Chapter 15 What did you see?
"Okay, thank you doctor!" Ling You nodded slightly, turned around and left, thinking that he must find Lin Xia as soon as possible.
I don’t know how long I searched for it and how many people I asked, Ling You finally saw Lin Xia in the small convention garden of the hospital.
She was looking up at the sky, not knowing what she was thinking. It was already sunset and the sunset was setting. The afterglow of the sunset shone on her body, stretching her lonely figure. At this moment, her back was so lonely and sad.
Ling You's heart couldn't help but feel hurt, thinking that she must be very sad, it must be difficult to make a choice. If she had an abortion, she might never be able to be a mother again, but if she didn't have the surgery, what should the child do? Will someone like Xu Bin marry her? Even if he is willing to marry her, will she marry him? She loves Guo Zimu deeply, how could she be willing to marry someone else?
"Where are you standing?" Lin Xia turned to look at Ling You and asked with a smile.
Ling You came back to her senses, blinked Qing and did not let the tears flow out, and said with a smile: "What are you doing? I've been tired after looking for you for a long time, so I'll breathe for a while."
After the words finished, he walked to Lin Xia a few steps and sat down next to her. Lin Xia remained silent, pretending not to see her tears, laughed back, withdrew his gaze and looked up at the sky.
Ling You opened the coat in her hand, draped it on her shoulder and said softly: "What did you see?"
"Free!" Lin Xiawei turned around and stared at the sky.
Ling You frowned and looked at her in confusion and said, "Why is freedom? Instead of the blue sky and white clouds? Or is it because the sunset is infinite, it's just that dusk is near?"
When most people see the beautiful sunset, they will probably sigh that the sunset is extremely beautiful, but it is almost dusk!
Lin Xia sighed and said leisurely: "Yes, why aren't it blue sky and white clouds? It's not that the sunset is infinitely beautiful but freedom? Actually, I really want to know, but I don't know if there is still a chance to know in this life?"
After the words came, a bitter smile appeared on her face, and there was more sadness in that bitter smile.
It turned out that she asked the same question when she watched the sunset with Guo Zimu a few years ago. At that time, Guo Zimu's answer was freedom, and she asked him why he was freedom like Ling You? At that time, he did not answer, but he just smiled slightly and said that he would understand it in the future, but after a few years, Lin Xia still didn't understand. There was only blue sky and white clouds in the sky, and it was a beautiful sunset scenery.
How come the theory of freedom?
Ling You was confused and said with some concern: "Are you okay?"
Lin Xia shook her head and smiled again and said, "It's okay, I just suddenly remembered something. It's dark, let's go back."
After the words came, Lin Xia stood up and left. Ling You looked at her back and wanted to say something to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say. In the end, she didn't say a word, as if no more words were said at this time.
Seeing that she didn't follow, Lin Xia turned around and said, "Will you not leave?"
Ling You came back to her, walked to her side a few steps, held her arm and said, "Let's go, it's really dark."
Lin Xia left side by side with her. In fact, she knew that Ling You was worried about her and knew that she had something to ask herself, but at this time she didn't want to say anything or do anything, just wanted to stay quietly like this.
The next morning, Lin Xia took advantage of Ling You's time to go to the flower shop and came to the doctor's office. After thinking about it overnight, she made a decision.
He reached out and knocked on the door, smiled and said, "Hello, do you have time now?"
Dr. Li looked up at Lin Xia, then looked back and returned the case in his hand to the patient in front of him and said, "That's probably what it is. If you have any questions, come to me again."
The female patient sitting opposite the doctor stood up, smiled and said, "Thank you, doctor!"
After saying that, he stood up and left.
The female patient had just left, and Dr. Li looked at Lin Xia and said, "Sit down!"
Lin Xia nodded and walked to the chair and sat down.
Dr. Li took out her case book and opened it, and while flipping through it, he said, "Do you feel better today?"
"It's much better, but my belly hurts sometimes." Lin Xia couldn't help but touch her lower abdomen while speaking.
Dr. Li looked up at her and said, "Well, it will hurt again in a short period of time. If you take some fetal preservation pills, you will get better. There is no big problem. You should be discharged from the hospital after staying for a while."
"Thank you! But I can't give birth to him!" While speaking, Lin Xia kept rubbing her hands, which showed how nervous and helpless she felt.
Dr. Li frowned immediately, as if he didn't expect that she would insist on aborting the child.
After a while, Dr. Li asked uncertainly: "Have you really thought about it?"
Lin Xia took a deep breath, nodded vigorously and said, "Yes, I've decided, please make an appointment for me."
Dr. Li sighed and said with some regret: "As your doctor, I still hope you can think about it again, because after all, this is about your life. If you abort this child, maybe you will never be able to be a mother again in your life. Do you understand what I said? It is not that you can't be a mother for a lifetime, but not for a moment!"
Lin Xia's heart hurt again because of the doctor's words, thinking how could she not know that it was a lifetime? She also wanted to keep this child, but is this reality? Not to mention whether she has the ability to raise this child, just saying that the child is registered is a problem, and she doesn't love Xu Bin, and Xu Bin doesn't love herself either, so aborting the child is the best choice.
In fact, Lin Xia had thought about telling Xu Bin about this, but later she gave up. How could such a playboy marry her? And even if he was willing to marry her, she would not want to marry him. She didn't want to marry anyone except Guo Zimu. Although he didn't want her anymore, she could no longer tolerate a second person in her heart.
After a while, Lin Xia looked at Dr. Li and said, "I understand what you said. I have already thought it through. Please arrange it for me..."
Before she could finish her words, she heard a clang. It turned out that the door was opened from outside. Because of the excessive force, the people outside rushed to Lin Xia.
She was shocked and instinctively reached out to protect her abdomen, and blocked the person rushing over with her other hand.
"Old lady, please slow down, slow down!" A nervous voice came immediately and a man rushed to her.
"It's okay, it's okay, don't make a fuss!" The woman, who was called the old lady, said calmly.
Then she looked up at Lin Xia and said, "Girl, thank you just now. Didn't you hurt you?"
Lin Xia pulled back the hand that held her, took a step back, shook her head, smiled and said, "No!"
"What's wrong with you? Why are you rushing in without knocking on the door? If a pregnant woman has a long and short time, can you take care of her? And why are you, a big man, going to the obstetrics and gynecology department for?" Dr. Li said sternly at the two who rushed in.
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