203 Love is no longer where to go
In fact, I can understand the fairy's feelings for Xu Cheng. In recent years, she has always thought he was a son and felt that she felt in love with her son-in-law. So, now that we have broken up, she is both sad for me and Xu Cheng.
The fairy thought that I was so intolerant of such incidents of accidents at this age, and it was a bit too artificial. The fairy told me a lot with earnestness. She said that it was really difficult for a woman to meet such an excellent man who loved you in her life. She could see that Xu Cheng loved me and had fallen in love with me to the core, and she also knew my feelings for Xu Cheng. She hoped that I could erase these flaws from the bottom of her heart. She said: Look at Xu Fan, Feng Xiaogang cheated, what did they say? People said that anyway, their own men are men, so they don’t suffer any loss.
I smiled and shook my head, and I said: Sir Fairy, you don’t understand my love, and you don’t understand our love.
The fairy knew that she couldn't persuade me anymore, so she sighed heavily and then went back to her room. Lao Liu winked at me, meaning that he would persuade the fairy. After that, he followed him into the door.
I returned home with a little depressed look. Looking at the scattered clothes on the ground last night, Xu Cheng packed up and placed them on the armchair on the sofa, I felt sad and didn't call each other.
I locked myself at home for a week without eating or drinking, but the phone was not answered, and all contact information was turned off. I hid in the house, smoking cigarettes, reading books, and doing housework when I felt pain, and going to bed when I was tired. I don’t want to miss Xu Cheng anymore, but these two kept lingering in my ears and couldn’t get rid of them. However, I only gave myself a week to miss it.
Isn’t it just a love affair? Compared to the first time, I think this time the relationship is much more graceful. After all, I dumped the person this time, and although I still abused myself to death, this time, I made a profit in my face, and the loss was my heart. It hurts so much that I want to abuse myself.
However, I am already thirty years old, I am no longer the 22-year-old me, I will no longer be willing to hurt my hair, I want to build a warm shell for myself and wrap myself intact.
The old man took Kaohsiung to travel around the world for a while. Xu Cheng went abroad this week, and my world became a little empty again. I don’t know if Xu Cheng called me and sent me a text message, but that doesn’t matter anymore.
A week later, I turned on my phone and walked out of the house again. Apart from losing a few pounds, I was still the same person as before. So what if I was heartbroken, it was no big deal.
I took the initiative to call Xiaomi and asked her and Dai Xiangwei to help me watch Jing for a week, but I don’t know what the situation is going on.
I said: Xiaomi, I'm fine.
Xiaomi said happily: It's so good, you're worried about me to death.
I said: As for? Is it true that I am so generous to be able to seek death?
She was instantly happy when she saw that I could still joke. She said, "Sister, hurry up and go to the quiet." The little girl said that business was very good these days, and I rushed over after work. Mr. Dai was watching you during the day, and I changed me when I got off work.
I said ok, hung up the phone, looked at the sunshine outside, and went to the fairy's side. Seeing that I was fine, the fairy didn't criticize me anymore. Knowing that I was a very stubborn person, there was no room for change in what I had decided on, so I simply didn't say anything, just touched my long hair and said: Don't cut it for me.
I smiled and said: It would be better to cut it, it would be a burden to be so long.
She glared at me and said: At least I will leave a thought for myself. I have raised so much, and I have raised it for so long day by day.
I shook my head and said: Short hair is still simple and free, and you see, short hair is popular all over the streets now.
The fairy was speechless and reached out to pat me twice. After reaching out for a long time, I stopped, and then said dejectedly: Forget it, let it go. As long as you live happily, you will be fine. After all, it is your life.
I hugged her and said: Don't worry, I can't kill Xiaoqiang. I can't die.
I took a few bites of food at home, then said goodbye to them, and drove straight to Jing. After I went there, I found that there were really many customers. The originally elegant place became a little crowded, and there were people in each seat. Dai Xiangwei put on an apron, greeted the guests in a decent manner, and gave them a drink, handed them a fruit plate, etc.
When he saw it, he quickly came over, flicked my nose with his hand, and then said: I've cried a lot these days, you've seen your eyes swollen, and there's tea residue in the kitchen. You can wrap it in gauze and apply it on your eyes.
I shook my head and said: No, it’s not that fragile. Thank you for your hard work these days.
He said: What do you mean, just take half of the profit you earn.
I looked at him with contempt and said: Is the rich second generation still missing the money?
He stretched, smiled brightly at me, and said: I am no longer a rich second generation. I have officially broken up with my family and have moved out.
I was suddenly a little scared and said: Why? Isn’t you the only one who is a baby son in your family?
He said: I said I wanted to be a photographer who travels around the world, but I don’t want to manage my family business anymore. The old man got angry and quarreled for a few words, and I moved out.
I said: You are in your thirties, what kind of photographer you are, don’t do it well, what will you do when you come out?
He said: I have lived for more than 30 years and have no pursuits. I have forgotten all the things I first learned. After Viain passed away, I realized that I still have too many ways of life that I have not experienced. In the past, I was always confused and didn’t know why I was alive. Now, I feel relieved. Life is short, and money is something outside of my body, so it is more important to try my best to pursue the life I want.
His words were quite pursuing. I patted his shoulder and said: Young man, it's not bad, now he has a lot of pursuing.
He blinked at me and said: I have to rely on Boss Yi to take it in in the future. My life experience journey starts with being a waiter.
I almost squirted out a sip of water, and I said: Do you want to imitate Chenxi? He is the inspirational emperor who has changed from a waiter to a big singer.
Dai Xiangwei said: Chenxi has made a way. If his family had not been ruined, he might be as confused as me now. Therefore, people still have to force themselves to a desperate situation.
I said: Yes, I haven't seen him for a long time. Otherwise, I would ask him if he has a schedule recently. Let's get together again. I haven't been together for a long time.
He said: Yes. You can make an appointment to see it.
I did it as soon as I said, picked up the phone and called Chenxi's private phone. He is now a first-line star. The TV series he just filmed is popular on major TV stations. Although I don't like watching TV series very much, after watching a few episodes, he found that he is really becoming more and more interesting. In the past, he just thought he was handsome. But now, his every move, every word and action exudes a mature charm, but his face is still as handsome as ever.
I don’t know if it’s a combination of TV series hype or something, but he and the female lead have a lot of scandals. I have never been interested in entertainment gossip, because it’s Chenxi’s, so I paid special attention. The female lead looks good, tall and thin, with a very cold appearance, and is a kind of cool girl. It seems that Chenxi has changed her taste and no longer likes sweet hexagrams.
Chenxi always answered my phone number, no matter how busy he was. However, I called him only a handful of times.
He said: What's wrong? It's rare that you will call me.
I said: Two things, the first thing is that I have broken up and want to drink. The second thing is that we have not been together for a long time and want to gather. Big star, where are you in now, and see if you can arrange it.
He agreed at the time and said: OK, I will definitely come back tomorrow night, regardless of wind or rain.
I hung up the phone and made an OK gesture to Dai Xiangwei. I said: Tomorrow night, Chen Xi said he would definitely come back.
Dai Xiangwei said: Should I make an appointment with A Pao?
I nodded and said: Of course, the old place.
We looked at each other and smiled, and felt very moved. In a blink of an eye, we have known each other for more than five years. Year after year, time is like flowing water, leaving behind a circle and mark.
Those who go to the end will be friends, right? In recent years, how many people have been separated and finally got together, I, Dai Xiangwei, and A Pao, have no suspense, but Chen Xi is an accident.
This time, I brought Xiaomi into this circle. Apao has officially established a relationship with Xinxin. A group of old people have gone away, and another group of new people have joined in.
Chen Xi is really back. Now that he has a special stylist to help with the care, his overall grade has naturally improved a lot. When he returns to T City, he has to sneak in and wear a mask in broad daylight. For Chen Xi, A Pao put a sign of suspension of business. This night, it was a carnival for several of us.
When A Pao locked the door from inside, Chen Xi completely put down his idol bag and smiled happily at us. Dai Xiangwei patted his shoulder heavily and said: Brother, he has been doing well recently.
Chen Xi still looked so beautiful when she smiled. He said: All of this is given to me by it. My benefactor, I wish you a cup.
At that moment, his words came from the heart. I held the wine glass and fucked him happily, and I said: Everything is your own efforts. Chenxi, what belongs to you, is yours.
He smiled and said: No, you are my nobleman.
Seeing him so confident, a warm feeling surged in my heart, and I said: In this way, then don’t talk about it. Are those scandals real or fake?
Chapter completed!