I placed the three small coffins in a panic, but Xiaorui didn't push me down as I feared. After I put the things away, I locked the coffins. I was already so tired that I rested for a while, holding the heavy coffins.

The coffin left the house. Although it was dark outside, I always felt that it was necessary to

It's better than the two of them staying in this house for the night. After reading the words on the piece of paper, I no longer have the intention to stay here with Xiaorui. I don't think Xiaorui will definitely harm me, but I don't know why, but I don't think so in my heart.

There was some unspeakable fear, and at this moment I even had the urge to run away from her.

After thinking about it, I still had to drive her back in the car, and I felt a faint sense of luck in my heart: Xiaorui didn't see the piece of paper, so she probably wouldn't have done anything sorry to me. Even if she really saw it, wouldn't she?

Will she definitely push me down? I don’t think she would be so opinionated.

Xiaorui was sitting in the back seat holding the small coffin. The two of them were thinking about their own thoughts and did not speak out during the whole journey. Although I was comforting myself in my heart, I could not help but think of what was written on that piece of paper.

I couldn't help but feel a little wary of Xiaorui behind me. I don't know how long I rode, but Xiaorui suddenly asked me: "Where did you get those jade pendants?"

My mind was full of random thoughts when I was startled by Xiaorui's sudden question. I said "Ah" before I came to my senses and said, "I got one piece from my mother. It originally belonged to Erliang, and the other piece is from my mother."

It was passed down from my ancestors, and the other piece was given to me by someone, probably someone from the Dream Club."

Xiaorui said "Oh" and didn't ask any more questions. I knew she must have something on her mind, but I just didn't know what she was thinking. It took almost three or four hours to ride back. When it was almost dawn, we

Finally saw the town.

Originally there was going to be a shuttle bus to my house after a while, but because we were really tired, Xiaorui and I decided to take a good rest first. I asked Xiaorui to get my ID card and said that I was going to open two rooms. Xiaorui shook her head.

Said: "It's better to save some money and open a standard room. Are you still afraid that I will eat you?"

I was a little embarrassed, because I knew that in my heart I was still afraid of the sentence on that piece of paper, but I couldn't tell Xiaorui the reason, so I had to laugh a few times and said: "Actually, I'm afraid of myself

Will eat you."

Xiaorui clenched her fists and gestured in front of my eyes, her eyes widened: "How dare you!"

I laughed a few times. It seemed that Xiaorui had gotten over the sadness when she first saw her mother's photo. Of course, maybe it was because she felt that she had found the secret of Chu Jiangshan, so that my ideal could be realized.

, and indirectly she can realize her dream, so she is so happy.

I didn't agree with Xiaorui's so-called dream, but I couldn't say it to her face to face. When I saw her, she became happy. Although I still felt a little grudge against her because of the piece of paper, I was also very happy for her and said: "You

If you're not afraid, just book a room." Then he walked into the hotel.

After entering the room, Xiaorui asked me to take a shower first. I had something on my mind and hurriedly said that I should let her take the shower first. It wouldn’t be too late for me to take a shower later. Xiaorui didn’t force me. She stuck her head out when she entered the bathroom.

I said, "No peeking!" After saying that, I chuckled, then my face turned red, and I quickly closed the door.

Of course I wouldn't peek at Xiao Rui taking a shower, but I still kept my ears open to listen to the sounds inside. When I heard the sound of running water coming from the bathroom, I regained my focus and hurriedly took out the things I took out of the small coffin.

When the paper came, I looked at it, took out the piece of paper with Xiaorui's name written on it, and saw that there was nothing strange about it. I carefully folded it and put it into my pocket, and then started to look through the rest of the paper.

To my surprise, I originally thought I could discover the secrets of Wang Qiang and Erliang from this paper, but the names of these two people were not mentioned at all on these papers. What was recorded was just some messy things, some like

Diary, but it should not be a person's diary. The contents in it are varied, but they seem to be the true expression of the inner world of these diary owners. Each diary unreservedly records the secrets in their hearts and the secrets that cannot be told to others.

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These diaries were all pasted on the paper, similar to newspaper clippings, but the paper recording the diary itself was very dirty, as if someone had picked it up from the trash can. I flipped through the pages.

These diaries are obviously not written by the same person, which proves that they are not written by the same person, and from the diary

Judging from the different dates recorded, it is even less likely to be a draft of Chu Jiangshan's novel. The more I read it, the more panicked I became, because I had seen similar things in Lao Chu's room, and this was not the scariest thing. What really made me

What I find scary is that I have read all the things recorded in these diaries before, in Chu Jiangshan's novels.

I am not unfamiliar with this situation, because it has happened to me before, and it is even weirder than him. I can understand that these are materials collected by Chu Jiangshan for creation, just like the last time the Dream Club gave

My materials are the same, but the scary thing is that the story I wrote in the end really turned out to be a fact. I don’t know if what Chu Jiangshan wrote has turned out to be a fact, but vaguely, I feel that it should be the same as what I encountered.

I don't know where these so-called materials come from. Although they are all fragmentary, they are written so realistically. Perhaps this is a true portrayal of these people's innermost feelings. Those words express it nakedly.

The desire in the master's heart is sometimes cruel, and some are full of desire, even though the above even

There are still many typos, but they still make me tremble with fear. Maybe the truth is the scariest thing. I thought about it, and suddenly I remembered the text message the Dream Club sent me: "Because the truth is the truth."

, so true." This text message is so similar to the thoughts in my mind now.

I didn't think about it anymore. Xiaorui might walk out of the bathroom at any time. I had to hurry up and see if there were any other records about her later. Those words on that piece of paper were like a stone weighing on my heart.

The lingering feeling made me feel extremely heavy. I looked through it one by one. Every piece of paper was covered with the messy diary of various colors. Soon I turned to the last one.

As before, this paper also had a few pages of diaries that I got from nowhere, but the number was obviously much smaller. At a glance, I saw a line of words written crookedly on the bottom of this paper. I

I immediately became energetic and was about to take a closer look when suddenly the bathroom door opened and Xiaorui came out.

At this time, I had no time to hide the whole piece of paper. In desperation, I used my fingers hard to tear off the part where the line of words was written. While tearing, I shouted hello to Xiaorui to cover up the sound of tearing the paper.

Xiaorui had already changed her clothes and walked out while fiddling with her long hair. She glanced at me and asked, "What's wrong with you? You look so strange?"

I felt a little nervous and said hurriedly: "Nothing, I'm just reading these papers."

Xiaorui came up and asked, "Did you find anything?"

I handed the papers to her and said, "This is just what I saw. I didn't see anything directly related to Chu Jiangshan."

While Xiaorui was flipping through the papers, I said I wanted to go in and take a shower. Xiaorui didn't even raise her head. I said "hmm", took off my coat, took a change of clothes and walked quickly into the bathroom. I saw

Xiaorui's eyes did not look at me. She breathed a sigh of relief, closed the door, and spread out the piece of paper that I tore off in the palm of her hand.

It has an unfamiliar address and an unfamiliar name written on it.

I don't know the person written on the paper, nor have I been to this place. I should have told Xiaorui all this, but the words "push him down" kept popping up in my mind. Those words on the paper

The diary eventually became the material of Chu Jiangshan's novel. I have always been worried whether this sentence will eventually come true.

So I secretly hid this piece of paper. I didn't see clearly what was written on it at that time, but since it was written separately, it must have a different meaning. I have to admit that I don't want to write this piece of paper.

Let Xiaorui know the secret, I want to give up investigating all this, whatever ideals or dreams, go to hell.

If all this is not hidden, Xiaorui will definitely continue to investigate for her damn dream, and I will have to accompany her to investigate all the way. Then the sentence on the paper may really happen.

I memorized the address and name on the piece of paper, then tore it into pieces and threw it into the toilet. Watching the pieces swirling around and being flushed out, I also let out a heavy breath and let it all stay in me.

In the bottom of my heart.

I put my worries aside and took a very pleasant bath. When I came out of the bathroom, Xiaorui was still looking at the papers. She looked at them much more carefully than I did, so she took a lot slower and didn't see them yet.

On the last one, I walked up to her and asked, "Did you find anything?"

I sincerely asked Xiaorui for advice, because I looked at it in a hurry and was not as careful as Xiaorui. Maybe she could find something in it that I didn't see.

Xiaorui didn't raise her head to look at me, she just replied lightly "No", and then continued to flip through the papers. At this moment, she suddenly stopped and said "Huh". I felt nervous and asked hurriedly: "What's wrong?"

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Xiaorui quickly said: "It's okay, it's okay." I was a little panicked when I heard her voice, and looked at the paper in her hand. At this time, she had already seen the last piece of paper. I happened to be able to see Xiaorui's eyes staring at it from a high position.

At the place where I tore it apart.

I felt a little guilty, so I hurriedly pretended to be nonchalant and said, "Are you talking about this place that was torn apart? I discovered it then, so there shouldn't be any problem."

Xiaorui didn't reply. She stared at that place for a long time, then looked up at me and said, "Really? I don't think there should be any problem." Her tone was very calm, but I understood from this.

But I found a hint of indifference and disappointment.

Could it be that she had discovered that I tore the paper? My eyes couldn't help but look at that place. The papers were old and had a slight yellowish color on the surface, but the color inside was revealed at the place where it was torn off.

It's a light white color, and as long as you think about it for a moment, you can figure out that it must have just been torn off.

I think Xiaorui must have suspected that it was me who tore the piece of paper, otherwise she wouldn't have talked to me with that tone and expression. I felt like my whole body was running a fever, and I wanted to explain to Xiaorui why I did this.
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