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Chapter 297 Antenatal depression

I knelt down and touched Xiaohu's head. After I glanced at Shen Feng, I asked Xiaohu: "Why did you come here alone? Grandpa Gazi is very anxious to find you, do you know?"

Hearing this, Xiaohu lowered his head and said, "Hit me, the bad guy Tingyun." Then he pointed to his head and said, "That's it."

I was a bit dumbfounded: "Then tell Grandpa Gazi, or tell your sisters and brothers that we will teach Tingyun a lesson so that she can't hit people randomly. Also, you said that you, a little boy, are so serious like other girls, you are not a man anymore. ?”

When he heard the word "manly", Tingyun puffed up his chest, thought for a while and said, "But it really hurts when she hits someone."

Shen Feng also squatted down: "Then let's go back first and let Tingyun say sorry to you."

Hearing this, I stood up from the ground, nodded to the two people, and then turned around and went back with Shen Feng and Xiao Hu.

After walking a few steps, I looked back at the walking corpse lying on the door, and asked the two team members: "Why aren't these walking corpses taken care of?"

After hearing this, one of them responded: "As long as the master's instructions are not too many, you don't have to pay attention to them."

He nodded, still feeling uncomfortable looking at the walking corpse across the door, but since it was Suo Tian's order, it was hard to say anything, so he had to drag Xiaohu back first.

Uncle Gazi was worried that something was wrong.

When going out, Shen Feng lowered his head and asked Xiaohu: "Aren't you afraid of those things outside just now... I mean those people outside the door?"

Xiaohu, who was being held by one of us by the hand, would raise his legs and play with floating from time to time. Hearing this, he raised his head and glanced at Shen Feng: "I'm not afraid."

I couldn't help but glance down at him: "Why aren't you afraid? They can bite."

Xiaohu grinned: "They can't reach me."

Hearing this... I frowned slightly, and Shen Feng then asked: "Don't do this next time. If you see someone, you must go home and find us, you know? Stay away from them."

"Okay." Xiaohu nodded obediently, and after a while he raised his head and repeated: "They couldn't reach me, so the uncle with the gun beat them all to death."

Shen Feng finally frowned.

Along the way, Xiaohu was amusing himself, while Shen Feng and I both looked thoughtful.

I don't know if Shen Feng thought of going with me, but Xiaohu's words suddenly made me realize a serious problem.

Although they are still young and are surrounded by us too closely, and the family always revolves around the children, we protect them tightly so that they know nothing about the dangers of the outside world, although this has certain benefits for their growth. , but this advantage is based on a distorted world view. They have a certain definition of these walking zombies in their consciousness. They know that they are scary and dangerous, but recently their fear of the walking zombies seems to have almost disappeared. All done.

They will only appear scared when the adults around them show panic. Otherwise, when faced with the walking corpses, their thinking is that these things will not threaten them.

It's weird for a child to talk about smashing his head in such a casual way.

Even if the world in front of me has indeed been distorted and changed as a whole, I don't want them to change with this distorted world. I don't want them to panic with adults all day long, so I create a safe environment for them as much as possible, but I never thought about it.

It doesn't matter that I left them with such thoughts... there will always be someone to protect me.

When we walked to the park, we saw Uncle Gazi and his group. They rushed forward. Uncle Gazi hugged the little tiger with an expression on his face, and Shen Feng and I talked about how we found him.

Finally, Uncle Gazi suddenly let go of Xiaohu and slapped him on the head: "How many times have grandpa told you! You can't run away by yourself! You can't run away by yourself, do you know?"

Little Tiger was so struck by the sudden kindness and slap that he didn't understand what Uncle Gazi meant. He rubbed his head and looked at him blankly. Seeing this, Uncle Gazi raised his hand again. Before we could stop him, he slapped him again.

He took it back and slapped it on his thigh: "How can we deal with it! How can you two deal with it! With such a strong skin, I, an old man, can still see you two for a few years! What can I do if I don't have you in the future?!"

Of course, Xiaohu didn't understand. He was protected by Han Xue behind him. He still didn't understand why and kept complaining to Uncle Gazi: "Grandpa Gazi, Tingyun hit me. She hit me hard on the head. It hurts a lot."

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Uncle Gazi was originally slapping his thighs with a look of helplessness on his face, but now he couldn't even laugh or cry after hearing Xiaohu's words.

There was nothing he could do about these two children.

After this incident, we no longer dare to let Uncle Gazi take the children out alone.

Even if we go out to play, there must be at least two people watching.

Just like this, one month came quickly. I originally thought it was time to go to the shelter, but we all said goodbye to a few people we had been friends with on weekdays.

As a result, Suotian showed no intention of leaving. I asked Suotian, and he only said that he would stay here for a few more days. The shelter has been uneasy recently.

I can only sigh. The most terrifying and unfathomable thing in the world is the human heart. How can we live peacefully where there are people?

But it’s better not to leave. At least we can find a feeling of a big family here. We are not divided between top and bottom, and we visit the door all day long to discuss whose child is knocking. It has been two days since we discussed and discussed in front of the door.

There are no zombies anymore, and life is extremely comfortable.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I saw that after suffering such a big injury, I should have been as thin as a skeleton, but instead, I was no longer skinny and skinny, with a rosy face. Although I was not fat yet, I was obviously much stronger.

The several sets of maternity clothes that Suotian wore were brought out of the shelter last time by Suotian. I didn't expect that he would think of such a trivial matter. I was so moved that I praised Suotian for a long time and finally realized that he was about to become a father.

But when facing those cartoon patterns, I still feel speechless. I really didn't expect Suotian's taste... to be like this.

Under Meimei's persuasion, Cheng Yang could only follow her wishes and agree to stay. Sun Simiao could not defeat their united efforts, so he could only agree to stay with a grimace.

I am very happy that Cheng Yang and I can talk very well. Not only do we have similar names, but we also have very similar personalities and views on things.

Regarding that Meimei, when I see her, I always think of Song Meijing. I really can’t bring up any feelings of liking, but I don’t hate her either. I can only say that I have no feelings. Cheng Yang is getting closer to me, and she doesn’t seem to be happy.

, she followed her at first, but then she stopped showing up. I also asked Cheng Yang privately about her relationship with Meimei, and even said that I did not discriminate against the gay community. After all, our team also has a team of Zhou Wenhe.

What about peaches?

Cheng Yang looked at me with wide eyes, surprised that I would think so, but then he thought about it and smiled bitterly: "No wonder you think so, others who are not with us must also think so."

"Haha... Maybe I misunderstood, but it's really rare to see a woman cling to another woman so tightly..." I smiled coquettishly and changed the subject.

Cheng Yang glanced outside the door and said to me: "She doesn't feel safe. We grew up together. She wasn't like this before. She just almost got bitten when she saw those walking corpses on the first day. I chopped them off."

I saved her, and she's been like this since that day. She probably thought I could protect her, so she relied on me as a life-saving straw."

He nodded knowingly. It was obvious that Cheng Yang was a soul-like figure in their team. After asking about Cheng Yang's occupation, I was even more surprised. She was also a primary school teacher, but she taught physical education.

, the body bones are inherently strong.

Just like this, in an infinitely comfortable environment, I began to seek death again...

I suffered from prenatal depression... Yes, you read that right, a pregnant woman who was four months pregnant... suffered from prenatal depression early.

Shen Feng gave me an incisive definition of this: "Be concerned about the world first."

But no matter what they say, I just have this problem.

I don’t know if the definition is the same as in the past. After all, we don’t have a psychiatrist. I set this situation for myself based entirely on my feelings.

When Lili accidentally asked me if the shelter had conditions for caesarean section, I suddenly remembered that this child was going to be born!

The scene of Lili's birth immediately came to mind. To say that the shadow was left from that time, the scene was so beautiful that I didn't dare to look at it at the time. But after all, I was helping nearby, so it was impossible not to see it. Lili alone

The screaming for several hours was enough to make my legs weak.

Then I asked Lili for advice on what I should pay attention to when giving birth. She somehow told me about a series of pain mountains that needed to be overcome after the onset of labor pains.

Finally, when she told me that she was also incontinent, I was completely slumped.

I'm depressed...

It should be said that I regret getting pregnant.

They even led Cheng Yang, Han Xue and the others to find the maternity area of ​​the hospital, and found the delivery room and delivery room left over from the past.

After lying on the bed in the delivery room for a while, I looked up at the ceiling, imagining that no one would be able to bear the pain for me on the day of delivery. My heartbeat immediately soared to 180. I got up from the bed and gasped hard.

Two breaths.

Next, I entered the delivery room and tried to lie down on the delivery bed... but within a second, I screamed and rolled down from the bed.

This is so scary...
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