Speaking of this, Yanxi couldn't continue to say anything, and shed tears. If there was no such man who loved her, she would have been ruined by a strange man in the end. Thinking of this, Yanxi smiled again and continued, "This is their own fate. Even if I am jealous and struggle, it is useless. So I admit it. This time I lost completely. Sister, I am still willing to call you sister. Even though I still have a lot of hatred for you, I don't have the strength to keep hating me. I'm very tired, really tired. I want to have a sleep. Thank you for making these foods for me, but I can't eat them anymore..."

At the end, Yanxi was really powerless. She slowly closed her eyes in an empty mind. The tears flowed out along the corners of her closed eyes, and then silently penetrated into the pillow.

Seeing these words like this, Ru Xi was definitely not just as uncomfortable as she felt. Compared to seeing her despair, she hoped that Yanxi would scold her tantrums, or refused to give up like revenge, but she admitted that she was unwilling to mention the past. This actually shows how big the blow to her this time was, which was greater than everyone imagined.

Seeing Yanxi closing her eyes, Ruxi was not sure whether she was asleep or not, but she was tired. This was true, so Ruxi was still there, afraid that a little noise would disturb her.

Ru Xi stopped talking, just sitting quietly beside her with her. After a while, the childlike heart walked in again. Seeing her in, Ru Xi hurriedly got up and whispered: "Mom."

Seeing that Yanxi was sleeping with Tongxin, he was shocked and asked Ruxi: "How is the conversation?"

Hearing this question, Ru Xi frowned and shook her head with sorrow. Seeing this childlike heart, she was nervous and asked, "What? Are you quarreling again?"

"No, it's just that Yanxi's whole mental state is really worrying. I really hope she can scold me, but there is no, there is nothing." As he said that, Ru Xi pursed her lips and lowered her head.

Seeing this childlike innocence, there was no way to do so, so I could only sigh and pat her on the shoulder to comfort her: "Take it slow. Now she just woke up, and she will inevitably be negative. Don't think too much, as she will be fine in the future."

"Yes." Ru Xi nodded, and now she can only think so.

"Okay, you've been busy for so long and go home and rest. It's enough to have us here."

"Mom, I..."

"Okay, Ru Xi, mom knows what you think, but so many people are useless here. Let's take turns to come. Go back first and be obedient." Tongxin's tone was very gentle, so Ru Xi did not refuse anymore. She looked back at Yanxi lying on the hospital bed, looked back and nodded, and walked out of the ward and brought it to the door.

Ru Xi was in a very heavy mood when she walked in the hospital. She really didn't expect that Yanxi's reaction was so great that she would commit suicide. This was terrible. It was not that she knew her sister at all, or that when she encountered things like feelings, everyone was irrational, and what she did was not done could be guessed by her usual behavior.

Ru Xi breathed a big sigh, feeling her mind was about to explode, so she speeded up and ran out of the hospital. It was too depressing here, it was too depressing.

She ran very quickly, her mind was very confused, and she didn't even hear the phone in her pocket ring. She ran out of the hospital. Not long after she ran out of the hospital, the familiar car drove towards her. Ru Xi just lowered her head and walked forward. Suddenly a car stopped in front of her and scared her. Before she could calm down, she heard the familiar voice: "Girl, get in the car."

Looking up, it turned out to be Nangong Chen. Did he wait here for a while and not leave?

Now that she saw Nangong Chenruxi, she didn't know what she felt. She wanted to throw herself into his arms and burst into tears. She wanted to escape from this man so that the guilt in her heart would become more and more severe. She stood there stupidly and didn't dare to stretch out her hand, not knowing whether she should open the car door and whether she should get into his car.

Just when Ru Xi was hesitating, Nangong Chen had no choice but to open the car door and get out of the car by himself. Looking at Ru Xi, he asked first: "How is Yanxi now? Are you awake?"

"Yeah." Ru Xi nodded faintly. She didn't want to say anything else. Saying it would only make her heart even more uncomfortable.

"Good girl, get in the car first. If you have anything to say, let's get in the car." Nangong Chen reached out and held Ru Xi's hand and pulled her into the car. Ru Xi was very passive, so he pulled her into the car.

After getting on the bus, Nangong Chen did not start the bus because he didn't know where he was going. He looked at Nangong Chen Ruxi and asked, "Have you never returned?"

"Yeah." Nangong Chen just replied lightly, and then hurriedly asked, "How is Yanxi now?"

Ru Xi felt really uncomfortable when she heard this question. She felt like she had something in common with Yan Xi. She felt that her left wrist was also painful, and it was as if she was about to drip bleeding. She bit her lips and shook her head, but she couldn't help but she burst into tears and said, "She was very bad. The words she said were like despairing about life. Although she told my sister that she had given up on you, I knew she must have hated me in her heart. She would never forgive me in her life..."

Speaking of this, Ru Xi was already in tears. She looked at Nangong Chen with great guilt and pain and asked: "Nangong Chen, we were together and hurt her, no, in fact, I just hurt her. She said so firmly that she could not be with you. She knew that she likes you very much, but I still walked with you with her on her back. How did I behave like my sister? I am completely a selfish woman!"

As he said that, Ru Xi raised her hand and slapped herself hard. Then she was about to start slapping herself again. Nangong Chen quickly grabbed her wrist and advised: "Ru Xi, don't do this. I blame me for this. It's because I think things too simple. I'm too indifferent to Yan Xi, so I'm like this. This is all my fault. If you want to blame me, blame me. If you want to hit me, hit me. Don't think so. It's really because I don't handle it properly."

Seeing Ru Xi like this, Nangong Chen felt even more distressed and even more guilty about Yan Xi. Maybe he still didn't know Yan Xi enough, so he should have made some words clear to her early, otherwise today's tragedy would not have happened.

"Nangong Chen." Ru Xi looked at him with tears on her face and asked crying, "Don't we be together? I deserve to die. I have rejected you for twenty years, but why, why did you agree to you after knowing that Yanxi likes you? The most damn person is me, not Yanxi, why is Yanxi so stupid? Why is she so unhappy? She is in a bad mood, she feels wronged, she has hatred in her heart, can come to me to vent, why do you have to commit suicide? I really can't even think about it, but fortunately she was rescued. If... If Yanxi really has a few shortcomings this time... How can I have the face to live in this world? Nangong Chen, tell me, what should I do? How should I do to atone for my sins?"

Ru Xi is crying like a child now. She really hates herself when something happened to Yanxi. She wishes Yanxi could stab herself at her and didn't want Yanxi to hurt herself like this. But now that things have happened, how can she make up for it?

In fact, Nangong Chen was so sad that he felt so sad that he was even more guilty than Ru Xi. But seeing Ru Xi like this, he felt even more uncomfortable and distressed. He pulled her into his arms with a big palm, hugged her tightly, stroked her hair and comforted her very gently: "Okay, Ru Xi, don't think too much. This thing has happened. Even if you blame him to death, it's useless. The only thing we can do now is to help Yan Xi walk out of the shadow earlier and stop blaming himself, okay, Ru Xi?"

Nangong Chen has been comforting this way, but what's the use of these comforts? Feeling his warm embrace, he thought of the words of Yanxi and Nianxi, Ru Xi hated him again, and reached out to push Nangong Chen out, saying:

"Just when my mother was taking care of Yanxi, Nianxi once told me some strange things she said before Yanxi was in trouble. As well, just now, in the ward, she also said that she was with me, and always felt that I was a white swan and an ugly duckling. In fact, my sister has always been doing something that I can't take care of Yanxi incompetently. Just like the tie, it was my fault, and it was obviously my fault, but I had you by my side, and Yanxi was still alone.

And this time, I had caused Yanxi to commit suicide, and you were still here to comfort me and accompany me, but Yanxi... She could only lie on the hospital bed alone and feel uncomfortable. This is unfair, it is really unfair. I really hope now. I really hope that the man who was the most gentleman at the time was Yanxi. At the beginning, she was also the one you liked and loved. Now I am the one who was suffering from pain in the hospital bed. Why should I be so unfair to Yanxi? Why should I treat Yanxi like that?"

Ru Xi was crying a little unstable. Seeing this, Nangong Chen felt ache. He was really feeling so uncomfortable now. It was obviously his own fault that he hurt Yanxi, but he also caused Ru Xi to be so self-blame and sad. If he could, he would also want to be killed for Yanxi, but who can do this for Yanxi now?

Nangong Chen hugged Ru Xi again, holding her like this, making her lie in her arms and cry. She felt that tears were wet his clothes like this, and the bandaged wound seemed to have also touched her tears. It hurts very much, but the external pain and the discomfort in her heart are incomparable.

Ru Xi lay in Nangong Chen's arms and cried all the time, but Nangong Chen didn't speak anymore. She just stroked her hair and let the silence replace all the uncomfortable words...

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Chapter completed!