I came to Nanyang for a transaction, using the Dinghai leather drum of the Jiao tribe in exchange for information about Nanyang's sacred objects. Yi Huaisha is a courageous woman. I don't know why she ran for the Jiao tribe, but from her transaction with me, I saw the discord between Nanyang’s monarchs and ministers. I didn’t want people to know who I was, but my blond hair could be dyed black, but my eyes had nowhere to hide. Tapir once taught me to hide in the city, so I gathered my personality and became a A market villain through and through.

I am neither a talker nor a scoundrel, but I act very much like her. Even as smart as she is, she has no doubts. That night, the moonlight was like water, and she fell asleep in my arms. Her breath disturbed my thoughts, and I even began to be grateful for the treasure house. Captive charming cats, without them, I would not have met her this time, let alone such a close distance. I repeatedly recalled the look on her face when she looked into my eyes, and the corners of her mouth could not help but rise. She said she was very beautiful. Time, the heart blossoms one after another...

But I knew I shouldn’t indulge my feelings, so I was careful along the way. She was a woman I couldn’t touch. She was like the white lotus in the pond. She had a noble character, but could only be seen from a distance. What she loved should be the gentleness of Jimo. A humble gentleman will never be the me who emerged from the wind and snow. I am just an abandoned baby, a slave, a ferocious monster that even God will abandon...

I don’t know what I’m still lingering on. I got the sacred object and I should have started back to Beili long ago. But the coming bloody storm in Nanyang made me hesitate. I began to hate myself and despise myself. For the sake of an illusory relationship, I went against my obligations to Shang. Promise. Am I in love? I don't know, but I can't let go of that beautiful woman. The yearning for her becomes more and more serious every day, which makes me crazy. After finding out the news about her being imprisoned, I finally couldn't control myself and broke in. Went to Nanyang Deep Palace.

Perhaps it was from that day on that she became my disaster, my abyss of eternal destruction. After spending dozens of days together, my hazy feelings for her turned into deep love. Every day I just want to listen to her voice and see her. Laughing. Late at night, I often hide in the mountains and scream. Is this really fate? There is no way to escape!

I felt that I had changed, slowly becoming the person I pretended to be, or that I gradually had a cheerful mood. Just because of the happiness when I was with her, I lost many dark memories, but I It's still me, a sharp blade, a killing machine.

There was bright red blood between my fingers. Looking at the killers arriving one after another, I understood that it was time for happiness to end!

I never doubted her sensitivity, but I didn't expect that she would see me so deeply. On a rainy night in the mountains, I held her in my arms and listened to her talk about the love buried in her heart, so I began to hate her story. Another person, I think this is probably jealousy. I am jealous of Jian Muchong. I am jealous that he has all her girlhood and feelings, but does not know how to cherish them. The heartache that is stronger than the others makes me flustered, and I restrain myself. I don’t think about her, but the white snow in the north cannot hide her sad face. I keep thinking about her words in my mind, what should I ask for in this transaction? In fact, I can’t afford anything, it’s just a greedy delusion. , leaving a trace in her heart...
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