"Yao, don't walk in front of me, I don't want you to see my current face." Her tears kept rolling down from her eyes, her face full of tears.

Even she herself couldn't remember how long it had been since she cried, but now she was crying so badly and shed so much tears.

This was her order, and he knew he should abide by it. But when he kept hearing her crying, his hand had automatically pulled her over and pressed her head in his arms, "If this happens, I can't see the little sister's face." This was the first time he violated her order.

Her face was buried in his arms, and tears seemed to be absorbed by the fabric of his clothes.

No one saw her face, so she could cry as much as she could. And he would accompany her, and would stay with her until the moment of death...

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Jun Haixin didn't expect that his daughter would go home with red eyes. Since childhood, she rarely cried. Compared with ordinary children, she was calmer and stronger.

But no matter how strong a child is, he will be sad. Seeing his daughter's appearance, Jun Haixin's heart couldn't help but feel aroused, "Aren't you going to Chu Lu's birthday party today? Did something unhappy happened at the banquet?"

Bai Yueran shook her head, the banquet... When she went, the banquet had already ended.

"Then tell Mommy, why do you cry? Mommy knows that you won't cry for no reason." Jun Haixin continued.

Bai Yueran was silent.

Seeing that his daughter had no intention of saying anything, Jun Haixin said to Cang Yao, who was standing behind Bai Yueran, "Xiao Yao, what happened."

"Don't say it!" Bai Yueran said suddenly.

Jun Haixin was slightly surprised, and Cang Yao said lightly, "I understand." Then, closing his lips and silent.

Obviously, Cang Yao's words were answering Bai Yueran. He showed with his actions that the only master he thought was Bai Yueran. Therefore, when both of them were in the same order, he put Bai Yueran's order first.

Jun Haixin felt a sense of loss in her heart. Is it because her daughter is old? So she won’t stick to herself like she did when she was a child and would tell her all her mood.

However, Bai Yueran's words immediately followed, but Jun Haixin's feeling of loss dissipated.

"I will tell my mother myself, so Yao doesn't have to say anything!" Bai Yueran said, and then came to the study with Jun Haixin.

Yesterday, she saw her father sitting alone in this study, but today, she and her mother were sitting on the sofa.

"Is I the child that Mommy was forced to be raped by Daddy?" Bai Yueran said directly what she thought most without any tactful words.

Jun Haixin was stunned, "Why are you..." Because she was so shocked that her voice was a little out of tune. Although the adults in the Jun family knew about this kind of thing, they were tacitly hiding it from the younger generation. Of course, my daughter should not know anything.

"I heard my daddy and mommy chat this morning. Mommy actually didn't want to give birth to me at all, right? And for daddy, I'm just a tool, a tool for him to marry mommy!" Bai Yueran continued, lowering his head, his voice a little hoarse because of the previous crying.

Jun Hai was frightened. Was his daughter standing outside the door at that time? Because she heard those words, she would...

"Mommy... I never wanted to give birth to you." Jun Haixin's hand was gently placed on Bai Yueran's head and gently stroked it. "Although I knew I was pregnant with you at first, I was shocked and unbelievable, but as long as I thought about it, I felt very uncomfortable just thinking about it."

"Because I am Mommy's life?" she said softly.

"No, because you are my daughter, the continuation of my life, and the proof that I live in this world." Jun Hai said in his heart, "Finding is the fact that I only understand when I saw you when I was born. But before you were born, I thought, I must try my best to give birth to you, teach you everything I know, and try to love you. Even if my body hurts, I must make you happy. At that time, I just wanted to be your mother." And the daughter will be her Finding, which is another kind of happiness.

"But I'm obviously a child that Dad conceives Mommy like that. Shouldn't Mommy hate it?" No woman can bear the child who is not the man she loves or likes.

"I... have never hated it." Jun Haixin replied leisurely, recalling the scenes at that time again. At that time, she had conflicts and struggles, and more of the idea of ​​giving birth to the child, and the feeling of expressing herself to Bai Zhuyun. "At that time, my mother once hated your dad because she did something that I couldn't forgive, but at the same time, she would sympathize with him and feel pity for him. I think I actually liked him a little at that time."

Yes, even though she was unwilling to admit it at that time, her heart began to lean towards the man who was willing to give everything for her. When she looked at his pain of asking for something but not getting what she wanted, she sometimes felt as if she was looking at herself.

Is that true? Mommy didn't hate her birth? Bai Yueran thought that the confused heart was slightly stable because of her mother's words.

"And for your dad, you are not a tool, but a hope." Jun Haixin continued.

"Hope?" Bai Yueran looked up and looked at his mother.

"Yes, it's hope in despair. Daddy wanted to be with Mommy very much at that time, so for him, it was his only glimmer of hope at that time. So Ranran..." Jun Haixin paused, opened her hands and hugged her daughter, "You are not only your dad's hope, but also my hope. It's you that mommy can form a family with Daddy, so that mommy can face her feelings more frankly, and also that your dad gets up from despair."

Jun Haixin's words gradually calmed down Bai Yueran's heart. She wanted to believe her mother's words and believed that she was like hope.

"Then mommy, have you made peace with Daddy?" Bai Yueran asked suddenly.

Jun Haixin smiled slightly, "Mommy will reconcile with Daddy soon." Yes, Zhuyun had already experienced despair before. If it weren't for the peak of despair, he wouldn't have used such extreme means to make her pregnant.
Chapter completed!