82. Where are the misunderstandings
"Don't you understand yet? We can't go back. When we were lovers, kissing and hugging were ordinary things, but now my body and mind are very repulsive to you. Now we each have our own families, why do you have to get more entangled?"
"He Sang, I want to hug you." He suddenly said softly. I frowned and he looked at me: "Let me hug you, just treat it as the last time? I will not disturb you again in the future and live their own lives."
He reached out and hugged me in his arms. I felt him trembling. I suddenly felt pity. It was a long hug. I thought it meant a complete end, and I did not refuse.
On the way back, I even felt relieved. If Lu Yan was unhappy, I could also tell him with confidence that there would be no next time. I would not contact Xu Zhi again in the future, and he would not take the initiative to look for me again.
Thinking of this, I think Lu Yan would not get angry anymore after responding. Who knew that after just a while of departure, I received a call from Gu Bei. I guess he was urging me to hurry up, so I said, "It's Gu Bei, I'll be here later. Please advise your second brother not to get angry all day long."
Who knew that Gu Bei's voice was also quite cold: "Second sister-in-law, I can't persuade him this time. You have to explain to him clearly what you do yourself? The gift you gave to your second brother is really an unexpected surprise. He is so kind to you, why do you hurt him again and again?"
I didn't understand what Gu Bei said, and thought it was Lu Yan who was angry and said something serious, so I had to patiently explain: "Don't get me wrong. I really didn't arrive in time because of my last resort. I'm already on the way and will arrive soon."
"Don't come, you've all dispersed."
I felt a chill in my heart and asked him, "What do you mean?"
"Because of you, the second brother, lost all his face in front of so many friends. You hurt him so much on his birthday. Second sister-in-law, are you sure you didn't deliberately take revenge on him?"
"Gu Bei, you can tell the words clearly, I don't understand very much."
"I don't know how the photos of you and a man were released on the projection. In front of such a guest, my second brother originally said that you had something to do, but everyone could see that he was in a bad mood. Who knew that he had just seen this scene and he overturned the table. Now that his phone is turned off, I can't find anyone else. Second sister-in-law, this disaster was caused by you, how should you end it? But as my second brother and brother, I beg you to let him go, how it's not easy for him to live, I see it all, why do you have to hurt him repeatedly..."
What Gu Bei said, I can no longer listen. A sentence that I played repeatedly in my mind was: I don’t know how the photos of you and a man were released on the projection, in front of such a guest…
Behind all this, an invisible hand was turning around and designed the two of us. I suddenly wanted to laugh, it was like this, it was like this, Xu Zhi, Xu Zhi, I thought you would really let go and live your life again. In the end, it turned out to be using me to embarrass Lu Yan?
Lu Yanhui really turned off. I listened to the female voice of the machine on the phone and kept repeating the sentence that the phone you called was off, and I felt discouraged. The misunderstanding was too deep, how should I recover it to the least harm?
For me, the most important thing now is to find him and explain it to Lu Yan clearly, so that the misunderstanding cannot continue.
I called and returned to the villa. Aunt Chen answered the phone and asked him if Lu Yanhui had gone back. Aunt Chen looked surprised: "Isn't Mr. Lu's birthday today? My wife didn't celebrate her birthday with him? Shouldn't she come back together?"
I didn't know what to say, so I had to let her pay attention to the movements at any time. When Lu Yan came back, I told me. I drove to look for him on different streets, trying to find Lu Yan Hui somewhere, but after wandering around most of the city, I didn't see him.
The car was parked under a neon light. I looked at the brightly lit fame and fortune market in front. The guests were in and out, and they were indulged in luxury. I felt that all prosperity had nothing to do with me. I lay on the steering wheel of the car, and the sadness accumulated in my heart surged out like running water, letting me cry loudly.
Finally, I returned to the villa first, swollen eyes, and was in a mess. Aunt Chen had been waiting for us in the living room. When she saw me coming back alone, she cried like this again, and was shocked: "What's wrong with Madam? Is this? Did you quarrel with your husband again? Why are you so sad?"
I shook my head and went upstairs without saying anything. I soaked in the bathtub and felt that I was having difficulty breathing, my head was dizzy and my head was very heavy.
After taking a shower, I changed into pajamas and lay on the bed. A new day has arrived. Yesterday has become a thing of the past. Before I could tell him a happy birthday, the gift I prepared with my own hands also fell into the car and was not given out. There were still some words that I said, so many regrets.
I don’t remember when I fell asleep, and Lu Yan returned overnight and did not return.
It was the next morning when he came back, but I didn't know the specific time. Yesterday, it was probably because I was too tired and slept too heavily, and today I was unconscious. It was Aunt Chen who told me: "Mr. I came back at dawn. When he came back, he seemed to have only changed one piece of clothes and left, and he didn't stay much. Why didn't the wife know?"
"He didn't wake me up." I frowned. I really didn't understand what he was thinking, but what was certain was that my heart was empty, just like someone emptying his chest, making me feel unreal.
This day, I was in a bad state at work. I made frequent mistakes when demonstrating the fingering. Even the teacher who was in class could not bear to watch it. I said to me: "Teacher He, are you feeling uncomfortable today? You see, your eyes are swollen, so don't be busy, hurry up and go back and rest."
I hurriedly said sorry, but what I thought was that I had to go to Lu Fang at noon, and I had to explain it clearly with Lu Yan. Someone was one step ahead of me, not someone else, but someone I didn't expect to get into in such a chaotic moment, Bai Lan.
The pictures posted on my phone were not very clear, but the erosion still made my heart tremble. I felt that my heart was suddenly stuck in a container, and a mouthful of blood scent surged up. I coughed suddenly, and the corners of my mouth became wet. When I reached out to touch it, there was blood on my fingers.
He slept beside her, naked, covered with a quilt, revealing his exposed shoulders and back. It would not be someone else. I am too familiar with this body. How can a wife in this world be unfamiliar with the body of a husband?
Bai Lan was wearing a suspender nightgown. When she took the photo, he was already asleep. She showed the winner's expression in front of the camera, as if I was me at the other end of the camera, and she seemed to say to me: "He Sang, look, you still lost to me, right?"
I went to the bathroom to rinse my mouth with water in my hand, spit out a mouthful of blood, and ignored it. After wiping it clean, I called Bailan. Her voice made me feel disgusted, but she still said, "You really didn't disappoint me, He Sang. I just sent it here, and you couldn't hold back. I thought you were the most calm."
"Bitch." I said gritting my teeth.
"It's okay, you can scold me no matter how much you scold me. I don't care at all. The more you scold, the more angry you are, that's better. I like to see you angry. You always look amazing, but I've said a long time ago that time means everything, everything is not yet final, and the outcome will be decided later."
"How could you be with Lu Yan?"
"I said he came to me, do you believe it?"
I closed my eyes heavily, but still said, "Don't think a photo can do anything? I won't believe it at all."
"You may not believe it, but you can ask your husband, was it comfortable to be in my bed yesterday?"
"Can you have some face? Everyone is a woman. I didn't want to say so badly. Although you are Lu Xiaoyan's sister, you are completely different from her. Your sister is so kind and innocent, and you are so disgusting."
"You better not rush to praise her first. There is one thing I haven't told you yet. If you know, you may be angry. He Sang, when Lu Yan and I fell in love yesterday, did you know whose name he called?"
I subconsciously wanted to take the phone away from my ears, but her voice still reached my ears like a knife and stabbed into my heart. It hurt so much that I couldn't do it anymore. She said, "He called it out, but Lu Xiaoyan!"
I hung up the phone in a hurry.
I stood up suddenly, picked up the thing and walked out. I wanted to go to Lu Yan to ask clearly. If this is true, if it is true, I dare not think about it...
The car drove to Lu Fang, and I went upstairs to find the floor where Lu Yanhui was. The front desk recognized me and knew that I was Lu Yanhui's wife, so I didn't stop me. But I was stopped by his secretary. She hurried over and said to me: "Mrs. Lu, Mr. Lu is making an appointment with a guest. Don't go in first. Please wait for him in my office for a while."
I insisted on seeing him, but I didn't want to waste a minute. I can't control any guests anymore. For me, Bailan's words were like burning hot fire, burning my body and mind, making me tremble and anxious.
I can't wait.
She was still trying to stop me, and I looked at her coldly and said, "Get out of the way."
Chapter completed!