【565】truth
Jun Haixin was stunned and looked at the man in front of her. Her white hair stung her eyes. He was such a proud person, but he begged to her with such a broken voice.
As Mo Feng said, the reason why he did those things to the Jun family was because of her. If she had not gone to him for the so-called one-day couple at that time, then he would not have fallen so deeply, and would not have taken action against the Jun family several times.
Looking at Bai Zhuyun like this, Jun Haixin suddenly felt a sense of unbearance. She obviously didn't want to see him, she obviously hated him, and even hated him! What's funny is that now she couldn't bear to see him in pain in begging.
It was him who made Jinyan struggle on the verge of life and death, and it was him who forcibly had a relationship with her regardless of her wishes. It was him who used tricks to change the medicine, which made her pregnant.
But... it was because she was pregnant that she realized that she wanted to be a mother, but she wanted to leave something in this world.
Jun Haixin's eyes flashed, she sighed, and finally raised her hands and slowly hugged Bai Zhuyun's spine.
His body suddenly stiffened, his face full of shock, as if he was incredible.
Except for ten years ago, when the two were a couple for a day, this was the first time she had held him actively! "Haixin, you..." His lips trembled. What does her behavior mean? Is it mean to be willing to give him a chance, or for some other reason...
He was stiff all over, his eyes staring at her, as if he wanted to see through her eyes what she was thinking at the moment.
She slowly tightened her arms and leaned her head against his shoulders. His body became even stiffer, and he even began to wonder if all this was just a dream for him.
"Bai Zhuyun, it will become like this between you and me, maybe it's all because of my willfulness at the beginning." Her voice sounded quietly in his ears, "I hated you, hated you for attacking the Jun family, hated you for almost letting Jinyan die. Ten years ago, my departure could be said that I could not face you, face the Jun family, so I just left."
"I..." He wanted to speak, but was interrupted by her.
"Listen to me." Jun Hai said in his heart, "If I don't say anything now, maybe some words will never be able to say them."
His body softened little by little, and he carefully hugged her waist with both hands, preventing himself from squeezing her abdomen.
Jun Haixin paused and continued, "I hate you for a long time. I thought I would continue to hate like this in the future, but Xia Qi is missing. You help me find Xia Qi's whereabouts. If it weren't for the news you gave, maybe Xia Qi is dead now, and Jinyan will not have the happiness he is now. Therefore, the hatred for you in my heart fades away little by little." So now it has become a complex feeling, so complicated that she can't even explain it herself.
This was her first time, and she clearly told him her inner feelings clearly. His face was filled with ecstasy, and his head was buried in her hair, smelling the fragrance between her hair, "So, in the future, as long as I don't take action against the Jun family, as long as I help when the Jun family needs help, one day, you will not hate me, right?"
"Yeah." She responded softly, or should have said that when she decided not to abort the child, she actually stopped hating him.
"Then you are willing to give me a chance, right?" he murmured, "As long as you are willing to let me stay by your side, as long as you are willing to let me accompany you and your children, it doesn't matter if you can't fall in love with me in your life. When you are in pain, I will accompany you. Even if I want to die, I will accompany you to die. Haixin, my love for you will not lose to any of the Jun family's life. Even if I am not your life, I can still rely on you for your life!"
She listened to his words in a daze.
Destiny depends on one's life, depend on one's life! This is exactly the meaning of this title given to the Jun family.
But now, a man who is not her fate said the four words "dependence on each other" to her.
Taking a deep breath, Jun Haixin raised his head from Bai Zhuyun's shoulders and quietly looked at the man in front of him. His hair, white as snow, smooth forehead, straight nose, cut-like face and beautiful thin lips confirmed his beauty. His eyes were narrow, long and deep. Although his face looked young, when he looked close, some fine lines could still be seen at the corners of his eyes.
And the corners of her eyes were like him, with fine lines.
They are all over 40 years old and are no longer young. But the difference is that she is about to reach the end of her life, but her life is only half gone.
Suddenly, she felt a regret in her heart. She didn't know what he would look like when he was old. Unfortunately, she wouldn't have the day she saw it.
He raised his hand and gently touched the hair on his temples with his fingers. His body shook slightly, but he didn't say anything, just letting her caress the white hair.
"It's so white." Jun Haixin whispered, as if she was talking to him, and as if she was talking to herself.
"If you don't like it, I can dye my hair black." Bai Zhuyun said. As long as she likes it, he can modify himself in the way she likes it.
Jun Haixin lowered her eyes gently and let go of her hand, "I don't plan to let anyone die with me. If you can really stop attacking anyone in the Jun family as you said in the future, then I think I shouldn't hate you anymore, but I won't fall in love with you either." She said slowly, her voice was like the morning breeze, gentle, but with a hint of chill.
The smile on his face gradually faded away with her words, "So, are you still unwilling to give me a chance?"
"I am a dying person, and you still have a lot of life." She said. She can't give such an opportunity, nor can she afford it.
"A lot of life?" he sneered, "If it weren't for you, would you think my life would have meaning?"
She suffocated.
"Haixin, I'm willing to die with you!" He even knew clearly that if she couldn't find her life in her life, she would die before the age of 45, and he would be ready to not live to the age of 45.
She bit her lip, and it seemed as if something was gradually gushing out from her heart, which was a little painful and a little reluctant to leave.
Chapter completed!