My voice spread out in the quiet parking lot and seemed particularly harsh.

My eyes were fixed on Li Xiuzhe. I still couldn't control my emotions. I was scared. I was afraid of being alone with Li Xiuzhe. I felt out of control. Maybe the next second, I wouldn't have the courage to yell at him.

So I wanted to run away and stay far away from him.

Li Xiuzhe didn't respond to me, he was still looking at the lights outside, his eyes fixed in focus. He was so silent that it scared me, because I couldn't guess what he was thinking or what he was going to do.

His patience was exhausted. "I have to leave." I said firmly and reached out to unlock the car door.

His hand held my wrist and whispered, "Stay for a while!" The slightly cool temperature was transmitted from my skin to my brain.

His expression and tone of voice made my heart ache. There was no way I could refuse Li Xiuzhe like this. I had never seen him look so depressed before, like a bright pearl covered with a thick layer of darkness.

Dust, how can we not feel pity for it?

In my memory, he should have always been arrogant and conceited. He has that kind of capital, and I also think that he should be like this for granted! When I met his dark eyes, I saw the deep sadness,

It's not overpowering, but it's enough for me to stay with it.

My hand dropped weakly and I gave up. I just wanted to stay with him for a while!

He loosened his grip on my wrist a little, but he didn't let go. He still held it neither tightly nor loosely. His long and wide hand held my wrist and wrapped it around me easily.

I didn't feel any discomfort at all, but I felt nostalgic and nostalgic in my heart, thinking how great it would be if it stayed like this forever!

After six years apart, he and I got along calmly for the first time. I lay on the seat and looked outside, without any purpose and not knowing what I was thinking.

After a long time, he took out his cigarette and looked at me. I smiled and said, "You can smoke it! I don't mind."

He pressed the car window, and the white lighter made a click! A faint blue flame came out. His face became more unreal under the light of the flame, not like a real person. He lit the cigarette, and the stars ignited, and after a while

Finally, curls of smoke lingered on his face.

I can't see his expression clearly, but I think it must be the vicissitudes of life! Some men smoking give people a very special feeling, which makes women's maternal nature overflow. For example, my tone has become very soft.

Ask "What's wrong?"

He blew smoke toward the car window. In many ways, Li Xiuzhe is a gentleman, maybe because of the education he received since childhood! He turned around and shook his head and said, "Nothing?" His temperament has always been stubborn and aggressive, even if he has something

, and will not tell others about my vulnerability, especially when I am still the woman he once was.

I stopped asking questions and leaned my head on the seat. I smelled the smell of smoke between my nose. It was not too unpleasant. I raised my head slightly and looked at the Sino-British Hotel in front of me from the car window. The atmosphere fell into silence again, but it wasn't

That awkward atmosphere is a feeling of physical and mental comfort.

Maybe it was because of the atmosphere, but he said, "Today is the anniversary of my mother's death." His voice was cold, without too much emotion.

I turned around and looked at him. Yes, I didn't expect him to tell me that when he and I no longer had any relationship. No wonder he rarely spoke on this day before and used his cell phone at night.

I couldn't find anyone even after I turned off the phone. The first time, I thought something had happened to him and looked for him everywhere. Later I called Liu Qizheng and he told me to wait with peace of mind. It would be fine the next day. No one told me.

Why? I won’t ask. I always think that lovers should have secrets and their own passions.

He turned his head away and avoided my gaze. Maybe he didn't like other people's pity, and he didn't need it. He would feel very uncomfortable.

I should say something, but I couldn't think of what to say, but I knew it was best not to say anything. What he needed at this moment was silence, so I kept my silence.

I kept sitting upright for too long. I leaned on the seat. The two of us didn't speak. We just thought about our own things and did our own things. It happened to be very integrated.

I closed my eyes and squinted lightly. When I regained consciousness, I found that I was actually asleep. I was covered with a blanket, not a suit from the TV series. I laughed at myself, wondering what I was thinking.

I twisted my neck and caught Li Xiuzhe's eyes. His expression had improved a lot. I could no longer find any trace of the changes in his face. He was still the aloof god. Looking at him like that, I felt sad in my heart.

Feeling better.

I looked at the time display and saw that it was already one o'clock. I took off the blanket on my body, folded it, put it aside, and said to him, "I'm leaving." My voice was a little cautious and asking for advice. In fact, he

If you don't agree, I will leave.

He didn't answer me, but looked at me carefully. I was so flustered that I was about to fall into the mud. His thin mouth tightened and he asked me, "Do you still love me?"

As soon as this sentence came out, my body suddenly froze. My brain seemed to have been split open, it turned white and there was nothing left. Then many questions popped up in my brain, do I still love? I still love.

Li Xiuzhe?

When he left, I hated him. When I went to prison, I decided to forget him. Later, I slowly forgot about him. When he came out, before I completely forgot about him, I just remembered him.

, does it mean love? I don’t know.

"What about you?" This was the first time I wanted to know his thoughts from Li Xiuzhe's mouth. From beginning to end, I didn't know what his attitude was towards that relationship. I understood that he doted on me and loved me very much.

.But I don’t know if these represent love.

His expression became very serious and his brows furrowed. I really wanted to wait for him to speak, but before he could give the answer, I said, "These are meaningless, aren't they?"

I didn't know why I was so impatient to answer. After a long time, I realized that I was afraid of the answer.

When I heard such sensible words from myself, my heart suddenly ached, but my brain told me rationally that after six years, there is nothing left of love. I have changed too much and I am no longer loved by him.

He was that pure and innocent girl, and he had already passed away.

"No point in it anymore, is it?" he repeated, and then he laughed, a little sarcastically.

Hearing his laughter, I immediately became alert and leaned against the car door, looking at him warily.

After laughing, he looked at me, with the familiar anger in his eyes. I felt that I was a big fool. I believed that lions can also be vegetarians. He reached out and grabbed my shoulder, with great force, which hit my collarbone.

They were all hurt.

I twisted and resisted, but my body was imprisoned in the corner. The place was too small, and my resistance seemed so powerless. Knowing that my struggle was in vain, I gave up.

I looked at Li Xiuzhe with my eyes wide open, and asked calmly, "Tell me, what are you going to do? What should I do so that you don't get entangled in it? I'm tired, really tired, I'm really

I don’t have the courage or energy to fall in love anymore. I just want to live an ordinary life.”

His body leaned down, and I could clearly see my pale face reflected in his pupils. He was very angry, his forehead was beating angrily, and there were veins on his forehead, as if he wanted to be alive.

He strangled me to death. He stared at me sharply and said, "So I was pestering you endlessly!" He sighed with hindsight.

Looking at his resentful expression, my heart began to bleed. My words hurt his self-esteem! I lowered my head slightly and apologized in a low voice, "I'm sorry, my words have no other meaning. I just think that we all have our own differences."

If you are living a good life, why don’t you let go of your knot?”

"You can generously say let go, but I can't do it. Su Xiaoxiao, why can you let go if you just say let go? Before I saw you again, I told myself that it didn't matter, but I still met you.

Why can you still live so happily? Without any guilt. Why do you think we have nothing left and I will let you go?" His questions were sharper than the last. He had too many questions.

I don't even know which one I should answer or how I should answer it.

I met his eyes and asked calmly, "Then what do you think I should do? After seeing you, should I throw myself into my arms like other women? Or should I act depressed and meet you again?"

When I see you, I cry and apologize to you, asking you to love me again? Pamper me?"

"I would rather you be like this." These six words were thrown out so powerfully that I froze and looked at my little self in his eyes.

After looking at it for a long time, I lowered my head and my eyes were red. "You know it's impossible." It's impossible for you and me. Do we need to fall in love again and get hurt again? This kind of pain once in a lifetime is enough.

, I no longer want to experience it, ever.

Li Xiuzhe's hand on my shoulder loosened, and he laughed like a fool. His laughter came to my ears, which hurt my heart. He lowered his posture, but I still put him

His self-esteem was trampled under his feet.

"Get out of here!" After he added three words, he lay back on his seat and closed his eyes. His face was already cold and cold.
Chapter completed!