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【435】What kind of feeling

"You don't plan to return the key, are you?" Jun Haixin stared at Bai Zhuyun. Seeing that the other party had no intention of returning the key, she crossed him and staggered towards the other lane. Cars roared past her, looking at Ken Neng who bumped into her at any time.

Bai Zhuyun ran forward, suddenly grabbed Jun Haixin's arm, hugged her horizontally, stuffed her into the passenger seat of the car, fastened her seat belt, and then sat in the driver's seat, "Where are you going, I'll take you there!" At least she must not drive like this now. When she thinks that she might have a car accident, his heart will tighten.

Jun Haixin closed her eyes exhausted. Although she had taken the medicine just now, the effect of the medicine was obviously not so quickly. "I didn't want to go anywhere, I just wanted to avoid you." She said lightly.

And when she finished speaking, the car drove away from the parking lot like an arrow.

Jun Haixin stopped talking, but just curled up, leaned her head on the back of the chair, waiting for the pain to pass completely. The closer the full moon, the more severe the intermittent pain attacks, the longer the time will be.

Her breathing sounded very obvious in the carriage. A thin layer of sweat had emerged from the forehead of Xiumei, and her brows were tightened. Even if her eyes were closed, it could be seen that she was enduring the pain with difficulty.

Bai Zhuyun's eyes glanced at Jun Haixin from time to time. Her words just now made him angry, but looking at her now, he softened his heart. He had known for a long time that she hated him, didn't he? Why bother to get angry with her because of this?

After reducing the speed of the car, Bai Zhuyun took out a handkerchief from his pocket, holding the steering wheel with one hand, while the other hand reached towards Jun Haixin's forehead, helping her wipe the thin sweat on her forehead.

Jun Haixin seemed to have not noticed it, and still closed her eyes tightly, allowing Bai Zhuyun's hand holding the handkerchief to move on her forehead. Her brows were just tightened, but she let go of some.

The pain slowly receded in the body, and over the days, the feeling of fatigue in the body was spreading. Jun Haixin only remembered that she was sitting in the car, closing her eyes because of the pain, and wanted to wait for the pain to pass, but she fell asleep unknowingly.

When she woke up, although she was still in the car, the sky outside was already dark. Jun Haixin moved her body with sleepy eyes, and the coat that was originally covering her body slid down.

This jacket... was from Bai Zhuyun! Jun Haixin's hand held the sliding jacket and looked around. Bai Zhuyun was leaning against the driver's seat to rest, her eyes closed and her short white hair looked so conspicuous.

He was only in his 40s, but his hair was so white. He told her to white her hair overnight. It was obvious that dyeing her hair was easy now, but he never dyed her hair black.

It's like using this white hair to remind you and commemorate something.

At this moment, Jun Haixin looked at the person in front of her with complicated eyes. She and Bai Zhuyun had the right and wrong direction from the beginning. The person she was looking for was not him, so no matter what he did, she would not feel that kind of heart-warming, and would not fall in love with him.

She hated him and hated him. She had thought countless times that it would be best for her and him to never interact with each other, so that it might be the best for him and her. But he refused to let go, but he repeatedly dragged their relationship to the worst state.

But she also knew that many things he did were simply because of her. So while she hated her, she sometimes sympathized with him, as if she was looking at her other self in him.

If one day, she really meets Fing Yi and Fing Yi has someone she loves, what will she do? Can she really let go? Or will she be entangled and even do many things that can do by any means?

Jun Haixin asked herself, but there was no answer. Because she had never found her life, she could not understand what it would be like to love someone deeply.

But after the last full moon, she once asked Jinchen, "Did you fall in love with Mingyi?" She asked this question because she wanted to know whether the people in the Jun family were really like the legendary ones, and would definitely fall in love with their own Mingyi.

Jinchen's personality has been cold since childhood and has never been interested in women. However, at that time, Jinchen answered her without hesitation, "Well, I fell in love with it."

"What does it feel like to fall in love with Mingyi?" she continued to ask, because that was something she had never experienced before.

"It will make me want to kneel in front of her and give everything to her." Including his life, his emotions, his joys, sorrows, and happiness, "I will always think about her. If I can't see her for a day, I will feel uncomfortable all over. When she is happy, I will be happy. When she is uncomfortable, I will think about paying any price to make her happy. If I see her interested in other people, my chest will be blocked and my breathing will become unsmooth. It is as if my feelings are controlled by her hands."

Jun Jinchen has always been taciturn, but this time, he rarely said so many words.

Is this the feeling of falling in love with Mingyi? But why does it sound less beautiful than you imagined, but instead feel like you lose yourself. "Will you regret falling in love with Mingyi?" she said.

He shook his head, "No."

"Because it is fate, will you be destined to fall in love?" This is her last question.

However, Jinchen's answer was, "No, because she is Lu Xiaoxu, I will fall in love. If my life is not Xiaoxu, maybe I will not fall in love."

When Jinchen said this, she knew that he really loved Lu Xiaoxu, otherwise he would never say that. Where did that Lu Xiaoxu attract Jinchen? He would let him abandon his identity and just simply love her.

And did the ancestors of the Jun family who found their fate also love their fate in this way? Jun Haixin didn't know, she only knew that she envied Jinchen and envied him for finding his fate in the future.

Looking at Bai Zhuyun who was still asleep with his eyes closed, Jun Haixin covered the coat in his hand back to Bai Zhuyun.
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