Suddenly, her teeth suddenly bit his shoulder, as if she was about to vent something, biting her hard, until she tasted the bloody smell.

But he didn't say a word, but stroked the back of her head with his palm so that she could get closer to his shoulders and bite more easily.

"Does it hurt?" Lu Xiaoxu opened her mouth and asked hoarsely, the bloody smell in her mouth stimulated all her senses.

"It doesn't hurt." Jun Jinchen replied softly.

"That night, a lot of blood was flowing on my brother's body." She choked. When she rushed to the hospital, the tip of her nose was filled with blood. My brother was lying in the emergency room, with blood all over his body. The blood was still dripping and gushing out, as if he was about to flow out.

She cried, kept calling the nurse, and kept begging the doctor to come and save her younger brother as soon as possible, but these had no effect. She could only watch her younger brother's breath becoming weaker and weaker, allowing the bloody breath to drown her whole body.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He kept saying, apart from these three words, he didn't even know what else he should say.

Her tears and her pain were the greatest punishment for him.

If time could be reversed, he would have tried his best to let the doctor save her younger brother first. But now, it's too late.

"Why is that person you? Why?!" she shouted, staring at the wound she bitten on his shoulder. "Do you know how much I hated that person at that time, and hated that person who took away the possibility of his brother's life."

"I know." I know she is still thinking about it until now. How much she loves her younger brother, she will hate the person who can get a timely opportunity for surgery.

"Wow!" She buried her arms and cried bitterly. Her hands kept pounding him. He just hugged her tightly without saying a word. No matter how hard she hit, she was unwilling to let go of a trace.

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Lu Xiaoxu didn't know how long she had cried, but she couldn't cry until she couldn't get any strength, and she cried until she fainted. When she opened her eyes, she was still on the bed, and Jun Jinchen's hands were still holding her tightly.

She blinked her swollen eyes and looked at her face that was close to her. He was asleep, but his brows were tightening, and there was a rare haggardness on his face, which made her feel distressed.

Once upon a time, he would have become so haggard!

Her fingers gently stroked his cheeks. She felt his face move slightly, and then the phoenix eyes slowly opened.

"When did you wake up?" he asked softly.

"Just now." She said, her voice was full of hoarseness. It was because she cried too much yesterday.

"I'll ask for leave for you later. You'll take it at home in the next two days. I'll ask Dr. Zhang to come over and prescribe some medicine for you." He said, getting out of bed and rubbing her forehead, "You can sleep for a while."

She held his hand, "Jinchen, I have a few words to say to you."

His body suddenly became extremely stiff, and the blood in his body seemed to freeze in an instant. At this moment, her tone of speaking was calm, and the look she looked at him was also calm, but this calmness made him feel extremely uneasy.

"Can you say it later?" These words were almost squeezed out from his teeth.

"Let's say it now. I've said it earlier, but I'll always say it later." She bit her lip and said, her eyes still looked red.

He remained silent, while her fingers clutched his wrist.

The phoenix eyes drooped lightly. After a long time, he slowly said, "Okay, you said."

Lu Xiaoxu took a deep breath, as if he had made up a great determination, "Yesterday, a lot of things happened, so my mind was always very messy, and I still have a mess. I said a lot of angry words yesterday. Actually, I know that my brother's death was caused by many reasons, and you are just one part of it. I shouldn't blame you for all the mistakes, but I don't know how to face you now."

She said to him in a singular way, as if she knew that the best way to each other was to know that what happened back then was to know by accident and by chance. She felt ache in her heart, and he might be even more painful!

Didn’t it mean that the Jun family cares a lot about their own destiny? Didn’t it mean that the Jun family would rather be hurt by themselves than bear to hurt a single cent of their destiny?

So what is the pain in his heart now?! She clearly knows all this, but she can't control her feelings.

Now, when she saw him, she would think of her dead brother.

"I think we will separate first and calm down. Now I can't face you well." She said, afraid that her emotions would accidentally lose control, and that she would accidentally say something to hurt him. The happiness she thought was based on the death of her younger brother.

The two words separated were like a sharp thorn, piercing into his mind, pricking every nerve of his body.

The blood in the body was constantly getting colder, and breathing seemed extremely difficult. Jun Jinchen's lips trembled, and his eyes were dark and terrifying, "So... do you want me anymore?"

Lu Xiaoxu's nose suddenly felt sore, and tears were about to burst out again. She resisted the urge to cry. She shook her head vigorously, "I... I don't know, I want to think about it carefully, but no matter what, I am your life. If you have a physical pain, you can come to me at any time, or call me, and I will go to your side."

He closed his eyes as if he was digesting what she said. When he opened his eyes again, the pain in his eyes had turned into a cold side, as if he had frozen all his emotions.

"Okay, I get it." His voice said lightly, "I will leave here, you can continue to live here."

He said, gently pulling her fingers against his wrist away, leaning down, putting his lips close to her ear, and whispering, "I guess, every time you look at this face, you will suffer once, then I agree with you that I will never let you see me unless you want to see me."
Chapter completed!