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Chapter 040: That's because you don't understand how much I love you

After hearing Ru Xi's words, Nangong Chen was stunned, his eyes slowly emerged from the thoughts, and slowly fell on Ru Xi's body, and asked, "I want me to join the army so much?"

Well……

"I didn't say that, I was just curious and asked too much. Besides, I want to ask if you will go to the army?" Ru Xi stared at Nangong Chen with big eyes.

"What do you think?" Nangong Chen said in an ambiguous manner.

"I don't know, I'm not your remote control." Ru Xi pouted, feeling that Nangong Chen's mood was a little different now.

After hearing this, Nangong Chen smiled bitterly again. This little girl he had been crazy about for twenty years really knew too little about herself. She grew up with her childhood sweetheart. Perhaps she didn't know much about his lifestyle.

"Little girl, if you want me to join the army, you will report tomorrow that the president of Nangong Group is no longer me. You are not my remote control, but you can control a lot of decisions in one word." Nangong Chen said this very seriously, but this sentence shocked Ru Xi too much. She would never doubt that Nangong Chen would do this, but this was not what Ru Xi was willing to see.

"Nangong Chen, don't be busy for now. I want to have a good chat with you after saying this." Ru Xi seemed to suddenly think of something, so she asked Nangong Chen to put down the work in her hand and pulled him to sit on the sofa.

"Do you want to talk to me?" Nangong Chen was surprised when he heard Ru Xi's words and asked jokingly, "It's so rare, what do you want to talk to me?"

"You are serious, I'm very serious." Seeing that he was still joking, Ru Xi said sternly, Nangong Chen immediately corrected his attitude, a smile on his face, and said slowly: "Okay, I'll listen if you say."

Seeing that his attitude was quite serious, Ru Xi was stunned for a moment and said seriously: "Okay, then I will tell you what I think in my heart. Nangong Chen, I know you are very good to me, very nice, I am very moved, but just what you said just now will make me feel stressed. Everyone has their own ideas and things they want to do. I don't want to control any of your thoughts.

For example, when I went to your company and saw the mastiff. I could tell that you have been raising it for a long time and you also liked the dog very much, but I gave up because of my words. I would feel very sorry for you, and you would be overwhelmed by this. You would be overwhelmed by what you should say in front of you.

What you say about me will affect many of your decisions, so I speak so casually, but should I still be cautious in my words and actions in front of you? Should I also consider what to say and what not to say? So Nangong Chen, you feel very depressed by this, and I don’t like this feeling…”

After saying that, Ru Xi bit her lip and lowered her head gently. She knew that she was actually hurting Nangong Chen. He was obviously so kind to her, but she still felt depressed when she was with her. She just lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Nangong Chen's face. After a few moments, she felt a heat on her forehead. He covered her palms and rubbed them gently and moderately, and still had a doting tone: "I'm sorry, I haven't considered these things. It's wrong for you to feel depressed. I will change it in the future."

Uh...this isn't the same problem, it's really that he does whatever she says.

"Nangong Chen, I really don't understand why you are so paranoid about me? Just like what I told you that day, I was really not that good. Maybe it was because you had a very narrow contact with girls since you were a child. I have been with me since I was a child and could not contact other girls' relationships. Love is equal and mutual. If two people are together and one person, one person's one-sided efforts are not called love, and it is also unfair to you." Ru Xi said her own thoughts. In fact, she never thought that Nangong Chen's pathological paranoid view of love.

Hearing this, Nangong Chen's deep eyes were covered with a layer of fog, as if a little melancholy, and then it became more and more intense. This kind of eyes had never been seen from Nangong Chen. Seeing this Ru Xi suddenly felt aching heart. She didn't know why, maybe the two of them figured it out. Nangong Chen should be even more heartbroken at this time? But why is his heartache?

This kind of eyes lasted for a long time, and then his eyes flashed, and the foggy thing inside dispersed, and then it became clear, and the crystal clear inside became more and more real. He seemed to sigh inwardly, and then a slight sad smile appeared on his lips, and finally spoke:

"Xiao Ruxi, many times I wonder if your heart is made of iron, or there is a coldness living inside. No matter how I cover it, I can't warm it up. You say you don't understand why I am so paranoid. That's because you don't know how much I love you, and you won't know the meaning of your existence to me. I can lose the whole world but I can't lose you. I don't care about the shortcomings you mentioned, and I have also said that I never need such a perfect wife.

You said that I had a narrow contact area for girls since I was a child. Maybe, I am a very preconceived person. Once I recognized something, I wouldn't do anything. I met you when I was six years old. Since then, I only have you in my eyes. So I said that I have fewer contacts with girls, so I would rather not want to contact them at all. Lushui Sanqian is not you, so what do you have to do with me? Pampering you for so many years has become a habit for me. Being nice to you can see you smile is the happiest thing for me, so I will follow you without principles.

Because I am afraid that I will make you angry. You don’t understand my paranoia. I don’t understand why I have been chasing you while you are running away. Maybe we are people from two worlds, but I have committed a taboo and fall in love with you like a devil. But my world has no you. What else can I do besides going to your world to find you? But what can I do if I am always out of place in your world?”

Yes, he obviously spoiled her everything but he still did something wrong. What else should he do?

Ru Xi was really moved when she heard these words. She didn't understand her love for her and she would never understand. Ru Xi was silent again. He saw her as more important than his life. So what could it change him?

Seeing that Ru Xi was now like a child who made a mistake, Nangong Chen smiled again, raised his hand and touched her little head, and said, "Okay, is there anyone who treats you well? Why do you think so much? Love you and spoil you and spoil you is just my wishful thinking. This has nothing to do with you, huh?"

Nangong Chen coaxed her like a child. When Ru Xi heard this, she smiled and cursed: "Just say, you are a masochist, okay, you're like, you're crazy, you're like, I'm not saying the words just now."

Speaking of this, Ru Xi looked at the time. It was three o'clock in the afternoon. She hurriedly asked, "By the way, what time did Nianxi make an appointment with you? Where can I have dinner?"

"At six o'clock, I don't know where it is. I'll talk about it when I meet you. Are you hungry now?" Nangong Chen asked.

"No, accompany me out to buy clothes. I have so few clothes in summer, and I always feel that I don't have enough clothes." Ru Xi was very melancholy. Nangong Chen smiled. No matter how much clothes there are in a woman's closet, she will always feel that one piece of clothing is missing. This is even more true for girls who love beauty.

"Okay." Nangong Chen didn't say anything. After Ru Xi cleaned up again, the two of them went out.

This is not the first time the two of them went shopping, so they were very harmonious. Nangong Chen took her straight into the women's clothing store. To be honest, this is the first time he has accompanied a girl to buy clothes. He has no experience, but Nangong Chen is well aware of what style Ru Xi likes to wear and what kind of good looks she looks like.

The waiter came to the store and patiently introduced them to various styles. Ru Xi listened very seriously, while Nangong Chen seemed a little careless. He interrupted the clerk halfway, pointed to a pink dress displayed on the glass window, and said, "I want this one, take it out and try it for her."

After Nangong Chen's words, Ru Xi also turned around, because it was a display item, which was not something I bought here, and Ru Xi had never seen it. Now she fell in love with it after seeing it. She said that she likes pink, and it looks the best in pink clothes. Moreover, this style is simple and generous, which is very consistent with her temperament.

Seeing Nangong Chen speak, he smiled quickly and praised, "Sir, have good eyesight, please wait."

As he said that, the clerk went to her with joy. When he saw this Ru Xi, he was stunned and asked Nangong Chen: "How do you know I like this?"

After hearing this, Nangong Chen smiled without showing any signs. How could he not know what she looks good in? The clerk had already taken out his clothes and Nangong Chen signaled: "Wear it for me."

"Yeah, okay." Ru Xi smiled and nodded, then followed the clerk into the dressing room. Because the dress had a zipper at the back, someone had to help. The clerk followed her in. When changing her clothes, the clerk asked with a smile: "The one outside is your boyfriend, right? You can see that he loves you very much. Girl, you are so happy."

"Uh... no." Every time I came out with Nangong Chen, others would say that, and Ru Xi seemed to have habitually answered no, "He is my brother."

"Your brother?" The clerk smiled when he heard this, and it was so weird, as if this was a lie that everyone knew. Ru Xi was embarrassed and ignored her. After putting on her clothes, she turned around and walked out of the changing room.

"Nangong Chen, how about it?" Ru Xi showed it to Nangong Chen as soon as she walked out. Nangong Chen nodded with satisfaction: "Very good, very beautiful."

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