Chapter 337 Blame you for not being ambitious and blame me for not being up to date
Chapter 337: You blame you for not being ambitious, I blame you for not being successful
The originally harmonious atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly became nervous because of a word. The girl who had already changed her "strong" side in the blink of an eye gritted her teeth and sneered:
"He Tianran, don't look at the things between us with such compassion anymore. It's ridiculous. Have Wen Liang not found that your spirit has become so depressed in this state in the past two years? If this is you
The so-called 'fusion' in your mouth, then you should pray that I will always be in the status quo, rather than worrying whether I still have the ability to accept others!”
After saying this, she seemed to be unhappy, so she said again:
"Do you know me very well? If you can't even save yourself, don't meddle in other people's business!"
He Tianran looked at the "Bodhisattva" who was aggressive toward him. Her reappearance actually proved the answer to the question just now...
No matter which side of Cao Aiqing is, she still hates herself.
The beginning of the love between the two was too beautiful, but under the interweaving and overlapping of various times, it seemed extremely distorted, so that the ending of the terrible end was particularly tragic.
This is something that anyone could remember for a lifetime. It is not the kind of grudge that can be removed from three or five years later, after three or five years, everyone can sit down and chat and talk as a joke.
Even though they are facing each other calmly now, Cao Aiqing treats this matter like an active volcano in hibernation, and they are usually peaceful, but once tested, it is destined to cause an eruption.
But there was a saying just now that the girl might have said it wrong in desperation.
He Tianran really knows her very well, no matter which one she is.
Her kindness has never changed. Even though she has endless hatred for He Tianran, she still hopes to see her lover finally get married.
She has lived a good life in the past two years, and there is no one around her, but the girl explained the current situation of her relationship that has been stagnant:
"If you will become better after you leave me, then my hatred should stop there, but I hate you even more now because after leaving me, you became like this.
My body is full of dusk, which makes me feel redundant if I want to take revenge!”
She said that her youth has not failed.
He Tianran's tone was sincere and revealed his heart to the girl truthfully.
It was just such heartfelt words that left Cao Aiqing speechless...
I have experienced great love, and it is difficult to be moved by ordinary love again. Whether it is Guo Huai or Shen Qiuxu, they all have your shadow, but they are not you, and I don’t know that this is a kind of
Lucky or unfortunate, so I can confirm a little…”
Now he makes Cao Aiqing feel that revenge has become redundant...
"I have no hatred for our love. I just blame it, desire is human nature, restraint is education, blame your parents for not teaching you well, so when you meet someone who has tamed you, you don't know how to restrain yourself, and you can only be a new love.
Old love, welcome and send off.
These six words are not loud, but they are loud and sound, as if there is an echo.
I have become a little dull in the past two years. This is something I did on purpose. Because Aliang is also very smart, I don’t want her to see clues on me.
"How do I know? Think about it yourself!"
"He Tianran... are you kidding? Or are you deliberately ridiculing me?"
But facing you, Ai Qing, I think I shouldn't be like this anymore, because I can understand your feelings. I know that it's not easy for us to fall in love with someone again, because people like us must love us
People, it’s so hard to pick up the pieces and love us, we can’t stand it like this, right?”
The man's Adam's apple squirmed slightly and the dry lips made it more difficult for him to say something, but he still asked in depressed mood:
But because He Tianran in this state did not give anything that Cao Aiqing wanted, this resulted in a stiff situation when the two got along.
To use a very appropriate metaphor, if the future He Tianran is a concrete manifestation of the "intellectual demon" in the young body, only by facing everything calmly after breaking the obstacles can we regain all our self, then the future Cao
Ai Qing is the "Bodhisattva" of the innocent girl. She always appears when the girl needs protection the most and blesses her.
As she said just now, no matter which one she is, she doesn't want to repeat the mistake of the bad future. This is why Cao Aiqing has not experienced the "fusion" that He Tianran has experienced, but has always been in peace and active life.
The root is where it is located.
He Tianran was silent for a moment, calmly said:
"I thought you would be happy to see my embarrassment, but it doesn't seem to be. This seems to only make you and disgust. The beautiful life you need is what I hope you can get, but a being like me,
I made you feel confused, I don’t want to do this, because I still want to fill in the colors you are missing...
The "Bodhisattva" in front of him obviously could not handle He Tianran's abnormal helpless appearance. Perhaps he was used to seeing He Tianran stabbing himself. The other party was more concerned about the hurt that the girl had suffered than herself.
The result was also bloody. Although she watched everything coldly, she was not a stern heart after all.
I blame you for not being ambitious. Even though you are with me, you still have to be reluctant to leave and look back. I blame you for not being able to do anything. You only know how to hide behind you and not be able to bear the storm with you..."
Cao Aiqing's eyes trembled. He wanted to learn to eat, drink, and have fun. He must think that being able to live like this in such a world is a pathetic feeling of being content with the status quo?
"No, Ai Qing, I'm asking for advice sincerely..."
"Ai Qing, how do you eat, drink and have fun every day? If possible, just treat it as a help... I'm really confused now... I might... need your help..."
Cao Aiqing shook her head slowly. She wanted to hold back her tears, but tears kept sliding from the corners of her eyes, and a crystal tears were drawn on her cheeks...
If souls cannot resonate between people and communication cannot be in the same frequency, just a shallow encounter will eventually become strangers. And fate will always make these two strange souls who are most familiar with each other look at each other again, and there will always be a reason.
But now, the "big enemy" of the "bodhisattva" has been covered in bruises to atone for his sins. The heavy price he paid is enough to repay everything, so when he reveals his most vulnerable side, she doesn't know what to do...
Since the breakup, the relationship between the two has become too stiff. One is full of guilt and thinks about how to atone for sins, and the other is full of grievances, thinking about how to take revenge.
"Then Ai Qing, what should I do? I will listen to you..."
"Natural...I have already had the best, and I don't need to be better..."
This long-lost "understanding" made the girl put down her hard shell, and she unknowingly showed her most real side. At this moment, her eyes were out of focus and she looked at the cake that was scooped away by He Tianran, and she repeated in a low voice in her mouth.
What I thought in my heart when I resolutely threw away the Buddhist beads.
"I hate you, He Tianran..."
Sure enough, when he said this, Cao Aiqing suddenly became a little at a loss.
They all said that the two are very similar. Since the girl will show her tough side when she mentions their relationship, then He Tianran might as well show her most real and helpless side to deal with it.
This leads to their communication, one gives actively, while the other can only passively ask for it.
This is not He Tianran's unreasonable guess. It's ridiculous to say that it is the person Cao Aiqing once loved the most and hated the most in the future, but he is the person who understands her the most...
"Why……?"
This kind of marriage finally became a heavier thing because she had never experienced it.
"I said that I have the best, so the people I met later felt that they were a little worse, not because they were bad, but because love could not be downgraded with me...
Cao Aiqing's gaze moved up inch by inch, and her expression was full of soft stubbornness. She stared at the man's eyes, but her own eyes turned red first.
Forget it.
This is the thought that flashed through his mind after Cao Aiqing promised to give He Tianran time.
He Tianran had long thought that his soul had been numb, but with the resonance generated by the girl's word by word, seeing the stubborn face of the rain hitting pear blossom again made his whole eyes turn dizzy.
"Then why... don't you hate me for loving you and leaving you again?"
Cao Aiqing hated He Tianran.
But for their love process, she said it was the best she had ever had.
And her biggest complaint about the end of the story is just one sentence-
I blame you for not being ambitious and I blame you for not being successful.
Chapter completed!