107. I don't know many things
I didn't expect Lu Yan's father to come back to find me.
I wanted to divorce him and moved out of the villa. The matter was so big that everyone in the Lu family must have known that. I have lived alone for half a year but I didn't see them contact me. Maybe I knew that the conflict between Lu Yan and I could not be easily recovered, so I didn't say much.
What's more, there are so many people in the Lu family. Except for Lu Yan's father, no one is waiting to see me and Lu Yan's jokes, especially my child has gone. I guess Xiao Wanzhen and Lu Jin can laugh in their dreams. After all, if I give birth to a small one, I will definitely shake their status.
But I didn't expect that after so long, his dad would come to me.
It was lunch break, and I made an appointment with a few colleagues to have dinner with a newly opened Yunnan restaurant on the pedestrian street. They walked out the door together, but suddenly I was stopped: "Ms. He, I was about to call you, but it happened that you were just here to come down. I don't know if there is time."
When I looked up, it was not a stranger, but Lu Yan's driver who returned to his father, his surname was An, and I always called him Lao An. As soon as I saw him, I knew who was looking for me, so I said to my colleague: "Sorry, you guys go, I have something to do at the moment, so I won't go now."
They looked at us with some curiosity, but after all, they left first. As soon as they left, I said to Lao An, "Why are you here?"
"Dr. Lu wants to talk to you and wait for you in the car."
When I looked in the direction he pointed, a black Mercedes-Benz was parked across the road. I trotted over, and his father had already opened the door behind me. I sat in and closed the door.
When I saw someone, Lu Yan and I were still married now, so naturally we still called out "Dad."
"Long time no see you, He Sang, are you doing well alone?"
"It's pretty good. There are not many things for a person, and I can still deal with it."
He nodded: "I'm looking for you today, just to care about your situation. I also learned that Yan Hui has come to you again recently?"
I had to answer truthfully: "He has appeared quite frequently recently."
He showed a silence and said to me, "He Sang, I don't like to interfere in my children's affairs, because in my opinion, even my own children should live their own lives, especially when they are all married. They should have known how to do it long ago, so I don't have to worry about it as a dad. But I will come to you today, and I have been thinking about it for a long time."
He apologized to me: "I have heard about your brother's affairs. I feel very sad. I also know that you have suffered a lot of harm to the situation that you are now separated. This is his fault. I don't defend him. The bigger I am, the less I don't know what to do. I will be confused to that point. After I know, I scolded him fiercely."
I still didn't speak because I didn't know what to say.
His father continued, "But I understand in my heart that no matter how cruel I scold him, even if I teach him a lesson, it will have no effect on him. He has been punished more severely, that is, you have left him. My son has never been close to me since he was a child. You are your own in the family. He returned to the Lu family when he was a teenager. I always had a thorn in his heart. He didn't like me, and he was silent most of the time after returning to the Lu family. He is very stubborn, and a large extent because I want to fight for a breath. I see it in my heart. It's actually not easy to live in my heart. I think this child is very lonely because he doesn't want to tell anyone anything in his heart, and rarely reveals his feelings. Until he married you, I saw his changes."
"Don't say that."
"Really. I can see his changes. To be honest, he didn't even tell his family when he wanted to marry you, but I didn't ask too much. After all, since he likes you, let him go. And you are also a good child, I feel relieved to see you. In fact, you don't know that he didn't talk much to his aunt before. It was because you were polite and polite to everyone after you got married. He started to say a few words to them and often went back."
"Dad, what do you want to say to me?"
"I hope you forgive him. I know that the mistake he made has caused very bad consequences. You can never forgive him. But as a father, I really can't stand it and he has changed back to the unhappy look he used to be. You may not know that when you were by his side and after you left. In the past, he could see his joys and anger. Even if you were angry, people could see his emotions. But as soon as you left, he became the one I didn't want to see. Sometimes when you came back to have a meal, he didn't say a word, and he didn't look expressionless. He talked to me without saying anything except talking about the company. I heard that he moved out of the villa, and I went to ask the aunt in your villa. He said you were not here. He often sat alone on the sofa, barely speaking. He even blurted out several times and called your name. After calling him, he was stunned, and then he could see that he was even more unhappy."
"Auntie found sleeping pills in the cabinet in your room. She was scared at that time. She was afraid that something would happen to him, so she called me immediately. I called him over and scolded him. He said he wanted to move out alone. I asked him why, and if he had any objections to the aunt because he called me. He said of course not, but if he continued to live there, he might have been insomnia and it would be difficult to sleep without taking medicine."
"Sangsang, there are always times when a person makes mistakes in his life. Don't say that Yan returns, it's me. Although I have never told others, I actually made the most unforgivable mistake in my life. I'm sorry Yan returns to his mother, ruining her life, and causing a cold situation between us father and son. I remember one time when you Aunt Xiao celebrated her birthday, the mansion was extremely lively and brightly lit, and there were fireworks outside to celebrate. I saw Yan returns alone smoking on the balcony and asked him why he didn't go out. He said something to me, and he said to me that if he married someone, he would not fall in love with someone else without her charge. I knew that he was angry with me at that time, but now I told you that he would not have any other people except you. If you refused to forgive him, he might be lonely for the rest of his life."
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I married Lu Yan so long, and I met his father so many times, and so many times, and so many times, I didn't say so much to me today. It was not until today that I realized that there would be so many things I didn't know. I said goodbye to his father and came out of the car. The sun outside made people's eyes hurt. I suddenly wanted to cry. I admit that the words he said to me really hit my tears.
I remembered that day in the car, and I asked him why he moved out, but he refused to say that now I know the reason, but he couldn't sleep and would have insomnia in our original room. It turned out that I had left another person, and I was not the only one who couldn't sleep.
Actually, I really know too little about Lu Yanhui. I have always thought that I knew him, just like he knew me. Now it seems that what I can see him is only part of him, and the other part is hidden lightly by him, not asking me to know, he never asks me to know.
At this time, I really miss Lu Yan a little, and I found that I could actually forgive him.
Because of the tight time, I didn't have time to have another serious meal, so I bought a box of sushi from a sushi restaurant downstairs of the company and sat on a bench in the square to eat. There was a sturdy tree above my head, covering the sky and the sun. I was very content to eat in the shade. Someone sat down next to me, and when I saw that it was no one else, it was Gao Qifeng.
He pointed to my sushi: "Why just use this thing as lunch? How can you do it without some serious rice?"
"It's too late, just eat some casually, but it doesn't matter, it can fill your stomach."
He nodded: "I saw you sitting here from a distance, so I came to talk to you for a while. I was busy at work and didn't have time to ask you, but I was very comfortable in my work? I've been very busy lately. I have been in succession of several heavyweight orders. Can you bear it?"
"It's okay." After I finished eating, I wiped my mouth with a tissue: "Although I'm busy, I can learn a lot. I think Shengyuan is a good platform for self-learning, and I will continue to work hard."
When he smiled, Gao Qifeng's facial features were sharp and he was a little serious at first glance. In addition, he was serious and thought that many people thought he was the kind of strong and indifferent boss. I have been by his side for a long time, but I knew that others were very enthusiastic, but they had a big temper and paid attention to efficiency when doing things, so there were inevitably times when they were unkind.
Gao Qifeng said to me: "Your words seem official. You don't have to tell me what you really feel."
"I really feel fulfilled when I didn't lie to you." I felt a little embarrassed: "Actually, to be honest, when I first came to the company, I was not motivated to work, but simply to keep myself busy. I had some unhappy things a while ago and had a little depression. The advice given to me was to make more other factors in life to change the state of being unforgettable, so I found this job with my relationship."
Chapter completed!