【398】What's the matter with the medicine
The office door was suddenly opened, and Jun Jinyan walked in. After seeing Xia Qi sitting at the desk, a faint smile appeared on her indifferent face.
"Qiqi." He walked quickly towards her, pulled the little bear doll still in her arms and put it on the desk, then picked her up from the chair, hugged her tightly with his arms, "I miss you so much." He murmured. It was obvious that the two of them had only been more than two hours apart, but he felt that it had been a long time since they had passed.
I wanted to see her, and I thought so much, and it felt like every minute and a second was long. Only when she was in his vision could his longing be temporarily curbed.
Xia Qi was trapped in Jun Jinyan's arms, and his breath was suddenly shrouded in his body. The medicine bottle in his hand suddenly became hot at this moment.
"I miss you very much, too." She murmured.
His hug seemed to have become tighter, "Would you please be here for me in the afternoon?" He said, wanting to see her for a while, and even reluctant to let her accompany him to have lunch, he left here first.
"But don't you still need office work? I'm not suitable for you in your office." Xia Qi said.
"There is nothing wrong with it. There are no meetings in the afternoon. I think I can see you when I look up at work." Jun Jinyan said, with a strong attachment in his tone.
And this attachment often touches Xia Qi's heart the most. From childhood to adulthood, whenever his tone is filled with this smell, she will always involuntarily agree to all his requests, even when she is in a cold war with him.
"Yeah, OK." She responded.
He sniffed her breath deeply, but still didn't want to let go of his arms, "Let me hold it for a while, it's enough for five minutes." His voice rang in her ears.
She didn't say anything, just stayed quietly in his arms, and kept thinking about the bottle of medicine in her hand.
Is Jinyan taking this medicine? Hasn't his autism cured? Why do he still have to take the medicine? Moreover, she didn't know what he wanted to take the medicine. In the apartment, he had never taken such a kind of mentally controlled medicine in front of her.
Xia Qi grabbed the medicine bottle tightly with her fingers and suddenly said, "Jinyan, have you been taking medicine recently?"
A gentle voice broke the tranquility in the air. She could feel that his arms, which were holding her, became stiffer and stiffer after she said this.
After a while, his arms loosened little by little, lowered his head, and he looked at her and asked, "Why do you ask that?" If she hadn't been too familiar with him, if she hadn't been paying attention, she wouldn't have noticed that his tail sound had a slight tremor.
Xia Qi raised her right hand, spread her palm, and a small white medicine bottle lay in her palm.
After Jun Jinyan saw the medicine bottle, his pupils suddenly tightened, and his hands that were hanging beside him unconsciously closed slightly, "How did you see this medicine?"
"I want to help you close the drawer." Xia Qi replied, looking at Jun Jinyan's face that had already disappeared, and asked, "I know you have taken this type of medicine before, but hasn't your illness been cured? Why is this medicine still in the drawer?" And she just looked at the delivery date, which was the batch of medicine this year. In other words, it was not the medicine he had taken over the leftover medicine before and had not been treated.
Jun Jinyan stared at the medicine and remained silent until his nails stinged his palms, and then he said in a mechanical voice, "The food will be cold, let's have lunch first."
As he said that, he walked straight to the coffee table, took out the lunch box that Xia Qi had placed before from the insulation bag, then placed the dishes like that, held the chopsticks, and ate them with their heads.
She still had a very standard eating posture, the part holding the chopsticks, the movements of her fingers, and the speed of rejection... were all the same as usual, but for some reason, she felt that his movements were stiff at this moment, and his indifferent expression would give her a deep feeling.
It was as if at this moment, he was thinking about something, but she couldn't touch it. She didn't like this feeling!
Xia Qi took a deep breath and walked to Jun Jinyan, "Is there anything that can't you tell me? You don't want me to know?"
Jun Jinyan's movement suddenly froze, and his hand holding the chopsticks stopped in the air, as if it had been frozen.
It seemed that something was really wrong! Xia Qi thought, and stepped forward and put the medicine bottle in his hand on the coffee table, then pressed Jun Jinyan's hand that was pausing in the air, slowly pulled it down, then pulled the chopsticks away from his hand and placed it on the coffee table.
"I thought we were already husband and wife, and there should be no secret between us." She squatted in front of him, tilted her chin slightly, and looked at him steadily.
His body was stiff and his hands were so cold that even though she held his hand tightly, she still couldn't feel any temperature.
"Is it very cold?" Xia Qi asked nervously. The room was clearly on with multiple air conditioners, and the temperature was comfortable.
He shook his head, his eyes crossed her face, and looked at the white medicine bottle on the coffee table. Do you want to say it? Do you want to tell her about his condition?
And what will she react? Will she be worried with him or she will be disgusted with him?
Autism, he had never thought about it before, that one day this disease would become a wall between him and her. Even though he had finally pushed the wall down, he unknowingly found that the wall would stand up again at any time.
"I'm taking this medicine recently." Jun Jinyan lowered his eyes and said in a low voice. "Even when I was 13 years old, the doctor announced that my autism had basically recovered, but over the years, I have to go to the hospital for regular follow-up visits every year."
He would tell her the truth just because he didn't want to lie to her. Even now, he could find many reasonable reasons to explain the bottle of medicine. But when he thought that if she finally found out that he had lie to her and looked at him with a disappointed look, he would feel unbearable.
She said that couples should be honest with each other, and he promised her!
So even though he didn't want her to know, even though he was afraid that she would know, he still said it.
"Have you been to the hospital for a follow-up visit?" Xia Qi was surprised. She didn't know at all, and Jinyan had no idea before.
"Yeah." He responded softly.
Chapter completed!