Xu Cheng shook his head and said: No need to explain, I can understand, but I am still a little disappointed, to you, to Xiangwei.

At this moment, my alcoholism had already awakened most of my heart. I recalled the scenes I did with Dai Xiangwei not long ago, and even I was surprised by this. I knew that I was wrong, and I was completely wrong. I indulged in the little devil in my heart, and I let it pull me, and greedily enjoyed the arms of another man who coveted me with the effect of alcohol.

For the first time, I felt puzzled and confused about such an self. I always thought that I was a woman with strong self-control and could resist countless temptations in the social field. Except for that time when I was almost rescued by Xu Cheng because of drunkenness, this was the second time I was not sure about the right measure and standard, and almost got out of fire, causing a big mistake...

I lowered my head and said: I'm sorry, it's because I didn't control my heart. I always thought I was mature enough, but now I realize that sometimes I still can't completely control my emotions.

He touched my head with some pity and said: In other words, as a young girl, although you are more mature and independent than others, there are many unstable factors in your personality, which I can understand. However, as my woman, I still cannot accept this with other men. Do you know, if I had met you ten years ago, and you would have liked you, I would have the heart to kill you.

I...I found that I was speechless. I knew that I was wrong this time, it was outrageous, and it was so wrong that I could not even understand myself.

We were both silent. He lay down for a while and sat up and started dressing. It was late at night, and I said: Don’t you want to stay here anymore?

He turned his head and smiled at me reluctantly, and said: Give me some time to accept it. Although I am more mature than before, I can't be so open-minded. In other words, you understand me.

I said lightly: He said that he had prepared to fight against the family for me. So, I was moved. Because until now, I have never known your parents' views and attitude towards me, and even... I don't know if they know that I am.

His body was slightly stunned. He didn't look back. He sighed softly, and said: Do you think I don't give you enough security, right?

There was a hint of disappointment in his voice, and I said: No, I just tried to explain why I made a mistake, although the reason sounded far-fetched...

He said: In this case, we are all quiet, reflect on ourselves, and give us some tolerance time, okay?

Seeing him wanting to leave, I felt a sense of indescribable reluctance in my heart, but I didn't dare to pull him back. I knew that no matter how great a man was, he could not digest such things immediately...

I watched him slowly put on his clothes. After he finished putting it, he slowly turned his head. He did not leave a light kiss on my forehead as usual. He just sat down and gently tucked a corner of the quilt. He said: It's not too late, you go to bed, I'm leaving.

I looked at him reluctantly. He touched my head again, and then quickly left the bedroom as if he had made up his mind. Soon, I heard the sound of him closing the door. My emotions were in a mess, and I found that even I could not understand myself. This feeling of not being awake made me feel extremely uncomfortable. I couldn't sleep all night. I got up early and came to the office early with dark circles. I was so sleepy.

Xiao Cui also came very early. He has been promoted to vice president and has been very good at work over the years. He rarely has the heart to heart. Gradually, I have also delegated power. He has left many things to him. His style of doing things has always been what I appreciate. He has comprehensive consideration and quick action. He has a few minor flaws in his personality, such as his special emphasis on money and his sleekness, but it is still a flaw that does not hide the merits.

The people I brought out back then have settled in this city. After Xiaomi married Xiao Cui, she married and had children and became a full-time housewife. This may be the sacrifice made by a woman in her career for her family. Otherwise, with Xiaomi's ability and qualifications, she has now become a company executive.

I once discussed with Xiao Cui about letting Xiaomi return to the workplace, but Xiao Cui's thoughts are a bit macho. He said that it would be better for women to take care of their family and take good care of their families. Men will do the things they show up in public.

Early in the morning, when Xiao Cui brought the latest sales report to sign for me, I looked at him with high spirits and inadvertently asked: Xiao Cui, how is Xiaomi now?

Maybe my question surprised him a little, and he said: Ah? Why did you suddenly ask about her coming? Didn’t you see her last annual meeting? It’s okay. Anyway, I stay at home every day and I’ve gained a lot of weight.

I said thoughtfully, and said: Xiao Cui, are you busy? If you are not busy, sit down and chat with me.

He nodded and sat down. After so many years of getting along, we have not only become partners, but also become friends in a relative sense. I said: Xiao Cui, are most men hoping that their wives can stay at home to take care of their husbands and children safely after marriage?

He thought about it carefully and said: I dare not say 100% or 90% of men, right? When a man has a certain ability, he definitely does not want his woman to work hard outside and can't even have a bite of hot rice when he goes home.

I said: Do few men dare to marry women like me?

He laughed in an instant and said: No way, you are a strong woman. It’s not that men dare not marry, but that they are afraid that they will not be worthy of it.

I asked again, I said: Xiao Cui, will women eventually return to their families?

He has always thought about every problem of me as seriously as he is about work. Finally, he said: I have to say that whether in China or abroad, taking care of my husband and children is the mission of women. Although you see that feminist ideas are becoming more and more intense now, in the final analysis, the division of labor between men and women still determines the fate of a woman's life. Of course, a woman as detached as Dayi may not be burdened by marriage.

I sighed slightly and said: No matter how powerful a woman is, she still longs for marriage. As you said, getting married and having children is a fate that women cannot escape, just sooner or later.

He snickered and said: Oh, it’s rare to see you have this kind of thought. It seems that there is a certain reason for a girl to get married when she is a big girl.

I also smiled and said: I'm old, I'm almost thirty in the blink of an eye, and my age makes women uneasy.

He laughed and said, "I'll just say it, you, after all, you still have a little bit of a little woman's personality, and you still want to have a home. You didn't believe it before, and you always say that you don't marry. If you really meet the true emperor, your thoughts will naturally change."

I smiled and said: Okay, don’t analyze me. I see that everyone is here, let’s prepare quickly and have a morning meeting.

He said mischievously: I have the order.

Then he shouted loudly to the outside: Dear, get ready, Mr. Yi will go to the morning court later!

I burst into laughter in an instant. This guy must have felt that I was a little unhappy, so he deliberately shouted like this and made me smile.

There was no news about Xu Cheng for a day. In the past, no matter how busy he was, he would say good morning to me on msn, but today he did not send any messages until he got off work. I saw that his msn was in a state of leaving, so I comforted myself, maybe he was too busy.

I didn't call him. I knew that at this time, calm reflection was the only way out for our relationship. I dare not easily destroy this calmness. It is very likely that any words I said would affect the direction of our relationship. His vicious venting last night was an extremely collapsed and extremely controlled rhythm. I could only remain silent and wait for him to come and declare the result of my judgment.

The feeling of waiting makes me feel uncomfortable. Whenever I am confused and can’t see myself clearly, I will choose to go home. I told the fairy about the whole story, and the fairy glared at me fiercely, and she said, how could I have a daughter like you, looking forward to the sky, looking at the mountains high.

But then she changed her subject and said: I'll go and communicate with you. Judging from the situation you described, he should not forgive you. That is, your relationship will have some flaws from now on. Remember, in the future, you will draw a clear line with Dai Xiangwei. No matter how good he is, it will not belong to you. Protect your happiness. This kind of ambiguous practice is too undesirable. If you lose the watermelon and pick up sesame seeds, don't deviate from the future.

I nodded seriously and said I knew I was wrong. I was just confused about why I did that, and I didn't even understand myself.

The fairy held me in her arms, and the fairy said: People are all passionate and desires, and they cannot be sober forever, let alone you drink wine. I also know you, you actually said that you can live without marriage, but women grow older and their desire for marriage will become greater and greater. There are too few women who can truly not marry. In fact, I have never known what the future son-in-law is hesitating about. Since you two love each other so much, is it so difficult to get a marriage contract? My daughter doesn't need him to raise, hey...

Yes, this is also the place where I am extremely confused. Xu Cheng never mentioned marriage at all, nor did he say that he would take me to meet his parents. What was he hesitating about?

In recent years, I have attended too many weddings of too many people and seen too many sensational scenes at weddings. The principles I once adhered to in my heart have become slightly loose. Xu Cheng gave me a necklace, bracelet, brooch, and earrings, but never gave me a ring.

When the fairy saw me silent, she said: Go to sleep, don't think too much. A man like Xu Cheng is most afraid of being forced to marry. You are calm. If you cannot stabilize your heart like this, you will only push him further...

I smiled and said: There is still a psychological gap between a man who has thought about marrying me and a man who doesn't mention marrying me.

She patted my forehead directly and said: You ask you to calm your heart, why are you so disobedient? If you continue to be like this, you will be careful and make mistakes! Xu Cheng just doesn't marry you. So what if Dai Xiangwei thought about marrying you, he has been engaged to another woman! In other words, I always think you are rational enough, much better than when I was younger. But you are obviously panicked, where did you go before calm?
Chapter completed!