194 Life is impermanent and pity
I looked at Liu Yixi, who was swaying in prison, and the violent aura on her face was particularly obvious. At this moment, she was like a crab waving her pliers and legs, ready to attack people at any time.
My voice suddenly became louder, and I shouted at the phone: Liu Yixi, do you really want to know why? Okay, then I will tell you why! Yizhizhi lived for thirty years and never hated anyone! I lived for thirty years and I lived for thirty years and came step by step by step! Although I am not well educated, I completely killed you in business! Although I have a father who is much richer than your father, I have never attached myself to him! I have made money to support myself since I was a very young man, and I have never resented myself! My happiness today is all achieved by myself little by little! Don’t ask me what everyone loves me, because I deserve their love! Yizhizhi, he is a woman worthy of a man’s love!
After I finished yelling, everyone in the room looked at me. Dai Xiangwei slowly raised his thumb in a daze. I was a little gasping. It is said that he should be so cool when he lifted his hair at this time, but I sneezed inappropriately and accidentally sprayed a little snot. Oh, I was wrong.
After taking out a tissue from your pocket and wiped it calmly, I sat down and looked at Liu Yixi who was already stunned and continued: Let me talk about you, Liu Yixi. Have you cherished your happiness? Have you cherished other people's love for you? Chenxi loved you so much, but you immediately passed it on to others after he went bankrupt? Tao Xiaobin loved you so much, what about you, let others help you become a scapegoat! Do you know why your life's road is getting narrower and narrower? Because you only see yourself in your eyes, you can't see anyone! Poor that you have not yet awakened yet, and you are still here to blame others! Liu Yixi, you are not qualified! Others blame others for not getting it, but you have ever received all the best things in my world, but you have never cherished it! Therefore, you don't even have the qualifications to resent the heavens! God is fair, everyone, you wake up and see how many things you have done wrong in recent years and how many people have failed!
I actually said that Liu Yixi was crying. This was the first time I saw her crying in so many years. The pear blossoms were really desolate in the rain. She said whimperingly: Yi Zhizhi, but I did nothing. Why did I suddenly go to jail? I did nothing. I was just a little playful, a little greedy, and a little willful.
I said: The higher the position a person is, the greater the responsibility he has to bear. You have always been a flower in the greenhouse, protected from childhood to adulthood, and your life is smooth sailing. You could have continued to live such a life, but you overestimate your ability to be the president of the Gao Group. Ordinary people think with their feet and know how much they are, the greater the responsibility they take. But if you think everything is so simple, do you think the president means glory? I tell you Liu Yixi, when you think so, you are destined to be such an ending. Now, there is nothing to say, no one can save you of your serious crime. You can take a good look at the books your brother brings to you, reflect on yourself, transform it well, and strive to come out early.
Her hostility gradually became suppressed by me. She murmured: Chen Xi has become a singer, Tao Xiaobin has been shot, everyone who loves me has left, no one has saved me, no one loves me anymore...
Her appearance was really pitiful. Dai Xiangwei took the microphone from me and said to Liu Yixi: Xiaoyi, make good transformation, we will find a way to let you out as soon as possible.
She looked at Dai Xiangwei with tears in her eyes and said: Brother, do you still feel sorry for me? Will you still treat me well like you did when you were a child? Do you often come to see me?
Dai Xiangwei said a little unbearable: Xiaoyi, I know, I will come to see you if I have time.
Then, Liu Yixi said something about it. Dai Xiangwei handed me the microphone and I took it over. Liu Yixi said, "Yi Zhizhi, I actually like my cousin very much. Since I was very young, I have liked him silently. When I was a child, I said that I would marry him when I grew up. But as I grew up, I realized that my cousin just treats me as a sister. I have many boys liked me since I was a child, and they all liked me around me and held me as a baby, but only my cousin, he never liked me from beginning to end, but just treated me as a sister.
Yi Zhizhi, do you know? My greatest desire in my life is that my cousin will fall in love with me, even a little bit. But my cousin is moved by you. I snatched your first love and you snatched my cousin's heart. Maybe fate is so fair. Haha, now, Chen Xi ignores me. I wrote a long and long letter to him, but he didn't reply. He became a big singer. Now there should be many women who like him? He used to love me so much, but now he hasn't come to see me in this way. A man's heart has changed, it's changed..."
She is at the end of her journey, and maybe she has the desire to talk. I listened quietly, and I couldn't help but interrupt her when I heard this. I said: Liu Yixi, you are wrong again. Any man's efforts to love are limited. It is impossible to love a woman endlessly and selflessly. If you don't cherish it, others will cherish it. Now that he treats you like this, you are not qualified to say anything, it is your fault first.
After I finished speaking, tears fell in her eyes. She said: The reason why I was with Tao Xiaobin was because he looked like my cousin, and sometimes he spoke the same tone. Every time I was with him, I treated him as my cousin. But I didn’t expect that I harmed him, but I didn’t expect that he was so good and took so many sins for me, and would rather die on my behalf. Yi Zhizhi, at least I have been loved so deeply by someone, right? It’s not only you that have such perfect love. Look, I have, a man is willing to die for me, don’t you?
I was speechless. Even now, she was still intoxicated in her own world and felt that a man died for her was a happy thing. I said: Liu Yixi, don’t you feel heavy? Such love is what you want? A man who gives for you moths to the fire is what you long for? I think you are so stupid. You don’t understand the true meaning of life at all. You don’t know what life is. I don’t want to talk to you more. I think you are beyond help.
I don’t know why I am so angry. Perhaps in my worldview, I can’t accept any unequal love, and I can’t accept anyone doing something about moths to the flames because of love. Perhaps because I used to be so humble, I now sympathize with those fools who are willing to give for love. Because I understand, I am compassionate.
I handed the microphone to Dai Xiangwei and said: You say, I'll go out and wait for you.
Seeing that my emotions fluctuated, he patted my shoulder and then picked up the microphone. I walked out and walked straight out of the prison gate. When I thought of the closed people, all kinds of women who made mistakes in life, I felt suffocated. At that moment, I deeply felt that life was really like walking on thin ice. Many times, if you take a little detour, you will be doomed.
I took out a cigarette and haven't smoked it for a long time. I couldn't help but find a corner and lit one. This place with green mountains and rivers is imprisoned by the colorful lives of women. It's so ironic.
Dai Xiangwei came out not long after, and looked around but couldn't find me. I saw him and waved to him. He walked over and took out my cigarette from my pants pocket without hesitation, then put it in his mouth, and signaled me to light it for him.
I reluctantly threw the lighter to him, and he cursed: What will happen if a woman lights up?
I said disdainfully: I have no hands, I am not a Filipino maid who serves you.
He lit the cigarette, threw the cigarette and lighter into my hand, and said: It's really boring to smoke women's cigarettes. In other words, do you feel very depressed? I think it's particularly depressing to come to such a place.
I nodded, vomited a smoke ring, and said: Yes, here, sin and death are only one step away.
He said: Let's leave quickly. I feel very uncomfortable when I see my cousin like this.
I said: I can understand your mood. Even my old enemy, her always-off enemy, couldn't bear to see her like this.
He said: But your words are very good, and I have also realized that people should be careful of danger in times of peace, otherwise they will be very likely to be doomed.
I said: Yes, especially the noble young man born with a golden spoon in his mouth, he must be very cautious.
He glared at me and said: Wei'an's death and Yixi's imprisonment made me instantly suspicious of life.
Only then did I realize that he had not yet completely emerged from these griefs. Yes, in such a short time, Wei An left and Liu Yixi was imprisoned. Who knows who would suddenly lose someone when we were walking along the way?
I took the initiative to reach out and hug him, and said: No matter what, I will be by your side and accompany you in the name of friendship.
He hugged me tightly and said: Yes, it’s good that there is you. When I returned to China, the first person I thought of was you, and you were the only one.
I suddenly felt palpitations, and I patted his shoulder, and I said: A man is a real man, he will shed blood and not cry, let's go. I think Viagra is in the spirit of heaven, and I hope each of us will live a good life.
In the car, I told him what Vian sent me to dream of, and I said: I think Vian is really an angel. Maybe she came to the mortal world and really had her unique mission.
He nodded and said: I often dream about her, her sweet smile. Every time I dream about her, she repeats the last sentence, don’t wait for me. Every time I dream about her, I get up and hold her photo, I can’t help crying. She is a woman who is not in the world. Sometimes I really miss her very much, and I want her to stay by my side quietly.
In his car was Xu Song's "On the Qingming Rain", which was also a song I always liked very much. The lyrics contained a deep longing for the deceased. We listened to the song, and we were sad all the way. When we got home, we were in a very depressed mood. He sent me downstairs and left.
Chapter completed!