After a while, she murmured, "I don't understand what you mean. You said you shouldn't like it anymore and wanted to break up."

That night, she cried so hard that she realized the feeling of breaking up for the first time, and for the first time she realized that relationships can become very fast.

But now, he was telling her that he was still liking her!

"Yes, I said I wanted to break up! Because I was too jealous, I would be uneasy, helpless, and wanted to escape, avoid such feelings that I could not control!" He shouted in a low voice, confessing his least willingness to confess in front of her.

"envy?"

"I have been jealous of Cang Yao. Don't you know? I am jealous of me who is dating you, but you seem to value him more, jealous of him always protecting you, jealous of him being able to stay by your side all the time. This kind of jealousy is about to drive me crazy at that time."

He said self-deprecatingly, paused, and stared at her deeply, as if he wanted to see her carefully.

Bai Yueran never knew that Chu Lu would have such an emotion at that time. She only knew that he minded Cang Yao's existence, but he didn't expect that he would mind this level.

The feelings she has seen are the feelings of her father and mother, and the feelings of Xiao Xilingjing. She only thinks that as long as two people are dating, they only care about each other and don’t need to mind anything else.

Because you like it, you will date. If you don’t like it, you will no longer date.

But I never knew that there was another situation where I liked it but broke up.

Beginners in love always pay a lot of money for this, he is like this, and so is she.

"I don't know...this will be the case." Bai Yueran said authentically.

"I didn't expect that after the breakup, I was still jealous. Not only Cang Yao, but also Xiao Si was jealous." Chu Lu sneered and changed his subject, "But this time, I don't want to escape."

What does it mean if you don’t want to escape? Bai Yueran’s eyes flashed with doubts. He looked at Chu Lu, looked at his serious expression, and then he seemed to understand something.

His lips slightly opened, "Ranran, I like you, I have always liked you. This time, I don't want to give you to anyone, I want to be your favorite man!"

Once, he also said that he wanted to be her favorite boy. At that time, she was happy to hear him! She thought she would meet her father's feelings for her mother.

But now when he said this to her again, she felt a sense of confusion in her heart. What kind of feelings does she have for Chu Lu?

Then, she heard her voice and said to him, "But Chu Lu, I don't like you anymore."

After she finished saying this, his face turned pale in an instant, and his whole body seemed to be frozen, motionless. A deep pain suddenly flashed in his dark eyes.

Suddenly, his hands covered his eyes, as if he didn't want her to look at his eyes again. Do you no longer like it? That's right, it was his that proposed to break up back then, so it was natural that she would no longer like him.

But this time, it was different. This time, he didn't want to retreat again.

His hand slowly lowered, and the pain in his eyes had been replaced by firmness. "Then I will make you fall in love with me again. Ranran, this time, I won't let go!"

This is his oath!

———

Some things have become even more difficult when you want to hold on to them.

It turned out that after breaking up, his feelings have not changed, but hers have changed.

I want to get her again and don’t want to see her back anymore. This idea is so strong in my mind.

"Chu Lu, I heard that you and your girlfriends all broke up?" Lu Minghaifeng ran over and asked Chu Lu who was staring outside the windowsill in the library.

"Those people are not my girlfriends, they are just female companions who are bored to pass the time." Chu Lu said lightly. The only girlfriend he admitted from beginning to end was Bai Yueran.

"Hey, whether it's a girlfriend or a female companion, you have all separated from those young masters?" Lu Minghai asked. The two have known each other since junior high school and have been considered close friends.

"Yes." Chu Lu replied.

"Why? What happened?"

"I just found that these are not what I want, what I want, and it turns out that they have never changed."

Lu Minghai felt dizzy when he heard this, so he simply asked, "What do you want?"

Chu Lu did not answer, but said abruptly, "Sitting in this position, you can see the gymnasium."

"So what?" Lu Minghai was puzzled and looked at the gymnasium outside the window. He didn't feel anything unusual. From here, you can see the main entrance of the gymnasium and who came in and out, which was clear at a glance.

"I often sit in this position when I was alone in the past two years." Chu Lu said, "I thought I was missing my time at the basketball club before, so I often sat here, but now I think about it, it is not the case."

His eyelashes drooped gently, and his eyes were filled with nostalgia, "Actually, I just wanted to look at Bai Yueran a few more times. From here, I could see her entering and leaving the gymnasium. Even if it was only a few minutes, it would be good."

Lu Minghai looked at Chu Lu with shock on his face, and after a while, his throat was dry and said, "You...what you want is Bai Yueran!"

Chu Lu smiled softly, with a hint of bitterness in his laughter, "Yes, I want it." He wanted it very much, and his body was hurting.

"You are crazy!" Lu Minghai shouted in a low voice, "How long have you broken up with Bai Yueran, let alone, she is now with Cang Yao..."

"They are not dating, aren't they?" Chu Lu interrupted, "And, even if they are dating, I... don't want to let go."

Lu Minghai sighed, "If I had known this, why would you break up with her?"

Chu Lu's eyes were still staring at the gate of the gymnasium, watching the people entering and leaving, "Yes, if I had known this, why bother..."

Why bother to let go easily? Why bother to say that you don’t like it anymore? Why bother to give up your position easily!

———

In just a few days, the news that Chu Lu had broken off relations with the girls in the past exploded in the high school department, becoming the most talked about issue.

Many people are speculating on the purpose of Chu Lu doing this, but Chu Lu said nothing.
Chapter completed!