Chapter 133 He Regrets
Chapter 133, he regretted the long-lost touch.
Qin Su seemed to feel the tiny parts of her eyes trembling. The stronger the feeling, the more shocked she was.
"What are you doing!" she looked down at the hands in front of her waist and shouted.
"I want to hug you." He hugged her from behind, his arms tightening.
Maybe it was caused by some alcohol, maybe it was because she was so eager when she fell down, and maybe it was because she had already felt this kind of desire in her heart, so she still couldn't help but move.
"Let go!" She gritted her teeth, her cheeks reddished from anger.
Such an intimate atmosphere no longer belongs to them.
Situ Shen seemed not to understand what she was saying. Instead, he tightened his arms more and more vigorously, wrapping her whole body tightly like a vine, as if he wanted to embed her deeply into his chest.
At this time, the two of them were tightly pressed against each other, and his bones and muscle lines could be felt vaguely.
Qin Su closed his eyes and wanted to break free, but he heard his breathing slightly lowered.
"Yi Jiangnan, no." His equally low and mute voice spread in her ears.
"What?" Qin Su was exhaled by him and was shocked.
Thinking of the scene of the two being together, Situ Shen began to ask in a tight mood, "Do you always be with Yi Jiangnan? Do you want to have any development with him? Or have you already started to consider him?"
"No, Jiangnan and I are just friends." She frowned after hearing this, and subconsciously explained.
"Really?" Situ Shen asked uncertainly.
"Yes." Qin Su nodded.
Although she was a business partner with Yi Jiangnan at first, she has become friends with her contact with each other, and the other party has helped her a lot, so she will not overcome many things. Not to mention whether the two of them can develop, she has just divorced recently, so she has really not considered this issue.
After Situ Shen heard her affirmative answer, there was a light rippling light in his black eyes.
Suddenly, he thought of something again, and frowned again, "No, Qiu Jingye can do it!"
Although there was no warning in his tone, the strong sense of autocracy could not be ignored.
"It has nothing to do with you." Taking a breath, her expression remained unchanged, and she continued calmly, "Whether it is Yi Jiangnan or Jing Ye, even if it is really true to them, these are all my business and have nothing to do with you."
Her words are clear and her tone is even a bit decisive. She needs to remind him and herself.
Situ Shen listened silently, feeling like he was sunk in the water, and gradually, it became more and more difficult to breathe.
"Let me go!" Qin Su tried to separate after covering his big hands tightly wrapped around his waist.
But he didn't move at all. She was a little anxious and her voice sank, "Let go!"
Situ Shen seemed to be planning to pretend to be dead to the end, hanging his head down and pressing his thin lips against the skin of her neck.
The person who kept struggling in his arms was almost sighing, but it came from the bottom of his heart, "...I don't want to let go."
When he spoke, his thin lips would twitch his skin, tingling, and itchy, just like the two of them before, he would be like this or even more intimate...
Thinking about the past, what Qin Su's heart suppressed would be revealed again. What was once as hot as magma had been experienced by the wind and frost, and there was no trace of heat.
"Situ Shen, what do you want?" A painful light flashed in his eyes, and Qin Su was powerless.
"What do I want?" Situ Shen heard this, chewing on her words and repeating the pronunciation.
Then he smiled softly, as if he was thinking deeply about this question, and as if he was mocking himself, "What can I do, what can I do? You have divorced me."
The two were too close to each other, even if they didn't look at each other, his voice seemed to be pouring into his ears, low and dumb, and a sense of powerlessness that was no less than hers, without any anger.
His breathing slowed down, and Qin Su was also brought into a certain emotion for a moment.
I felt his hand slid down at his waist, and then he pressed it on his abdomen through the fabric. The force of tightening his arms was still so tight, but the palms attached to the lower abdomen were very light, as if I was afraid that a little more force would break something.
"You really have to do it..." His voice rang out again.
Qin Su was stunned, and a bloody hole appeared in his heart.
In fact, his voice was very low, even a little light, but it sounded like a poisonous sword in her ears, inserted straight into it.
Maybe he couldn't feel it through the fabric, but when his hands touched his upper abdomen, he could clearly feel the scars there.
Then she heard his voice low and hoarse in his ears, without temperature, "Qin Su, that's also a life, it was the life you and me created... How could you do it? Why is it so cruel!"
If she could have kept her calm and self-sustaining before, or if the heart lake, which was already as calm as a pool of stagnant water, would not be stirred, when it comes to that little life, Qin Su couldn't help but feel soreness at the tip of her nose.
The joy and entanglement when I first got it, the powerlessness and emptiness when I passed, and the sadness that was still real when I thought about it.
"It shouldn't have come." Her eyes hurt a little, and she could only say this.
"Haha, you shouldn't have come." Situ Shen smiled coldly and repeated coldly.
When he learned that the child was present and went to her to ask, she also said the same thing to herself, her tone still had no change at all, no change at all.
Before and after divorce, the two mentioned this question only once. Even if they met again after strangers, they seemed to avoid this matter. Now, they mentioned that their minds and emotions were fluctuating. Taking advantage of the stiffness of his body, Qin Su broke free and turned his back to look at him face to face.
She squirmed with her lips, and her voice was simple, "I'm cruel, and I can do it too."
"Why!" Situ Shen gritted his teeth and almost growled.
"You know." Qin Su's lips curled up.
Situ Shen's black eyes were locking her. When he heard her words, thin red silk was wrapped in his eyes, dense clusters.
Ignoring the sneer that emerged from the corner of his mouth, she did not look at him again, and took this opportunity to turn around and walk towards the corridor outside.
Situ Shen had no light in his black eyes, his eyebrows were beating rapidly, his right hand was squeezing into a fist and turned to the wall beside him, and he pounded it with a fierce force, but he slowed down the force halfway, and finally slapped it on it with weak palm.
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As the afternoon approaches evening, the sun is still bright on the clouds.
There is indeed another world in the pub. Although it is not yet time to be indulged in luxury, the environment inside still gives people another world.
In the exclusive private room, Situ Shen sat on the sofa, took a glass of wine that his friend had just turned over, put it on his lips and raised his head and drank it half of it. The wine spread down his throat.
"Situ, I'll tell you, you and your ex-wife..." Lu Shaoheng, who had watched coldly for a long time, couldn't help but step forward and patted his shoulder, "Why are you glaring at me? She's your ex-wife now, and I'm not wrong!"
The wine glass that Situ Shen held was a little tight, and he looked at his tight black eyes reflected in the yellow liquid inside.
Yes, I am no longer Mrs. Situ, and I can only be my ex-wife.
Ex-wife...
"Actually, it doesn't matter even if you have an ex-wife. If you don't have a son, you will never be able to break up in this life!" Lu Shaoheng continued to comfort him and kept giving advice, "How about this? Do you have to grab custody with her? By then, my son is with you, and everything will be easy."
Upon hearing this, Situ Shen glanced at him.
"No, there will be no chance in this way. Your ex-wife is not a good man." Lu Shaoheng thought about it after saying that, and shook his head.
"Can you shut up for a while?" Situ Shen frowned and screamed coldly.
Lu Shaoheng's lips closed immediately, neither of them were talking.
When we have been with each other for many years, we are the kind of person who can sit together for a day and a night without talking. Most of the time, friends or brothers need not comfort, but companionship.
Situ Shen inadvertently glanced at Lu Shaoheng beside him when he reached out to hold the bottle. Looking at the cigarette butts that had already overflowed from the ashtray, he couldn't help but remind, "Captain Lu, your cigarette addiction is getting bigger and bigger. It's time to quit, otherwise it would be embarrassing to be caught and dealt with when you return to the army."
"It's nothing." Lu Shaoheng curled his lips and threw down the cigarette butt on his hand that was about to burn to his fingertips.
After saying that, he took out one from the cigarette box, and ignited the lighter.
Situ Shen frowned, noticed that his friend seemed to be different from the past, and asked, "Shao Heng, are you worried?"
"No." Lu Shaoheng spit out a smoke ring, as if nothing had happened just now, but there was no focus in his eyes.
After a moment of silence, Lu Shaoheng suddenly asked him ambiguously, "Situ, what did you think when you agreed to separate?"
After hearing this, Situ Shen gave the wine glass to his thin lips and stopped there.
What did you think at that time?
Hearing her say that she would abort the child in person, he was very angry and impulsive. But thinking that she wanted to divorce so resolutely. She wanted to marry him so resolutely for the child, but now she wanted to abort the child so resolutely for the divorce from him. How much she wanted to be relieved.
So anger and anger are one aspect, and more impulse is to let go and fulfill her.
The wine glass that I had just stopped was delivered to my thin lips again. The remaining half cup was sipped in one go, without the burning feeling of burning, and only a bitter smell was felt.
That layer of bitterness is deeply regretful...
Well, he regrets it.
Chapter completed!