2. Chapter 2 Warm Love (1)
After taking a bath and soaking in the bathtub, the warm water washed away the coldness. Under the mist, Chen Shuyi narrowed his eyes and recalled why he was so out of place with Shen Suqing, like a life-and-death enemy?
It seems that since she was very young, she discovered that all her parents’ thoughts were on this sister. "Qingqing, the weather is a little hot. This is the Sydney Li Chuan Bei Soup. Drink more to nourish the lungs."
"Qingqing, do you like this dress? It's a gift from your mother. This year's new product, green is the most suitable for you to wear." Soup, Shen Shuyi, but the mother's tone was filled with a perfunctory feeling, "Xiaoyi, there is soup in the kitchen, go and drink it." "Xiaoyi, take this to your room."
He always speaks softly to Chen Suqing, and Chen Shuyi is just a follow-up. Yes, Chen Suqing is in poor health and has to be spoiled and held in his heart. But did Chen Shuyi, who was only four years old at that time, understand these principles? So Chen Shuyi bullied Chen Suqing since he was a child, robbed her fairy tale books, and accidentally drew the colored brush on her new clothes. If he really wanted his parents to beat him because of mischievousness, perhaps Chen Shuyi would not have had such a stiff relationship with Shen Suqing.
Because no matter what Chen Shuyi did, her mother just looked at her coldly, her attitude was cold and indifferent, just like those noble ladies in the movie, and then coaxed and taken care of Chen Suqing with a gentle and concerned look on her face. She was too lazy to even say Chen Shuyi, and it seemed that it was not worth wasting a little saliva on Shen Shuyi.
Her father Chen Xun just looked at herself with disappointment, at most, "Your sister is in poor health." Every time she pleads for her, it is Chen Suqing, but every time she gets the last word for Chen Shuyi in the family is vicious, cruel, and a scorpion-hearted heart. Everyone ignores her existence. No matter how long she once longs for her parents' care, it only needs to be one-tenth of Chen Suqing. Unfortunately, until now, she is still alone and out of place with this family, and Chen Suqing's reputation is getting better and better.
She laughed at herself with a smirk, Chen Shuyi smeared the water droplets on her face. Maybe she was just a child she picked up, but since she picked it up, why didn’t she want to give her a little bit of care? She was also a child at that time and wanted a care and love that belonged to her parents.
Forget it, she didn't think about it anymore. Anyway, when she was a child, she didn't bully Chen Suqing and beat her up, which was considered to be a profit. This weakness was revealed in the bathroom where no one saw it. When Chen Shuyi took a shower, she could no longer see any fragility and discomfort in her face. It was just that her slightly red and sour eyes and the pain deep in her eyes made people understand that she was not as stubborn and strong as she seemed. It's a pity that no one in the Shen family saw her fragility.
This second-story old building is completely a territory of Chen Shuyi. On weekdays, except for the servants who cleaned the house, the other people of the Shen family almost never got involved here. Perhaps it was because of Chen Shuyi's thorns. After fighting with Shen Suqing again, Chen's father came once, but Chen Shuyi drove people up with an unhappy look on his face, and Chen's father never came again. He even warned the other people of the Shen family that the little lady didn't like others to go to his place, so this place almost became a forbidden place for the Shen family.
In fact, at that time, Chen Shuyi, who was thrown into this small building to reflect on her mistakes, saw Chen's father coming, his eyes were so terrifying, and his excited mood was the joy that a child who lacked love finally showed when he finally got the eyes and care of his parents. It was only at that time that Chen Shuyi, who made the mistake, thought that his parents still cared about him, so she used the wrong method. She deliberately turned black and drove people away. She just wanted to act coquettishly to Chen's father. Chen's father didn't even need to coax him. As long as he stayed, Chen Shuyi's personality might not have become like this.
Ordinary children make mistakes. Even if they have realized the mistake, the child's personality is always awkward and knows that they are wrong in their hearts, but they still feel stubborn and stubborn in their mouths.
Back then, Chen's father, who turned around and left after seeing Chen Shuyi drive away, would never find the twelve-year-old child behind him. His shock and disbelief, his glittering eyes just now were like extinguished fireworks, dim. If Chen's father turned around, he would find out what kind of harm he had caused to Chen Shuyi by turning around and leaving like this coldly.
At that time, Chen Shuyi bit her lip and a pale face with tears. Her excited heart was knocked into pieces of fragments. The sharp edges and corners of the fragments pierced hard into her heart, bleeding. The wound was only covered by time until now. Since then, Chen Shuyi no longer longed for care that did not belong to her, because it had not been since the beginning, so why bother to force it? Don’t force it to do this sentence in her life. She understood it too late.
When footsteps came from the corridor, Chen Shuyi suddenly woke up from the memories and quickly wiped her face, but was shocked to find that she could no longer shed tears, and he was the only one who came back to Xiaolou at this time.
"The meaning of calligraphy is to open the door." The bedroom door was knocked, and Qin Weixuan's voice sounded in a low voice, with an indescribable fatigue. In addition to the servants who cleaned, Qin Weixuan was the one who came to this small building the most.
And he stepped into this small building for the first time and fell into Chen Shuyi's heart, like a ray of sunshine. In the huge ice hole of the Shen family, Chen Shuyi felt a warmth for the first time. Qin Wei was her sunshine. That fire warmed her heart, making Chen Shuyi even ignore and forget the harm caused by his family.
But until Chen Shuyi discovered the look of Qin Weixuan looking at Chen Suqing, at that moment, Chen Shuyi felt the first time that the sky was falling. She had been withdrawn since childhood, stubborn and stubborn, and was covered in thorns. However, Chen Shuyi really wanted to cry at that moment, but she held it back. When Qin Weixuan and Shen Suqing had not noticed it, she quietly turned around and left, returned to her small building, returned to her turtle shell, and silently bit the pillow and burst into tears.
Why? Is she that bad? It would be fine if she didn’t have the love of her parents. Anyway, she has been here like this for more than 20 years. But why did everything disappear so cruelly when she felt happy, when the people she thought she cared about, and when people were greeted by others, she was so cruel. Under such pale and powerless pain, Chen Shuyi endured it for no reason. Just as she didn’t notice the difference between Qin Weixuan treating Chen Suqing, Chen Shuyi often laughed at him coldly and deliberately stabbed Qin Weixuan.
"Shuo Yi, stop making trouble, open the door quickly." After waiting for a while, without waiting for the sound of the door opening, Qin Weixuan, who was standing at the door, rubbed his eyebrows. He was busy and tired of working day, and at night he was busy looking for a doctor because of Su Qing's fall into the water. Until the doctor just said that Su Qing had nothing to do, and now he took medicine and fell asleep. Qin Weixuan had time to come here to calm down.
Chapter completed!