your wandering reverie, but you never said what you were thinking.

He just whispered: "I don't think about anything, I just like to look at you." Maybe, I really didn't think about anything. Because the world between two people is the most restful harbor in the world.

Whenever I have nothing to do, I think back to this journey of love, how many storms, how many lingering memories, how can you say without shame: "I am worthy of everyone who has loved me."

No one can say this easily, because we owe so much to the people we love, so I can’t say it!

Everything is just a cloud, who among us can do it? I feel that I am now ashamed of my parents, my lover, and my relatives and friends who have high hopes for me.

Everything is just a cloud. I can't suppress my emotions in the past two days. I feel like I have really lost you. Like a patient with depression, I suddenly turned from lively and active to old-fashioned.

Why am I so dull, why do I feel so lonely? Have I really lost you? It’s all a cloud, tell me, do you really dislike me that much? Do you really think I’m insignificant to you?

Human? Can I really walk away without worries?

I don't want to think about it anymore, nor do I want to recall our past. I only know that my love has not changed. No matter where I go, I still love you the same, but I will treasure this love in my heart.

I have to wait for the spring, where we will have our first date. I will definitely be able to withstand the ruthless test of every harsh winter. I believe that I can.

But everything is cloudy, can you? Are you willing to endure the long loneliness of this winter? We don’t have time to be together, we have to realize tomorrow’s dream. In the next spring, will our date still be there?

Why did you write so many disappointing verses in the letter? I really, really love you, and there is that chilling persistence: "I will love you even if I die. Didn't you promise me? You are
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