After spending three days in that dark place, we were hungry and cold, and finally we were rescued by the rescue team. The rescue personnel sent supplies to everyone and said that because they were in the Spring Festival, they encountered heavy snow that was rare in a century, and the signal was not available, it was already very late when they received the message. Fortunately, the group of people in the front walked dozens of kilometers in the snow, found a village, and notified the relevant departments on public phones. The search and rescue team then set off for rescue.

On the third day, the snow finally stopped. The search and rescue team led the stranded passengers to sweep out the snow on the road, and removed all the trees and other obstacles crushed by the heavy snow. The vehicles began to move forward slowly. Xu Cheng and the personnel of the search and rescue team told us about our special circumstances and asked for help. With their help, we left there first and went back to City T.C.

We all thought the child was safe because no other situation occurred along the way. But when I got out of the car, I suddenly felt a lot of liquid coming out of my lower body, and my pants were dyed red in an instant. Xu Cheng was panicked, and the fairy and Lao Liu who came to pick us up were also panicked. Everyone hurried to take me to the hospital. I kept touching my stomach and said to the child: Baby, you must be stronger and you must persevere...

My stomach began to hurt a little, and I felt that I could no longer hold on. 1 Soon I took me to the hospital and I entered the operating room. The feeling of getting more and more painful, coupled with the hypoglycemia caused by not eating anything for several days made me faint. I only vaguely saw a few hazy shadows swaying in front of me, and then I knew nothing.

This is my second time in the hospital. When I wake up, what is waiting for me is a bolt from the blue... I looked at them all with their eyes red, and I knew the result. I couldn't suppress my emotions and collapsed again.

The fairy hugged my head desperately and cried with me. The fairy said: It’s okay for baby, it’s because we have a little relationship with this child and can’t keep him. It’s okay, there will be something again, there will be something again...

I choked and said: But it’s already a blessing for my body to get pregnant. Now that the child is gone, can I still have it?

The fairy said: Don’t worry, I said there will be something if there is one. Don’t worry, when your health is good, I will find a Chinese medicine doctor to take good care of you. If you don’t believe that you can’t make a child, don’t worry.

Xu Cheng looked back at me and saw that we were talking, he did not come over. He stood by the window, looking out the window with his hands behind his back, not knowing what he was thinking. His posture in the past meant that he was in a rage. So, at this moment, was he blaming me for being too willful?

The fairy looked at Xu Cheng, then looked at my expression, and said: Yes, what do you want to eat now? I have stewed several kinds of soups for you, and there are also porridge. Lao Liu bought it specially. You can eat some bone porridge that you like to drink the most. Don’t be sad. I can’t help it when I see you sad...

Before she finished speaking, her eyes turned red again. If she had been like this before, I would have to bury her for a while. But now, I am not in the mood. I touched my stomach habitually. When I thought that my stomach was empty and nothing was gone, my heart was so painful that I shook my head and said I didn’t want to eat, I wanted to sleep.

Actually, I was sleeping wherever I had just lying down and tears came. I didn’t even have time to look at him through B-ultrasound, and he didn’t know where to play mischievously. Baby, will you come back to see me? I swear, if you come back, I will definitely not be willful, I will protect you well, and will let you grow up in my belly safely and be your most proudest mother...

I didn't eat, and the fairy sighed one after another. Old Liu walked to Xu Cheng and said: Look, Zhizhi is awake, you can eat something first. You haven't had a good meal for several days.

I looked at Xu Cheng nervously. I saw him shook his head and still didn't say anything. Old Liu sighed and pulled Xu Cheng and said: Acheng, go, let's go outside to chat.

I saw Xu Cheng hesitating for a moment, but still followed him. When he turned around, he looked at me. Seeing that I was looking at him, he forced a smile and pointed outside, meaning that he and Lao Liu had gone out. His beard was already very long, his eyes were covered with blood, and he was very haggard. He didn't go home to change his clothes. He was still the same as he was in the car. When he walked over, I could smell a slight smell of sweat...

My heart was getting more and more painful. I thought Lao Liu must have wanted to talk to him and comfort him. The fairy held my hand and touched my hair and said: Baby, thank you for your hard work. If I had known this, I would never let you go back for the New Year. It was all our fault, we were so careless, and you didn't know if you were pregnant, hey...

I sighed and said: Maybe it was God's will, but he got it and lost it, which made the pain even more painful. By the way, is there any news from the old man?

She shook her head and said: No, I don’t know what happened to him, but he is such a smart person, so there should be no trouble, don’t worry.

I felt more and more upset. I wanted to get up but my stomach hurts very much and was completely powerless. When I thought that the baby was gone, I was so angry that I could beat myself and slap myself a few times. I was about to hit myself in the face, but the fairy grabbed my hand and she said loudly: What are you doing? Yi Zhizhi, your body is your own, you can take it again if the child is gone. If you ruin yourself like this, will the child leave with peace of mind?

I shouted loudly: There are no children, and I don’t want to live anymore. My father doesn’t know whether to die or live, and I don’t know what to do. I feel that I’m useless. I haven’t protected my children, and I haven’t protected my father...

The fairy hugged me, scolded me and stroked my back. She said: That's the child's own choice. He will come back when he is tired of playing outside. Your father might live well now, how could his sex be plotted against? You should worry about yourself. If you don't have you, I really don't know how to survive...

The two men outside heard our quarrel and ran in quickly. Seeing us like this, Lao Liu frowned and walked to the fairy and said: "It's time to rest now. Look at you, when can't you say anything, you have to teach your children a lesson now. Let's go back first and let them wait a moment."

After saying that, Old Liu pulled the fairy away without saying anything. Xu Cheng put his hands into his pockets, looked at me with red eyes, and I stretched out his hand. Finally, he could no longer help and walked over and hugged me in his arms.

I said: I'm sorry, it's because I'm not good, I didn't protect our children well.

He touched my face and said: Don’t say that, I’m even more blaming myself for saying this. We are not sad, life is still long, and we will have it again.

I lay quietly in his arms and said: Be obedient, go back and take a shower and eat something.

He said: You have not woken up yet. I am worried that you will lose control of your emotions when you wake up and will not dare to go back.

I said: I'm sorry, I'm worried. I'm sorry, it's because I'm too useless.

He kissed me on the forehead and said: Fool, don't say these words. I always thought I was strong enough to protect my family. I didn't expect that everything that happened in the past few days made me feel so small. In other words, I didn't take good care of you and the children, and I didn't have any worries. If I stopped you and let me deal with it, maybe nothing would have happened...

We are all sad, reflecting, confused, and awakening from the overly arrogant mood. There are too many things in this world that I can't help but say. The only thing I can do at this moment is to hold Xu Cheng's hand tightly, walk on each other, and face all the unknowns.

I tried my best to persuade him to go back, but I said that you were so bad that it would damage your image. He smiled bitterly and said that he could not care about his image yet. With my consolation, he went home when the fairy and Lao Liu came back, but after he took a shower and changed his clothes, he came over again.

I said why don’t you sleep more at home? He said he was worried that I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to think so. I smiled and said: I am not that fragile.

But even so, my heart still hurts. When I think that the old man is still missing, I feel panic. Xu Cheng is with me all night, but he can't resist the sleepiness. He is lying on the small bed in the hospital without realizing it and fell asleep. The fairy covered him with a quilt. It was late at night when the fairy and Lao Liu went back to sleep. I struggled to sit up, looked out the window, closed my hands and prayed devoutly, hoping that my baby would come again, and hope that the old man would not have any trouble.

I was quietly waiting for the arrival of dawn in the night. It was finally dawn. I coughed twice. Xu Zhima woke up in shock, rubbed his eyes and leaned over and asked me: What's wrong? I caught a cold?

I shook my head and said: I want to go to Gao's house. If I don't go, I really don't know what will happen to the old man.

He quickly said: No, you are so weak now, don’t be willful, be hospitalized for a few days, I will contact you.

I said: But it’s useless for you to go. The reason why they targeted the old man must be for me.

He said: On the other hand, I will never let you take risks this time. No matter what you say, it is useless. By the way, the butler's phone number cannot be reached. I will find a way to inquire about the situation of the Gao family today. Don't worry, if I am here, you can rest with peace of mind, okay?

I insisted on going by myself, Xu Cheng got angry. That was the first time he got angry at me since we were together. He said: Yi Zhizhi, when did you become so irrational? Because of your willfulness, we have paid a heavy price. I ask you, don’t stick to it anymore, okay? Just listen to me once, okay?

His tone was filled with deep helplessness and deep reproach. I knew that the pain of losing a child was no less than that of me. He tried hard not to vent all his anger on me, but at this moment, his tone clearly had a resentment.

I was silent. I buried myself in the quilt. I didn't want to collapse again. He came over and wanted to pull my quilt away, but I didn't let him go. He said: Then, don't do this, it will make me bored.

I was still silent. He sighed heavily and said: I'm sorry, that's it. I don't mean to blame you. I just hate the injustice of heaven. Haha, I, Xu Cheng, have had the opportunity to be a father twice in my life, but every time, before I could share this joy of being a father, the child left inexplicably. Sometimes, I can't help but hate myself, why can't even protect my own children?

I was immediately touched. I remembered that he had lost his child and left his hometown that year. I suddenly realized that losing his child was simply unable to bear it for someone who had a strong sense of responsibility like him. He just didn't say it, but he was just trying hard to endure it and think about it for me, but I didn't think about his feelings carefully...

I lifted the quilt, hugged him, and said: Dear, I'm sorry, please forgive my selfishness.
Chapter completed!