Only she can make him have such feelings. It makes him understand the feeling of restlessness that he cannot control, the feeling of his heart sinking into the abyss, as if he can't grasp it at any time, the impulse feeling of wanting to be fierce and destroying the person she cares about is so-called jealousy.

Lu Xiaoxu did not forget to add, "But you are jealous, you can be angry, you can question me, or even quarrel with me, but don't be able to shoot or do terrible things as you said before." Undeniable, when she heard him say that she would kill Hua Yuze with one shot, she was shocked. The feeling was like her heart almost jumping out of her throat in an instant.

"Because you are afraid?" Jun Jinchen asked. It is normal for him to be afraid. He is a soldier, and the most important thing for a soldier is to keep calm at any time. His character and the professional training he has received also make it easier for him to stay calm than ordinary people.

But once he encounters her, all his calmness seems to be gone.

Lu Xiaoxu shook her head, "Why am I afraid? You won't hurt me, but have you ever thought that if you really shoot anything, you will have to go to prison, so you must not..."

Before she could finish her words, he had already leaned down and kissed her lips open and closed. It was not because of fear, but because she was worried about him!

Even if his jealousy would make him do crazy things, she was worried about him!

How can such a woman not make him not addicted or crazy?!

Lu Xiaoxu only felt her mind was confused. It was not until Jun Jinchen put her forehead against her that she finally felt that she could breathe normally.

Her lips were numb, hot and hot, and his breath was all in the mouth and the tip of her nose.

"Xiao Xu, as long as you are willing to love me and as long as you are willing to love me, I will not do anything crazy." His voice, with a slight panting, came into her ears.

In this world, the person who can make him do crazy things - it is her!

And the person who can stop him from doing crazy things - she is also!

It's only her!

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Since she talked with Lu Xiaoxu that day, Xia Qi has been thinking about cultivating Jun Jinyan's interests and hobbies. As Xiaoxu said, if Jun Jinyan doesn't know what his hobbies are other than what is related to her, then she can influence him, discover, and cultivate him. Do something they have never done before, and feel something they have never felt before, and maybe new discoveries will be made.

However, she has not decided in the past few days, where to influence Jinyan.

Opening his sleepy eyes, Xia Qi saw Jun Jinyan lying beside her, with dark eyes looking at her calmly.

"What time is it?" Xia Qi rubbed her eyes and yawned and asked.

"At 7:50." Jun Jinyan replied, "Are you sleepy? If you sleepy, then sleep for a while."

Xia Qi shook her head, "I'm not sleepy anymore. My mother is discharged from the hospital now. I don't have to go to the hospital to take care of her every day. The total sleep time at home these days has almost exceeded 12 hours."

Jun Jinyan then supported himself and got out of bed. Xia Qi sat up and looked at Jun Jinyan's back as he walked into the bathroom. I don't know when it started after marriage. If he woke up first, he would always wait until she opened her eyes and woke up before getting out of bed.

One time, she overslept and slept until 11 o'clock in the afternoon before waking up. And he was really like this, looking at her and seeing 11 o'clock.

"How could you not wake me up?" she asked him at that time.

"You're sleeping well and don't want to wake you up." He replied.

"Then why don't you go to work? Aren't you late?" Fortunately, Jun's group is all his. Even if he is really late, no one dares to deduct his salary.

"I want to watch you wake up," he replied.

And when she asked him why he always saw her wake up before getting up, his answer to her was - "I feel very happy when I open my eyes by my side."

It was also after that, Xia Qi always asked herself to get up before 8 o'clock, and even set the alarm on her phone. Most of the time, Jun Jinyan always woke up first. Only a very rare time would she wake up first.

After she woke up, as long as she moved her body a little, she would wake him up easily. Xia Qi found that Jun Jinyan's sleep was very light, and as long as she had a little movement, she could wake him up.

She was worried about whether he had any physical condition when he was sleeping lightly like this. She once suggested that he go to the hospital for a check-up, but he said it didn't matter, it was just a light sleep. He had a while ago, and even needed sleeping pills to fall asleep.

"When did this happen?" Xia Qi asked nervously. It was the first time she knew she had taken sleeping pills.

He hesitated a little, but at her insistence, he finally said, "When we just made a ten-year agreement, we were still not very comfortable with you being by my side." And every late at night, he couldn't sleep, and his mind was full of her shadow. Even if he sent someone to report her every day to him, the more he knew, the more he thought about it.

Under constant insomnia, he could only rely on sleeping pills to make him think nothing in his mind and let himself fall asleep.

Xia Qi was stunned. Even though something had happened, when he heard it from his mouth like this, his heart still trembled, "Then how long have you been taking sleeping pills?" If it weren't for his insomnia being extremely serious, with her understanding of him, he wouldn't have touched those medicines at all.

Because - he hates taking medicine the most. Since he was a child, he often went to and from the hospital and took several different medicines every day, so he had an instinctive resistance to taking medicine.

Xia Qi still remembers that when he was a child, when Jun Jinyan had a quarrel, he refused to take medicine, so he asked her to persuade her to take it.

"It's about a year." He said lightly, "and then I can gradually fall asleep without medicine."

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Chapter completed!